i feel happy with the rush of adrenaline

just came back from IIUM's invitational Taekwondo tournament. heh =D
it's my first ever tournament. oh yeah, i lost by the way, at the first round. oh well.
my finger i swelling abit cause it ter langgar with the leg from my opponent when i try to block her leg away. =( don't care la.
the Feather's category won by someone from UMS. she's a sabahan by the way.
oo la la..i wanna go for tournament again. XD

at the weigh in room

i'm so excited to wear this. XD

collecting our bed sheet and pillows

the competition hall

my opponent from UPSI
a MASUM fighter
and she got the first bronze medal.
meh---

the moment before losing. heh heh
dang- my eyes are so small.

lalalala..i'm so happy. i wanna go for the next uni open again. i wonder if my uni instructor allows me though? hmm...heh

i feel pek chek

now, 1.52pm, Thursday.

2.00pm : go to the faculty and hand in letter. if lecturers not in i die. (due before 5pm)
2.15pm : get information about EON automobiles and crack my head for interview questions (due tomorrow)
somewhere in between : squeeze time for micro lab report (due tomorrow)
4.00pm-5.00pm : Lab safety class.
5.00pm-6pm: vote. if not will die. i dont want to kena kompaun. why lar must vote??
6pm : go kompleks sukan hand in stuffs.
8pm or somewhere in between : TKD training and Cina meeting
11.00pm: continue lab report

i guess i wont be sleeping again tonight.
and then 'die' tomorrow.

i feel wuu..

Friday, Saturday, Sunday

-____________-

and i'm sorry...

to the one who i'm referring to (you know who you are),

i'm sorry for anything and everything that i've done today. i know that i've been selfish, self-centered, spoilt, anything. i know that what i might've done is wrong, and it's unacceptable especially when you've been willingly to drive us(me) around for 3 hours and a half. i'm sorry, again, for being inconsiderate as i only think about buying my stuff first and not about other people. i know that you're worrying about your roommate; that she haven't get her dinner yet. i know i'm being selfish on making sure that i got my things first before other people's priority. i know that i must not give that kind of attitude after that long hours and after what you've done. i'm just so sorry.
and the reason that i acted that way is because i just wanted to make sure that my stuff is in my hands first and as soon as possible. and i acted that way, showing my displeasure just because of one sentence that you mention; "if cannot get that thing then mah no need to buy la" and also that from what i think is that you seemed to show that you're unwilling to go to Teruntum after going to EC mall. it's more like if my stuff is unavailable in EC mall, then there's no need to go and find somemore. yes, i'm being immature and i might be wrong, i know that. but i was really really desperate to get hold of it as soon as possible and whatever i hear at that time will make conclusions such as that you're one inconsiderate person as you do not care if i get my stuff or not and that you don't even give a damn on how important that this thing is to me. yes, i really think that way at that time. i admit it.
so i just wanted you to know that i'm sorry for being a jerk and whatever that you think i am.

i don't like it

i don't like people take advantage of me
and i loathe people who knows that i'm an easy target and still take advantage of me
i'm okay with it once
twice, yes
thrice,i tahan
four times and so on;
you so wanna die.

i felt so 'Gah!'

i haven't been sleeping since last night.
not even an afternoon nap.
*yawn*
and i left about 80% of lab report left
and 1 quiz to be studied
last minute work again.
=(

i got influenced

i think i got Potassium Hydroxide's disease.
everytime during laboratory work, i tend to be very fussy on things.
like for example;
1. the distilled water measured using the cylinder is not measured along the water's curve but at the tip. i will wait for the person to go away, then i'll add a drop of water to make it accurate.
2. when powdered agar and culture nutrient are weighed, and mixed in a water. i will feel the unsatisfaction that someone in my group had left out some bits of powdered culture nutrient on the weighing boat. that'll make the amount of mixture added become different!
3. when using the separation funnel to extract a solution from a double layered solution. i will warn them not to shake until the solution touches the cap.
4. when filtering precipitate out of a solution. i will rinse the precipitate with the filtrate again and again until most of the precipitate comes out of the beaker's wall.
5. etc..

see? ish--
and now my groupmates are calling me the "Noble prized" person just because i fussed on these things.
too much 'scolding' from Mrs Koh last time and this is what happens. =.=

yay, yay!

first, i got my mouth protector already!
yay, yay.
it's yellow =.=
'cause they're out of stock for the transparent type

second, i just came back from training.

and i'm all drained out.
i wanna wanna go sleep sleep.
night. =)

susahnya--

i wish i could go back home so i can go KL and get this thing from Everybody Martial Arts store.

and i have a reason on why i didnt want to ask my parents to buy one and send it here. aih..

what did i just do??

oh great, i just signed up for something that could 'kill' me.
my parents are so going to be furious at me if that pain become worse.
i'm so gonna regret this.
if only i could stop myself giving in to other people's pleading.
ish---

now i have to part with my RM50 just to buy that mouth guard.
ishhh----

and i'm so hungry now. =_=

i keep distracted

since today is the first day of school, i keep thinking about those kids.

8.20am : *ah..the place must be very kelam kabut right now. kids crying and plus, it's raining.*
*aih, Xiao Qi must be crying so hard for her mom right now. Wen Khai WILL
DEFINTELY cry today eventhough he's standard 1 today. tsk tsk*
*Victor and Pui Khong must have arrived early today as usual*
9.00am : *ah..they'll be having their snack break soon*
10.00am : *ah, the 5 and 6 year-olds are going for their snack break*
11.00am : *ah, it's time to go home soon for them and chinese classes are going to start for some*
12.10pm : *ah..the teachers must be having their lunch now*
1.25pm : *ah..it's going to be nap time*
now (2.50pm) : *some might've got up already and started reading Peter and Jane now*

=D

*opens door*
*breathes-*
*!*
*quickly wash hands*
*run!*

i MUST always remember to take a deep breath before going into the 'laundry' place again.
those sickly-sourly smell. *shivers*

here i go,
in 2009,
hehe
emmmm...
em...
Worked for the first time =p
got scolded by That Woman
love those kids. makes me wanna bully them.
i drove to work! with my parents in the car. hee
Dad bought a new car! but i'm not allowed to drive it =(
Went to The Cleft tons of times
swam in the muddy pond
got mud therapy in the pond =D
got leechy-fied. 4 in one go. scary
got licked on the face by Ash and Fudge (i got a pretty nonsense reason for why i took a long time to get so near to dogs)
stepped a toad on my feet =D
played pictionary
drinked hot chocolate.
Went for Payless sales.
is that last 2 years ago?
Used the train more then intended.
Sat the monorail and LRT (yes, i'm ulu).
Went to KLCC, Ikea and Midvalley (yes, i'm very ulu).
Got into uni
which was a weird coincidence that it's situated in Pahang
as i used to go Camerons, Bukit Tinggi, Camerons, Bukit Tinggi, Camerons, Bukit Tinggi...
Pia more in studies then usual. Anyhow, results are still the same. =.=
changed into a moody person. i want back my old self.
Opened Facebook (yes. i. am. slow.)
then abandoned Friendster.
I talk more in Mandarin now.
Listened more of Korean songs now.
Realised that i would miss home when i thought i won't.
Have sudden craving for Maggi curry everyday.
I got my Nike shoe! finally XD
Spent the remaining month thinking what happened to my smart-cheerful-siao friend.
And my butt got injured and i finally took that initiative to get it healed.

Happy New Year! =D