malacca

just back from malacca.
it's nice cause it's not so crowded.

there's all these things that i so wanna buy but there's not use for it. heh
a lure to waste money. aiseh

i saw this lights like those christmas tree balls (i forgot what it called) like the ones in ikea only it's plastic and some is made from paper-thread-like (okayyyyy =.= ). nicole would definitely like it.

and there all these cute cute bookmarks, paperclips, tiny wooden paper clips etc etc etc that rubin might like. lol

and there's this stairs in a restaurant right at the start of jonker walk that is perfect for camwhoring. XD (psst, sook sook)

and i saw all these groups of guys and friends walking around having fun.

let's all go malacca one day can? like any weekend.
heh heh

i simply hated the internet and wifi and anything got to do with the world wide web now
INCLUDING FACEBOOK.

and that kbs whatever music festival
and that sbs geobyemwhatisit.

and especially some stupid person who have internet at home,
pestering people who have, giving back to back description
on those shows.
there's no subtitles, how to watch?
with people jabbering around,
and you only knows aigo, omo, sarangheyo, kamshamida, bueyo, bla bla bla
got internet WATCH YOURSELF LA!
it's like you have to subscribe it or anything

because of the internet-noob friend things changed between you and me.
because she USED you that you dont know, things changed between you and me.

AND.I.HATE.IT.

for the first time in my life, i loathe the 'too-much-korean-overdose' symptom.

will be back at it in the next 24-hours or when i get back to uni.

you know; i was playing around with my phone and click here and there.
then it came over to the contact list and i was scrolling and scrolling around
and lo and behold, (WTH)
i pressed on 'send message' icon and " ! ". i sent a blank message to brian.

opps, sorry brian. haha

having pictures/icons to represent a word must be banned from phone applications okay.
how can i know a picture of a person with an arrow to the left means? and how about to the right?

see? see? see?

p/s: i so not want to go back and results out.

Happy Christmas

Have a merry christmas =)

isn't jason chen just great? eh heheheheheehehehehe
arden cho's voice is nice too =DDD

check this out

Just A Dream (Nelly) Cover by Jason Chen and Joseph Vincent

check out this website for more:
http://www.youtube.com/miniachilles

=DDD

owh swoon~
hahahahhaahha

drip

nose is blocked, it's leaking and there's a phlegm stuck at my throat.
yep, i got flu.

'nyways i shall be having the old w580i with me. hehe
new phone's too extremely expensive.
i shall pass out of shock with the sudden money gone.
not like i can't afford it but it's so painful to see a bunch of money gone just like that.
slowly la slowly =)

and i just found out that i will have a FOUR months break after the 4th semester.
FOUR.
let's see what i can do..hmmm
have to start thinking what job to do now, i dont wanna lay around doing nothing =.=

kay bye

i met Mary-Ruth!
lol

the piala NC president a.k.a. my coursemate called. oops. i haven't started on the microtentative yet. =X
shall do it today..maybe?
maybe somewhere sometime later.
and i wonder who're my small small members?
that president said want to send the list to me and i still haven't got anything yet =.=

2 more weeks to new semester. to look forward to, or to not look forward to that is the question. WTH?

laptop's back from 'servicing'
one problem.
it got too much virus that scanning for days still cannot finish
going to be reformatted.
how to fit everything into a less than 4Gb pendrive?

i hate you virus.
hmph

of nothing and nothing and nothing

his phone got problem.
we trade phones.
his phone was going to be repaired originally.
so i use the old one.
didn't go repair cause it'll take time.
in the end, she said. "aiyah. find one day and go buy one for her and let him use her's while his went for repair."

the joy of spontaneous decision on the spot.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS =)

p/s: results supposedly out for my course. some saw theirs, others can't. and i can't. ==
owh well, it'll be another sad pointer same as last time. i kept on getting half of all the total on every subject. why half all the time??

Glee

Guess where i went? Heh heh not to buy my stuffs but my bro's. Not being at home for more than one year does not qualify me to buy something from here. Sad case

Creativity?

I couldn't sleep and i have the sudden want of doing craft. And so i did the one on the left. It's an olden day korean scholar. The ones on the right was done few years back. Are they scary? Lol oops. It's 4am already. Nite.

i am weird and random =)

it's only been 2-3 hours since i realised that i couldn't access to my email accounts.
i was really pissed, depressed, on a verged of crying and my parents aren't really helping =.=
well, they didn't know anything about 'hacking' thus they said some of my friends did it. lol
might be a possibility. i will delete some people from facebook later..the one from mumbai india. LOL

i kinda got over it about the hacking in an instant. maybe cause there's not/nothing important in my email except lecture notes and i've already downloaded it all anyway.
oh well, i'll decided what to do later. new account maybe?

the scary world of technology.

