i've never ever wanted to see the sun so badly before.
i've never ever wanted to have the sun shine so brightly for a day before.
i'm a rain, cold, misty, person.
and so i'm so ever wishing and hoping now that this sunday there will be sun.
bright, scorching, burning hot.
first meeting will be on today.
i hope that it'll go well.
please, please, please,please, please,pleaseeeeee
p/s: i got lab at 9 later. on a sunday. meh
Saturday, July 31, 2010
oh the heavy-ness
it's already been a week now since i hand-in the proposal.
the event will be this coming week.
and the proposal haven't been approved.
oh the stress.
then came the vice-prez saying that
i must go to jhepa and rush them to confirm it.
a meeting must be done.
must think of a back-up plan if there's no fund given or if it rains on that day
then if got approval already, must go book a bus at JPPH.
now the problem is, what is JPPH? aih
then if possible, i have to go all the way to cherating to survey the restaurants there so i can order foods from them. ( i'm feeling soo glad now that i didn't choose rantau abang)
if this plan fails under me i wouldn't want to live
i'm just so clueless on these things
and so now i understand how those ppl that do trips and programs must have felt.
the event will be this coming week.
and the proposal haven't been approved.
oh the stress.
then came the vice-prez saying that
i must go to jhepa and rush them to confirm it.
a meeting must be done.
must think of a back-up plan if there's no fund given or if it rains on that day
then if got approval already, must go book a bus at JPPH.
now the problem is, what is JPPH? aih
then if possible, i have to go all the way to cherating to survey the restaurants there so i can order foods from them. ( i'm feeling soo glad now that i didn't choose rantau abang)
if this plan fails under me i wouldn't want to live
i'm just so clueless on these things
and so now i understand how those ppl that do trips and programs must have felt.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
why leh?
i was wondering in class just now.
why the cheenaas over here have to so cocky?
not all, but most.
it's like if they're good at something like sports or have talent or smart
they'll think so highly of themselves
and show proudness towards ppl that's not good or have no talent.
just because there's something 'special' that they have or can do
that doesn't mean they can go cocky around ppl who can't.
and oh yeah, these ppl are friends to influential a.k.a. popular seniors.
SOH?
if they want to feel special so badly,
why can't they just go and have themselves attach an extra body or something
ain't that VERY special then?
ISH
why the cheenaas over here have to so cocky?
not all, but most.
it's like if they're good at something like sports or have talent or smart
they'll think so highly of themselves
and show proudness towards ppl that's not good or have no talent.
just because there's something 'special' that they have or can do
that doesn't mean they can go cocky around ppl who can't.
and oh yeah, these ppl are friends to influential a.k.a. popular seniors.
SOH?
if they want to feel special so badly,
why can't they just go and have themselves attach an extra body or something
ain't that VERY special then?
ISH
thursday
went to UPM. =D
but sadly can't get to see pei chen cause her faculty's far.
and i thought we'll be visiting the microbe lab and mana tau ended up in physics lab.
seriously, physics lab got nothing to do with my course.
dunno why the lecturer chose that place anyway.
if only i'm at microbe lab *sniff*
and i envy UPM ppl.
they wear jeans to class. wuuu~
and their shuttle bus service doesn't let their students running after it.
they're about to go when a few students came rushing.
they stopped just for them. wahhh
but my uni, i get to go class at 7.55 and reach by 8.00am. hee~
and i wanna go back home. it's so near. just another 30 more minutes.
and i decided to join basketball for real this time.
went for the meeting just now.
and i got "i can't believe you join basketball" look from a girl.
yeah, so?
i'm short.
then?
ish.
i'm staying put.
because this time, girl's bkb team will have a coach for real.
but sadly can't get to see pei chen cause her faculty's far.
and i thought we'll be visiting the microbe lab and mana tau ended up in physics lab.
seriously, physics lab got nothing to do with my course.
dunno why the lecturer chose that place anyway.
if only i'm at microbe lab *sniff*
and i envy UPM ppl.
they wear jeans to class. wuuu~
and their shuttle bus service doesn't let their students running after it.
they're about to go when a few students came rushing.
they stopped just for them. wahhh
but my uni, i get to go class at 7.55 and reach by 8.00am. hee~
and i wanna go back home. it's so near. just another 30 more minutes.
and i decided to join basketball for real this time.
went for the meeting just now.
and i got "i can't believe you join basketball" look from a girl.
yeah, so?
i'm short.
then?
ish.
i'm staying put.
because this time, girl's bkb team will have a coach for real.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
hee~
it's a discussion.
then came the craving to have waffle.
laughed. teased. talked about juniors.
these things should happen often. =DD
then came the craving to have waffle.
laughed. teased. talked about juniors.
these things should happen often. =DD
Saturday, July 24, 2010
saturday
been busy since 8 in the morning.
replaced a friend for a seminar for the whole morning,
at 2pm went to set up the club's booth for koko registration day,
5pm trying to finish up the proposal which needed to be in the new format,
8.30pm went over to the amphitheater to help/lepak at the club's booth till 12am.
2.19am finished the proposal; finally.
now i could just fall down and faint.
i guess being overly busy makes me feel better and more occupied.
tomorrow
find info for bioanalytical
find info for genetics
go do some studying. (yeah rite)
replaced a friend for a seminar for the whole morning,
at 2pm went to set up the club's booth for koko registration day,
5pm trying to finish up the proposal which needed to be in the new format,
8.30pm went over to the amphitheater to help/lepak at the club's booth till 12am.
