i dreamt holding hands with my best friend, and refusing to let go.
and it says that holding hands with your friend means you're afraid of losing the friendship and being separated.
true.
after those issues happened between us last july, i would never wanted us to stop talking again. and i'm glad that i got to spend time with my best friend before the semester officially ended for me.
the friends that i've made in uni, we'll be all over M'sia doing our pracical. though it's not far, more like few states away or in one case, a country away, i just hope dad will allow me to drive far away from home for abit so i could meet with them. my practical will be near home, too near till i got a feeling of being alone all over again without them.
at least we made a promise to meet up after 3 months. and i hope that will happen.
bestie made a promise to meet up again and i hope that will come. =)
bye now, it is time for me to grow up, and be strong
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Thursday, January 24, 2013
hey you
nah just wanna have something typed in here.
there's alot going on. mostly farewells. and thesis submission later today.
then i'll be back home for good.
there's some i'll miss, there's some i'll just think about it and put it on another side.
i think i might get a diary. i tend to forget memories.
bye you
whenever the smiling mushroom picture popped on to the news feed, i got afraid. haha
=)
there's alot going on. mostly farewells. and thesis submission later today.
then i'll be back home for good.
there's some i'll miss, there's some i'll just think about it and put it on another side.
i think i might get a diary. i tend to forget memories.
bye you
whenever the smiling mushroom picture popped on to the news feed, i got afraid. haha
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| Endings are always the saddest even after months of frustrations, failures and repeats |
Friday, January 11, 2013
the last
uni days are coming to an end in another week.
finals ended like about a week ago, and we're just waiting to edit and submit the thesis.
the end of this semester i definitely learnt alot. especially from my supervisor. i was told off loads of times to be more responsible, disciplined and be more thankful. she was really frank to me. it's true that i felt hurt whenever she said that over in the facebook chat (yes we communicate more in fb) and then never reply my apology after that but i know that it's the best for me. well, if i wanted to learn it the hard way this is what i get. then i started regretting and feeling sorry and everything.
how do i say? i'm feeling very thankful, but i don't know how to say it or expressed it. now it sounds like some excuses isn't it?
and well, the people that i will think about most are my classmates and the lecturers that have make a mark deep within me. like my supervisor for example.
gone will be the times where i ran all the way to the lecturer's room to submit my assignment and my draft thesis.
gone will be the days or laughter and picking on each other during classes or any other times.
gone will be the days of trying to climb over a hole in the fence just to get some supper at 3am (we have curfews).
gone will be the times where i sleep over at a friend's room just for the fun of it.
gone will be the times where i get to watch horror or thriller movies in my friend's room. i will never be watching those anymore without anyone.
gone will be the days of running around in the lab and poking our noses into other people's work.
gone will be the days getting told off by the lecturers.
gone will be the days of being independent.
gone be the times of having total freedom.
gone will be the days of cruising around Kuantan and being disturbed by 'monkeys' in the middle of the night.
(yeah i miss that. those people are such silly to be looked at).
no more watching late night movies.
no more throwing sock water onto your friend,
no more gang 'fights' among classmates.
no more shooting stars watching. (ump have the perfect dark place to watch shooting stars)
no more going for taekwondo practice.
no more looking forward to the sports complexs.
no more stressing out for finals.
no more rushing to classes.
no more sleeping on bunk beds.
no more living in hostel.
no more sharing smelly toilets (okay, that i definitely won't be missing).
no more complaining about roommies that controls your sleeping habits and eating habits.
no more..every little things that happens everyday.
one thing that i'm afraid off is that i will forget all these 3 years over here one day when new things come.
and i do really hope that i will get my internship acceptance form as soon as possible. please please please.
finals ended like about a week ago, and we're just waiting to edit and submit the thesis.
the end of this semester i definitely learnt alot. especially from my supervisor. i was told off loads of times to be more responsible, disciplined and be more thankful. she was really frank to me. it's true that i felt hurt whenever she said that over in the facebook chat (yes we communicate more in fb) and then never reply my apology after that but i know that it's the best for me. well, if i wanted to learn it the hard way this is what i get. then i started regretting and feeling sorry and everything.
how do i say? i'm feeling very thankful, but i don't know how to say it or expressed it. now it sounds like some excuses isn't it?
and well, the people that i will think about most are my classmates and the lecturers that have make a mark deep within me. like my supervisor for example.
gone will be the times where i ran all the way to the lecturer's room to submit my assignment and my draft thesis.
gone will be the days or laughter and picking on each other during classes or any other times.
gone will be the days of trying to climb over a hole in the fence just to get some supper at 3am (we have curfews).
gone will be the times where i sleep over at a friend's room just for the fun of it.
gone will be the times where i get to watch horror or thriller movies in my friend's room. i will never be watching those anymore without anyone.
gone will be the days of running around in the lab and poking our noses into other people's work.
gone will be the days getting told off by the lecturers.
gone will be the days of being independent.
gone be the times of having total freedom.
gone will be the days of cruising around Kuantan and being disturbed by 'monkeys' in the middle of the night.
(yeah i miss that. those people are such silly to be looked at).
no more watching late night movies.
no more throwing sock water onto your friend,
no more gang 'fights' among classmates.
no more shooting stars watching. (ump have the perfect dark place to watch shooting stars)
no more going for taekwondo practice.
no more looking forward to the sports complexs.
no more stressing out for finals.
no more rushing to classes.
no more sleeping on bunk beds.
no more living in hostel.
no more sharing smelly toilets (okay, that i definitely won't be missing).
no more complaining about roommies that controls your sleeping habits and eating habits.
no more..every little things that happens everyday.
one thing that i'm afraid off is that i will forget all these 3 years over here one day when new things come.
and i do really hope that i will get my internship acceptance form as soon as possible. please please please.
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