'nyway, i just came back from Penang a couple of days ago. Penang's still the same except there's places such as Penang Times Square and a new shopping centre, 1st Avenue.
and in Penang, i witnessed, 2 uncles shouting at each other in the night, 2 uncles again shouting "poda! poda!" at each other in the morning market, and 2 couples not fighting but more like the woman was pleading the man on something that makes her kept on hitting him on his chest (real life drama) somewhere near Gurney drive.

and my bro's GPS navigation system on his phone helped alot. my dad did not go around and around those confusing roads of penang like he did for the past few visits. but i think the confusing roads in penang got the GPS 'lady' confused as well. heheheeh

i shall go buy one since i have the opportunity. nokia n8 maybe? neh.
i just need the GPS since i'm well.. 'ignorant' on road signs and stuffs. i might get lost in kuantan while walking and maybe it'll be useful. wahahaha

and i have this 6 black pills from the chinese medical doctor today for my 'weak' backbone =.=
since i have this thing for a back pain everytime.
and i have to chew it? urghhhhh
one pill down 5 more to go. owh the 6 horrid days of chewing. blergh.

it's the 300th post. cool eh?
i'm feeling okay nao. stupid email.

i'm depressed

some IDIOT just hacked into my email account
very the smart of that fella
i applaud you.

now hotmail gone so is gmail.
yesterday was the facebook.
someone signed in from mumbai india (WTH)
and today i tried to sign in into MSN and i can't.
i have no more email address now thank you.

i. am. pissed.

what to do what to do?
i feel so lost on losing the email accounts.
what to do?
i refuse to do a new email as i dont like changing/losing my previous contacts
what to do??
give me back my email please.
it's not like the lecture notes stored in the emails is that important to that fella larh

i wish that fella die a slow painful death now.
ISH!

itch

i dont see any rash
i dont see any bites
all i saw was redness
inflammation
raw skin
red dots
and scars

dang it.
my whole body itches like crazy.

S.M. The Ballad

me like it. XDD

ranting and nonsense-ness

small (heh heh heh) bro's back for the finals break and he's been hogging the line like everyday especially during early hours of the morning. and my sis turn to hog the line during day time. i dont have a turn to hog the line thank you, except now for a couple of hours. haha

i've been 'dead' bored over here at home. i've finished watching the drama's that i downloaded in less than a week. i was quite surprised that i could continue watching for 4-5 episodes straight when i usually only lasted 2 episodes before i called it quit and to be continued sometime later. gues i was really bored off.

and i wanted to do cross stiching. my mom said it's already out-dated so she wouldn't have to buy one for me =.=
and so i'm going to find a way to make my dad buy for me strings so that i could do a misanga. a friendship bracelet in english i think. but i guess i'll end up half way since i didn't even know how to do it. har har

i have stuffs to do but i've been avoiding it since coming back home.
things like doing microtentative for Piala NC and arranging my last semester's notes into a file.

and i have the feeling of wanting to read back the whole harry potter book for now.
i wan watch harry potter 7! T_T

shopping with mummy is fun i guess if i accept the fact that i have to start wearing girly clothes from now on. i found one that i like. hehe
since i have my CNY clothes already, then now i can buy all those hoodies and t-shirts and shorts and sweaters and sport clothings lalalalalala~
i'm so gonna hunt down a hoodie since my mom is very approving us to buy one. HAH. will take that opportunity before she change her mind again.

roomate asked if i would like to join my uni's CNY programme as protocol assistant. should i or should i not?
i was thinking of saying 'yes, okay'. an assistant is equivalent to normal ajk rite?
and that this program will be taken over by seniors that are more reliable and i heard that with them in, things wont go so bad.
but i was wondering if that head or program unit from PT will be there as well. if she is, i'm not joining.
should i or should i not. that's the question. lol
should i? aisey

p/s: mr bean animated on tv. ew? he used teddy to clean his toilet. ==

stomach is like a washing machine now.
i wan dai.

late night scare

sis: "eyh, i wan go eat the chocolate that got the wine wan you wan?"
me: "that wan not expire d meh? yerrr don wan that wan so long d" *thinking back the last time untouched chocolate few years back*
sis: "no la this wan different wan"
me: "don wan" *i dont trust her*
sis: "i go eat"

eat eat eat eat...

sis: "yerrr UEK. i take wrong wan! yer yer! so bitter! uek uek!
me: "eyh, where you get that? how come never see before wan?"
*of course never la... i wasnt at home. dumb*

goes to the fridge

me: "eyh, where is it? this wan ah? this wan?" *curious curious. wan try too! XD*
sis: "eyh move move i wan water! uek uek!"
"here la!"
me: ... *who puts chocolate at the uv compartment of the fridge ==*

takes one and eat..later
me"yerrrrrrrrr...so bitter! uek..yah, my throat abit burning d. why people like to drink champagne wan? not nice eh.."

not drinking liquor is the best option so far i guess ==

of Nichkhun and tagged post

i was bored so here's Nichkhun. KYAAAAAAAAA~~~~

i saw this in Rubin's blog so since i'm bored (kinda) and i decided to do this. =)



1. Where did you take your profile picture?
blogger. i have none. HEH

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
my dad's red company shirt with a big 13th anniversary at the front that he doesn't want to wear anymore and my school basketball pants (my favs!)

3. What is your current problem?
what to do later.

4. What makes you happy?
now? it's Nichkhun eating baskin robbins ( xDDD), Running Man and i have the whole house for me alone for a couple of hours.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
2NE1 - Love Is Ouch that comes from Bin's blog.