2.19am finished the proposal; finally.
now i could just fall down and faint.
i guess being overly busy makes me feel better and more occupied.
tomorrow
find info for bioanalytical
find info for genetics
go do some studying. (yeah rite)
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
oh wells
things doesn't seem to go right this week.
misunderstandings, hurt, frustration, annoyance, oh well.
finished the proposal at last.
it's just a mere copy paste project and i'm not satisfied with it.
it's a last minute thing. oh well.
and i don't like how the budget look. almost a thousand just for a family day?
i can't find anything to get rid off. oh well.
i wonder if it'll get approve?
if it doesn't...oh no.
and it's only been 2 weeks, and i've been left behind so far.
there's tutorial to do, assignment idea to think of.
oh well.
by the way, i can see the moon from my study table here. ain't that superb?
and i feel so LOA. ewww...
misunderstandings, hurt, frustration, annoyance, oh well.
finished the proposal at last.
it's just a mere copy paste project and i'm not satisfied with it.
it's a last minute thing. oh well.
and i don't like how the budget look. almost a thousand just for a family day?
i can't find anything to get rid off. oh well.
i wonder if it'll get approve?
if it doesn't...oh no.
and it's only been 2 weeks, and i've been left behind so far.
there's tutorial to do, assignment idea to think of.
oh well.
by the way, i can see the moon from my study table here. ain't that superb?
and i feel so LOA. ewww...
Monday, July 19, 2010
too high
we had a junior-senior meeting just a while ago.
girl juniors are 4 times the seniors. (yeah well, in my class there's only 2 chinese girls nyeh heh)
guys are just so lacking.
i'm so excited.
well, until a girl asked me which bus to take from temerloh all the way to uni.
i don't take the bus. i'm from the city. i take the CAR.
being a sole senior (because i'm from the first batch) is great. HAH
why?
cause they listen to you.
hahahaha XD
i'm so high i totally forgot that i have genetic quiz tomorrow.
girl juniors are 4 times the seniors. (yeah well, in my class there's only 2 chinese girls nyeh heh)
guys are just so lacking.
i'm so excited.
well, until a girl asked me which bus to take from temerloh all the way to uni.
i don't take the bus. i'm from the city. i take the CAR.
being a sole senior (because i'm from the first batch) is great. HAH
why?
cause they listen to you.
hahahaha XD
i'm so high i totally forgot that i have genetic quiz tomorrow.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
as usual
as usual,
i got used again.
when there's a need for me, use me.
when there's no need for me, dump me.
when having outing with great people that we know, didn't call even a promised had been made before.
why? stingy ah? they're not belonged to anyone okay.
ISH
this is not human.
i got used again.
when there's a need for me, use me.
when there's no need for me, dump me.
when having outing with great people that we know, didn't call even a promised had been made before.
why? stingy ah? they're not belonged to anyone okay.
ISH
this is not human.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
back
i'm back to where i have to be now.
so far so good i guess.
feeling low and not very enjoying anyhow.
the nose is blocked and it is leaking.
and it kept on sneezing.
i think my table is senget..
it seems like it's slanting to the right
body feeling sticky.
got the urge to go shower. (it's 1.30am)
feeling sleepy but can't sleep.
i have a nice view of the lecture classes in front of me.
and the hostel block in front of mine is all dark. not very nice.
oh wow. the juniors sleep so early
i'm bored.
let's go for late night McD.
oh yea, it's more than 30km away.. =.=
maybe next time
so far so good i guess.
feeling low and not very enjoying anyhow.
the nose is blocked and it is leaking.
and it kept on sneezing.
i think my table is senget..
it seems like it's slanting to the right
body feeling sticky.
got the urge to go shower. (it's 1.30am)
feeling sleepy but can't sleep.
i have a nice view of the lecture classes in front of me.
and the hostel block in front of mine is all dark. not very nice.
oh wow. the juniors sleep so early
i'm bored.
let's go for late night McD.
oh yea, it's more than 30km away.. =.=
maybe next time
Friday, July 9, 2010
why does it have to go that way when there's only 1 day left for me?
i blame PMSi blame jealousy
i blame inconsideration
i blame less attention
i blame emotional stress
i blame selfishness
i blame understanding
i blame SNSD (YES i DO have a good reason for this)
i blame rage
i blame temper
i blame stupidity
i blame the internet
i blame that person.
if only that person understands
if only that person changed its way
if only that person be patient
if only
sorry la for being emo.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Super Junior - No Other
yaaaa~~
oh the melody~
=')
(edit)
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
Your two warm hands get cold when I’m cold, your heart which used to be strong gets sensitive when I’m hurt
To silently take my hands, to silently hold me, I only wish for those small comforts
You don’t know this heart of mine, which always wants to do more for you
My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time
*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
When my greedy heart gradually looks to other directions, when my greeds grow more than my mind can handle
To understand, to tell me clearly after all those excuses “I’m here”, only that one thing
I’m always thankful. Will I ever act that well just like you
My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time
*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
Rap> You know what, little much little even though I’m shy, you don’t know it but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my heart
Even though those girls appearing on TV shows are sparkling, I always look at you (I’m crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me “I love you”, I have everything in this world You & I, You’re so fine, Is there even anyone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, that to me there’s only you, that I foolishly see you as my everything
We came on the same road, we are just like each other, how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love
*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
There’s no one like you
Credits:
http://shiningbluey.wordpress.com/2010/06/25/super-junior%E2%80%99s-%E2%80%98no-other%E2%80%9D-romanized-lyrics-hangul-translation/
Monday, July 5, 2010
wa si beh mai ki oh teng ah
it's because i don't like the people there
kurung in the same place
enduring that same attitude all over again.
sorry la for being emo.
kurung in the same place
enduring that same attitude all over again.
sorry la for being emo.
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