6. Any celeb you would marry.
hmmm...Nichkhun? AHAHAHHAHAH

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Lee Hong Ki from FT Island
oh yeah~ XD

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
that's if you counted a class as a big audience during standard 5 and yesh, in a big group for some school occasions =.=

9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
nope.

10. Do you still watch kiddie movies of kiddie TV shows?
yesh. when i have nothing to do. hehe

11. Do you speak any language?
Duh.

12. Do you ever watch MTV?
nope.

Chapter 1:
1. Middle name
Mei

2. Nickname(s)
let's see....
yin, yinyin, mei, tan, himesama, ohimesama, goddess of loading, goddess of epic failure, fatso, girl ah, cei, ..somemore? ==
*edited*and penguin and salah (for sarah)
3. Current location
home =D

4. Eye color
black

5. Do you get along well with your parents?
yep

Chapter 2: Favourites
1. Ice cream
cookies and cream. yum yum

2. Shampoo/Conditioner
sunsilk, smooth and silky~ XD (not silky also ==)

3. Person
everyone. can? haha

Chapter 3: Do you ...
1. Dance in the shower?
yes and don't ask. =.=

2. Call people back?
used to. but no more since 99.9% is wrong number. cis.

3. Believe in love?
yep.

4. Any mental health issues?
if you counted as yes during stress times. haha

Chapter 4: Have you ...
1. Broken a bone?
nope.

2. Sprained anything?
yesh. alot.

3. Had physical therapy?
nope.

4. Stitches?
no way.

5. Taken painkillers?
panadol? yesh

How I end my sentences
1. I love
to sleep.

2. I don't understand
anything. *random word just popped out*

3. When I wake up in the morning
my back will be very pain as i'm still not accustomed to my room's bed over here back home. aihh

4. Life is full of
fun!

5. I get annoyed very quickly when
i'm stressed up or when i'm doing multiple things in one go.

6. Parties are
okay i guess.

7. Female dogs are
=.= dogs?

8. Cats are
cute? lol

9. Tomorrow is
sunday

10. I have a low tolerance for
awfully rude and selfish people.

11. If I had a million dollars
i would save it up? haha
nah, give it to my parents and let's go Switzerland!

what's it like to come back home after 2 months. or is it 3?

yep. when coming home after sometime sure will have changes around the house.

this time, there's not much i guess. and once we reached the house gate, my first question was,

"mummy, why is there a ribbon tied to the gate?"

then,

"mummy, whose slippers is this?"

and,

"why the house smell so funny?"

and,

"eyh? got new fish already worr.."

and,

"mummy, why the auntie from next door is in the opposite house of ours? she moved in there d ah?"

so the answers were, the neighbor grandma passed away so that's why we have a riboon tied to our gate (okay, why mom didnt tell?), the slippers are my dad's, house different smell cause different larh ==, new fish cause the small guppy died out. like duh. and that aunties was helping that family taking care of their dog that's why.
the big fishes are so not cute. what happened to the guppies? why left only 2 wan? so i kacau kacau those new ones. cheh, they're not scared at all.

but i saw 2 jars of preserved oranges. UEK. must be my mom's work.
and a newly unopened tub of ice cream. heheeheheheheheheeheh
and the rest looks the same as always.

wokay. this is such a bored post cause i'm so bored here there's nothing to do other than sleeping and no, i don't feel like watching tv or even browse through the net or youtube or facebooking much or...
maybe i shall go buy new books or go running. running? ehhh...

bye

it's the end of semester 3

yep.
half of the 2nd year gone.
just like that.

with me looking at the calendar during May and June holidays after 1st year thinking that i have to go another long long long long long days again in uni for 2nd year semester 1,and now looking back, it's like the whole semester 3 is summed up in just 2 months.
did time went awfully fast this semester?

there's so many things going on this semester and yes, i prefer it that way compared to 1st year where there's not much going on, no activity, nothing but assignments, quiz, assignments, projects, discussions, assignments and lab report. hehehehe

i enjoyed on joining programs eventhough they are a pain in the butt. yes, i do still remember PT. that PT..aih. but anyhow, the TKD family day and dinner went out great. heh heh
i was considering on joining CNY program but seeing the same people from PT joined as well, urghhh i back out. and so i decided that will i voluntarily help out if they really are short of people. not becoming a head of some unit, but as AJK will be nice (why? so ppl wont find me ==) anyhow, after sem break there's this Piala NC that i'm going to help my coursemate out. hope that it'll turned out great as well =)

loads of thing happened like going all the way to seremban for yakult trips to coming back with an air-conless bus that kills out all the bacteria in the yakult and that left us stranded for a couple of hours at batu caves. going to UKM for tournament and lost, again. lol
undergoing mental training for TKD like running non stop for 20mins and train the muscles. yesh i have muscles that it turned into fats already. LOL
and things like going in and out of JHEPA has become a norm now though i still dislike on going there and writing forms and following procedures. OMG why so many procedures larh?
and with going for breakfast at McD's which ended up me realising after coming back that i left my room key there and have to go back again but it somehow made that morning and afternoon a memorable one. haha

if these things happens every semester i would be the most happiest person alive. ROFL
well, except the stranded in batu caves thingy.

since my blog have been lacking of pictures for a long time, have fun =)

in UPM visiting Physics faculty

at the Dewan Jubliee Perak (i wonder if it's correct)
for some sudden random perasmian eco Biotech

faculty's dinner
yeah, that's mine. LOL not.

family day at pantai balok =)

the toilet tissue paper game LOL
but i missed the conclusion part which was the best of all =(

TKD open championship at UKM
yeah, we're dangerous plus gaya. woots XD

aiyak. wokayy not gaya.
haha

TKD raya celebration =D

PT program. shitty, but it ends great. for my part. eh heh


why? because of them 3.
hi there, we're ehh..rabbits? lol

a visit to Yakult's factory in Seremban


pre-finals steamboat
the story here is one is too full to move to take the toilet roll
and the other pretends to have short hands to pass it. XD


preparation for TKD dinner
the story here, nothing actually. hahaha
it's just that i came right after the steamboat

TKD dinner day

people gaya-ing
ROFL

aww~
XD

picture are mostly not mine but from friends. =)

and i realised that all study and no play won't do any good to you.

i am glad and thank God that i have the opportunity to meet and befriended with all these wonderful people in all these pictures above here. each and everyone one of them have attach a funny yet memorable memory in my mind. =) lovin' it.

p/s: why my post seems as though i'm already at 4th year going to graduate soon? 2nd year only larh haiyaa ==

finals over. for now.

yeap. finals are over for the 3rd semester.
and it didnt end great.
bioanalytical is not hard at all, it's just that i didn't put much effort to really study and memorise eveything. damn
i'm sure this time my results will be worst than stpm's. T_T
oh no, if it is, i don't know how to live anymore.

i realise again, the feeling when i answered that paper together with when i answered for biology paper last time. it's the same annoying feeling, that lack-of-info-thus-here-comes-crapping-and-build-your-own-theory thingy again. THIS IS BAD. i REPEAT. this is BAD.

okay, i wanna go emo on one corner now. sad case.

owh damn.

industrial microbe is just so hard.
wait.
it won't be if i have something to tape the information to my head
and still, damn. hard wei.
no more A's this time.
stewpeed me.

melancholy

one roommate went back already, and another one at night.
felt a lil' homesick.
can i just skip last 2 papers and just go home?
eventhough i know when i reach back home, there's no activity to be done except laying around, sleeping, watching tv. practically bring a sloth, yesh.
but i wanna just go guling-guling on my parents bed, jump jump abit, look at my story books collections and thinking of buying more, kacau neighbour's dog Coffee, (so it seems) by thrusting tounge at him and make him bark before running away, to look at the magpies fly into the garden, to look back at old photos, to stand in front of the refridgerator when the temperature's too hot in the afternoon, and to to..

i'm the last one to finish all the papers and by monday after 4th paper, i might have the feeling of giving up already. then bioanalytical paper will die the next morning.

i think i'll just hang on till wednesday. now, STUDY! haih
for pandan layer cake, I SHALL HANG ON. hahahahah *stupid*

p/s: then when i'm back home for a couple of weeks, i'll be wishing to want to do something. apala.. =.=

just like old times. not.

something that never did change in the environment that i am in now is people putting 'bombs' in the school/uni compound.
i've been hearing that stuff exploding for two times already.
not to mention, it's been like this ever since study week starts.
and i thought there's no more of it after graduating from ACS, in the end, uni still have it.
everytime that stuff goes off, i thought i'm back in ACS.
the funny thing is, i dont really oppose it, i kinda okay with it. lol
i think i got used to it already or maybe i miss ACS that much.

now, i wonder if they will put those long red firecrackers over here? LOL

hey, look what i've found. haha

the first ever futsal game that i've (we, actually but it's my first) won
for Interact program =)

ehh....?

genetics paper had just finished.
i don't know how the paper is but it seems very easy, but still, i can't answer most of it. ==
objectives are okay except for the last few parts.
short answers are okay as well but i'm not sure if i got it right on the shortform names of the regions in chromosome Y.
10 definitions, left one out and the rest was just simply written on except identical and fracternal twins.
and one calculation essay that i know how to do but just couldn't know how to start and in the end, i have no idea what did i had just counted.
i guess it's pretty bad huh? but somehow i got this feeling as though i've had doen okay.
this is badddd.

that's the problem if you decided to sleep at 3.30am and get up at 6am but instead got up at 7am when the paper's starting at 9am. and plus, before you slept you only read 5 chapters out of 10 and ended up cramming everything in 1 hour after getting up. omg
but thank God for self-made in advance notes. it's wayyyy much more shorter than lecture slides.

my morning is just so eventful.
first, i got up at 7 instead of 6.
second, how to finish everything in 1hour?
third, i accidentally poured water all over my genetic notes. plus, it's 98% written in stabilo point 88 pens. you know, once water poured, whole thing gone. T_T and there goes my Darwin's evolution notes. all gone.

and the bio form 6 calculation for population that have the formula p2+2pq+q2, i totally have zero memory of it eventhough i know i could do it better during stpm. how can it?! stupid question have 25 marks for that. and stpm only 15 marks. DAI.

oh well, over d. now i wanna go sleep. again. bye. =)

tired~

*YAWN~~*

it's tuesday today.
i do not know why i'm feeling uber tired today. just finish the ethnic paper and all i could say is, erm, the paper's okay. not bad. lotsa questions came out from past year only that it's translated in english. i smiled at every 'constitution' word that came out as i remembered how me and my other 2 roommates that were taking the same subject searched 'perlembagaan' which is constitution on the internet.
i smiled at every 'constitution' word...sounds like i've gone cuckoo. ==

anyway, i was so tired out that i almost gave up when coming to number 20 something question. somehow having 40 objective questions seems tiring.
i 'blacked-out' after an hour which i didn't realise at all. all i remember was looking at the paper and then my head swayed severely to the right. noticed that, i rest my head on the table and start thinking for the next question and before i knew it, i slept and got up 5 minutes later. ==

i'm feeling so guity on sleeping. oh no....and i'm still feeling tired.

tmr no paper yay~
so next paper is on;

thursday - genetics
next monday - industrial microbiology (afternoon paper, oh no.. == )
next tuesday - bioanalytical chemistry (omg killer subject! i hate counting centrifugation and radiation T_T )

then can go back~ ^^v
pandan layer cake and mcD petronas drive thru, wait for me~~

owh, mum.

what happen if you're chatting with your mom through MSN and while at that, you're chatting with your friend as well and then you ter-type what's suppose to be in your friend's chat window but then into your mom's?

you'll get..
"nancy says:
wat picture are you talking about?? "

i was INNOCENTLY talking about Windows Movie Maker video done for a program that have pictures in it. and i accidentally typed " i saw a lot of your pictures" on her chat window. just that.
and my mom replied back what's up there. with a double question mark.
LOL. as though i'm doing something REALLY wrong over here. i guess my mom doesn't trust me huh? =.=
and i have to explain back in a very very long way and she replied back, "don't play so much ah, don't be lazy i tell you. better go study" swt. yesh, i will go study. T_T

oh oh. i already told her about my cravings for pandan layer cake. hehe
she told my dad, or my dad somehow read the conversation, and he said, "you very teruk la you. everyday think about eating only."
and my s-t-e-w-p-e-e-d brother secretly took over in typing out "if you fail i putuskan hubungan with you". i thought it was my mom. i got shocked thinking since when my mom will say that when i told her i was ultimately being lazy for no reason. dang you little brother.

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anyway, today's TKD dinner day. hehe
was out in the program place since 1.30pm all the way 6.30pm and then back at 8pm to 12 something midnight. that means i didn't study anything at all today. NADA.

compared to the PT program, this is WAY more laid back without people running after you asking you every single thing. here, we get to do things at our own pace but still get to finish everything up in time.
there's alot of downloading that i've done for the junior's performance and in the end, my lappy hanged. T_T it hanged! never ever it did but it just did. =.=
now it seems okay. hope so.
i was helping a friend in editing pictures for a face recognition gameand i found this website,
http://editor.pho.to/
that could do funny faces to your faces in a picture. it took time to just try out and do a couple of examples to see if the pictures okay or not. it takes time cause everytime i click on a change, i'll laugh. click again and i'll laugh. haha it was so funny i can't stand not laughing. XD

the dinner went well i guess. hee
and in the end, after all the guests went back, karaoke-ing session spontaneously sprouted up. singing, and screaming, and out of tune, and it was raining outside, i have fun watching them all.
owh, my jaw is paining. cannot tahan cannot tahan. haha

oh well, i think i have to really get on with the management now. haven't even read a thing.
bye.

he reminds me of a lalat

to increase your chances of winning, take as many nos. as you can XD

hehe

note that 'free wifi'. hahathe evidence of karaoke-ing
lol

from yumyum to playplay

had the first together gether steamboat dinner with my roommates. plus another 2 more friends that joined us.
to tell you the truth, when my roommate assigned my to wash the vegetable, i was erm, afraid? okay no, worried more like.
i might poison them to death or at least get a diaherra. and so without knowing, i washed it for 30 minutes long. there goes the vitaminc c down the drain.
there's too much food and we ended up eating too full and there's leftovers of eggs, vege, and a packet of rice.

then i was late to go and help out the tkd dinner programme. i promised to help anyway so i can't just suddenly bail out on them.
with much fooling around, joking, laughing and being serious, we finished half of the job and decided to go back at near 2am with all 7 people squeezing into a car eventhough the distance is just 10mins away. hehe
i haven't touch any books yet today and i'll try touching some now. maybe. if i dont faint then that will be a great thing.
but i have to settle some program stuffs first before that.

so, good night then. =)

read the ikan thingy. lol
it's gonna appear like this on the program day.
funny. haha

p/s: i feel so sick now.

'Da Bat' 4.

"Da Bat" had just made it into it's 4th sequel on 4th November 2010.
oh wow. it sure does know how to pick a right date doesn't it?

here i am sitting right after another bat attack. lol
i was eating my dinner while watching some quick show on the laptop before resume studying.
that's when i noticed something flew in on my right side through the open window.
damn.
and so i screamed "wahhhh! pian fu!" ( wahh! bat ah! )
at that time, there's only me and yen leng in the room.
one went to do laundry, another was downstairs on the phone with her mom.

chaos started when the bat flew and fell splat on the floor beside yen leng. she started screaming, i looked to the back thinking whether to laugh or not to when the bat decided to fly towards me.
it circled around and fell SPLAT on the floor.
it goes "fly, splat, fly, fly, splat,splat"
it was an awkward moment on whether to laugh or not. seriously, SPLAT sound came out when it hits the floor.

the the one doing laundry rush in after hearing continuous screams and then together gether we screamed again. lol
then after about 10 mins the bat flew out. dang it.
the one on the phone came right in after it flew out. she told us that she can hear our screams all the way down from the 2nd floor. i guess the whole block could hear us too. hahah

stupid bat. that's the 4th time in a row in less than 2 months!

p/s: bin, pc, the shoutbox said it ban my ip address so i can't post comments in it.
so it'll be "bin, i want mcD!" and "peichen, =.=" hehehe

concentration, where are you?

help me people.

i can't seem to study and i'm not suppose to be here blogging.
what i did today.
1. stare
2.stare
3.open ethnic book.
4.stare
5.observe the clouds
6.stare
7.wrote something for ethnic
8.stare
9.go for meeting
10.shower
11.eat
12.stare
13.find for martin luther king that still havent appear anywhere in the pages of the ethnic book.
14.blogging

i plugged out the network cable from the laptop and no internet connection for half and hour or so.
and then, i push the wifi button and go online. dumb.

i'll try studying again.
i somehow feel restless today. i kept on sliding up and down from my chair. =.=
maybe because it's caffeine. not suppose to drink it in the afternoon.
okay, back to work. bye.

you know what?

remember what i said about wanting to run to the library to study and all?
meh.
i didn't.
it's officially the study week and i haven't even set my foot in the library.
i think i'll just forfeit the plans.
it's kind of a pain in the butt everytime thinking that i have to get up early to rush over to the library in order to have a power socket to myself.
i've endured this last semester.
people will get up early and wait in front of the library even before it opens just to get the power socket. library opens at 8, and if i went there at 10, damn. no power sockets left.
i don't wanna use the battery cause i tend to stay there the whole day till night time.

so no library for me this semester. UNLESS. unless i seriously couldn't concentrate over here in the room where i constantly procrastinate (like now) then the only option is to rush to the library every morning. =(
i like the library. why?
it's cold =)
the wifi connection sucks. (so i dont have the opportunity to log in to facebook every minute, like now)
i think that's all.

but what i dont like is:
rush over to get a power socket for yourself,
library's noisy during study week
a nice place to do people watching. (i will eventually stare at a particular interesting person suddenly and observe)

i really think i'm flunking this final for real. *sigh*
i don't know where did my will to study in order to get good marks went to.
it kinda just...evaporated.

i'm trying to OT tonight to replace the procrastinated morning and afternoon.

my dad bought this coffee from malacca last holiday. it's supposed to be white coffee but it ain't tasted like any white coffee. instead, it's the most bitter coffee i have ever tasted. worst than nescafe's 'rich' coffee. but i guess the super bitter-ness worked finally on me. the first time i drank it, i can't sleep at all. ==
and for 2 years i thought i'm immune to coffee. remember? i still can even sleep soundly/ still drowsy even after 2 packets of coffee. ==
the first time i drank a full cup of coffee was in upper 6 during trials week. and i slept right after drinking and it gave me a stomachache when i got up.
i result to coffee drinking when 1st sem starts. still...no use. i slept like a pig anyway.
but i found this! like finally..har har. i'm drinking it now for the 2nd time. i wonder if it'll work.

HEH!? i was thinking what to type in when all of the sudden my eyes closed slowly and feeling drowsy. omg. caffeine doesn't work on me at all...T_T

haih. study la study.

happy

thank you wifi. i love you.
guess where i am? hehe in the cafeteria blogging.
but it's a stupid thing to do. there alot of ppl walking here and there and of course you wouldn't want them to peek what you wrote rite?

anyway, i went to with my roommate and a friend to ayer akar in kuantan to have dinner.
beggar chicken!

wait. it's the not salty cooked in the sand kind of beggar chicken found in klang.
it's chicken cooked in herbs soup. but it's nice heheheh
oh well, when i came to kuantan, i realise not all food names are the same.

i've been updating like, all the time cause i'm bored mostly. so that's why today especially, i have 2 posts.
back to work.
okay then, bye. =)

p/s: wo kan tau hen tuo 'fei qi' oh kang kang. bu shuang ta ah!

today's feeling is just so mellow.
why so emo i dunno.
maybe it's the song i'm hearing kua.
dunno...
don't feel like smiling at all.

p/s: december's plans might not go on for me. =( no time i think. i'll see how.

my hair?

anyhow, when my hair going to grow long? *omo. i'm talking about my hair == *
i got the impression that my hair will be like this...



why? i got thick hair. har har har har har
but i think i'll ended up looking like this...


if my hair's parted at the side. lol

p/s: pics from "Playful Kiss" and Super Junior EHB.

mentos! chewy dragees~

rubin, fuji apple flavour. hahaha

by the way today, *cough cough*
i got up late for class. *guilt*
class starts at 8am and i snapped up from sleep at 8.16am.
i have presentation at 8am class. *okay. i know la, very guilty!*
however, thank God! lecturer came in late 30 minutes.
heheheheheheheheehehe

p/s: the "genius" got up late today as well. the "genius" reaches to class 30 minutes after i called. who takes 30 minutes to go to class when you're already late? *the class is only 7 minutes away*

a 'genius' said something today.

"you guys better send me all the information before 12 am tonight ah"
"i wanna sleep also ok"

it's a full contrast with what the 'genius' did last semester.
remember last semester?

i waited for that 'genius' to give me the information till 3am
and finally got it at 6am
presentation was due in that afternoon.
and i ended up skipping one class and went in late for another.
SOH NICE.

of lab test and mentos

=)
lab test seems okay.
this is the first time i did a test without needing to think so long..

i bought fuji apple flavoured mentos.
was suppose to eat it when i feel sleepy in the night,
but..
urgh.
it doesn't taste like fuji apple at all.

the uni grocery shop doesn't sell the pineapple, grape and lime sour flavored mentos anymore.
=(
and that's the only flavoured mentos that i would eat.

p/s: stuffs that i do not want to see happened again just now. i seriously don't want to go through and see all that again and again larh.

last week

it's the last week before study week.
and i hate it.
this where lecturers throw everything to you without even considering the amount of time that need to complete their work.

just yesterday a sudden presentation was thrown to us and needed to be presented on friday.
it goes like this, " if you see our teaching plan clearly rite, we still have one more presentation to do. we'll do it this friday okay?" HAIHHHHHH

and TODAY. double sigh.
"this sunday we'll have lab. we still have alot of lab to do..about 3 more. if you all want to do it all on this sunday then we'll go on with the lab till evening."
let me do the maths.
1 lab = 3 hours
3 labs = 3 x 3 = 9 hours
lab starts at 9 am and then finishes at...6pm. yeah.
and i tak rela go for lab during study week. no way, no how.

and i have lab test tonight, and then english presentation and submission of final report tomorrow.
you know what?
*double sigh again okay?*
MY GROUP HAVEN'T DO CORRECTION FOR THE FINAL REPORT YET.
and we still need to print, and photocopy, and bind and we still have to get ready for the presentation.
Oh My God, please help me.

i'll just go continue studying for tonight's lab. what will happen, will happen soon anyway.

mummy!!!

i will never live in peace from now on.

i was erm, (studying?) late at night.
my roomates are all asleep so i switched off the lights on switched on my table lamp.
just about 15 minutes after all that, i saw some brownish colour leather attached to some black rounded thing that i can't see flew above my head.
that 'thing' flew in flew out twice.
the first time i felt a swooshing feeling above my head.
the second time i was about to look up and that's where i saw the brownish 'thing'.

oh damn. a bat flew in the room.
i ducked, squatted, and put my arms on my head as though some nuclear bombing's going to happen.
i took a quick glimpse and saw the bat flying around and around the room at about the bunk bed's height.
so imagine if i would want to climb up and cover myself up with the blanket i might collide with it.

alot of things are running around in my head.
1. run out of the room
2. shout to wake up my roommates as so we can deal this together. (i'm evil)
3. stay squatted till i have no idea when.
4. climb up to bed and quickly cover myself up with the blanket and abandon the laptop and the table lamp.

no, i did not abandon the laptop and the lamp.
i did switch off the lamp and then put the laptop to sleep. all these with the squat-as-low-as-possible-position.
and then with my head as low as possible, i try to climb up the bed and then throw the blanket over myself.
==
aih, bat ah, can't you please go find someone else ah?
at least a room that have 4 roommates that are still awake can?

well, at least when i got on the bed, i think the bat flew away. zzz

that was the third attack from bats in a month.
one was in the morning before class, another was right after from taekwondo training, and now this.
mentang mentang my room is beside their nest they can come and visit anytime.
now i have 'bat-zooming-in-past-your-head' phobia.

i want mummy! T.T
(wait. i was meaning i wanna tell it to my mom)

p/s: i might put down the curtains in the night clipped to the metal frame with clothes hanger clipper. now, imagine the bat decided to fly in and got thrown back from the curtain.
HAR HAR HAR. take that you evil bat.

silly

donkey.

i left my room key, cupboard key and briefcase key (i wonder is it safe to tell? oh well)
in Teluk Cempedak's McD... OMG

and that's like more than 30 minutes away from uni.
thank God for Universal Studios and room number key chain.
i called over to McD's and i totally forgot what's my room number and the name of the recreation park. all i remember is 'Singapore' and a vivid yellow colour memory.
i asked my roommate what's the name of the park and since it was so spontaneous cause i was on the phone, she blurted out "Singapore's happy fun park" (in chinese la..Singapore you le yuan) LOL

and so, thank you thank you roomies and one who offered helped. you know who you guys are. ^^
(if only they know this blog existed).

next time! i will definitely raba my pockets before going off from somewhere. yes i will.
don't question me on why i raba-ing my pockets so much when you see me do that next time.
HEH

or i might as well bring back the habit of taking my bagpack everywhere i go from now on.
i feel much safer. =D

oh hey! it's raining! heheeheheh

p/s: don't cry anymore, stay strong yea, the youngest of us four. i'm sure there's always a reason for all these things to happen.

no particular reason here

here i am sitting in front of the laptop doing exactly nothing.
like i said before, by this week i should be going in and out of the library about 6 times already.
how many times have i gone in so far? ONCE.
i think i should REALLY go since today all i did was day dream and sleep. so yeah.

but the fact that i dont really like to go to the library is one thing.
rebut for plug. aih.
since the tables that the library administration arranged does not fully utilized the main plugs at the walls but instead put all together in the middle of the whole floor, students tend to rise early on weekends and go there to book plugs and so on.
if you wanna stay all day there, be there before 9am.
if you wanna stay for 2 hours, just use your lappy battery and go anytime you want.

and i tend to want to stay for a whole day there.
commuting thru and fro from the library's wasting too much time.

maybe i'll go during study week. MAYBE.
see first.
i dunno.
we'll see how.

at random

hey yo.
it's a saturday morning. i got up too early. heee~

you know what?
pahang have 3 days holiday. so, monday got no class. heh heh
don't get jealous yea?

it's a bliss to have an extra day off since alot have been going on lately and tests are coming up.
finals starting next 2 weeks.
oh well, i'm bored. haha

p/s: another one wakes up already! hahhaah

of a very *definitely* tiring day

oh yeah, it is. lol
just came back from seremban and bangi. and it's already 2.50am.
came back at 2am actually if you minus the showering and facebook-ing. hee
my class have a trip to yakult in seremban which was nice. =)
i found my third 'twin'. her name's mei lin which sounded like mei yin on first pronounciation and she assumed i have a 'g' at the end of my name so it will become mei ling. no way.
well, as usual we bought yakult drinks for ourselves.

then since the appointment for PORIM is at 2, so we went to jusco seremban for lunch.
that's where everything went wrong.
okay, one thing went wrong.
the bus's air-con broke down.
we arrived at PORIM half sweaty and i was a bit urm, disappointed? that i realised it's the same place that i went to during standard 6 i think. and the place have little changes since then.

after that we have free sauna in the bus until we arrive at Giant Batu Caves. the condition in the bus was so stuffy our yakult drinks are beginning to soury.
one of my classmates said, "inilah masanya 30 billion Shirota strain tu mati terus". lol
ever since the air-con broke down, all we think is about the condition of the 30 billion Shirota strains in every yakult bottle that we bought.

in the end, we only came back at 2am and i'm feeling all wobbly. all in all, it's a fun trip. =)

good night

p/s: yakult tastes like vitagen's original flavour. but still, i'm kinda scared scared on drinking it. *maybe i will pester mum to buy when i'm back home. she ter-said bacteria is a germ. lol*

of tiring day, missings and trips

it's um..a tiring day. lol okay, not so.
i got a full evening sleep in anyway. heh

the tiring part was during training.
there's only 3 people cause the rest have tests.
we went to the gym for muscle training.
owh damn it will sure hurts tomorrow.

and i feel like wanting to go back because i miss;
mary-ruth
rubin
mima
pei li
sook yee
pei chen
lee shin
elaine
yen sze
sze tsing
teck teck
balraj
yong shien
brian
joe
kumanan
miresah
siyamala
darmini
mei yee
mei kuan
cheir yen
xiao qing
ah pau
sze yong
kenneth
and ramanan.

*eventhough kumanan and ramanan is in the same uni as i am, but it seems as though we're not. we seldom bumped onto each other. well, except kumanan.

when will we get to meet up again like those days? look on the bottom right of the screen, let's all go singapore yea? *i think it'll be a bit impossible =/ *

and trips. going to seremban, nilai i dunno. all i know is that my class is having a field trip to YAKULT! *not that i drink before it anyway. a vitagen fan. heh heh*
then to bangi for palm oil visit.
going south again. i haven't been to the north since coming here. =/
and it'll be a heaven if i get to go to the east too. lol
since i've never stepped there before.
will be on the way at 4.30am.
not sleeping. need to take down notes for friday's test. == help?

p/s: i really really really miss you guys!
and when i'm back, i'll mis the people over here.
see? it take turns.
i'm a fair person. lol *as if*

Beige - Moon Has Passed

Even if my heart cries, I can't go
with my clumsy self.
When the scent of a lovely flower lingers,
and the birds' song is silenced,
is this all a vanishing dream?

The moon is crying sadly,
The moon is smiling sadly,
Like your two teary eyes,
Like my withering dreams.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.

The person who left behind pain
My foolishness bring me to tears
Like yesterday's radiant sun
and your brilliant smile,
is it all just a dream
that's buried in the winter's sorrows?

The moon is crying sadly,
The moon is smiling sadly,
Like your two teary eyes,
Like my withering dreams.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.

The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.

an OST from CHUNO (which i've never watched. yet.)
it's a current song obsession. hee~
there's a similar one from 'My Girlfriend's is a Nine-Tailed Fox' titled 'Fox Rain' by Lee Sun Hee
but i like this the best. yea~ =)

p/s: try Miyavi - Dear My Love, too. it's guitar strumming. noisy, but not bad. thanks to syahril for introducing. hee =)

it's over

Pesta Tanglung's finally over.
usually people will say that it's great.
well, i say it's not. okay, at least a lil bit.
this is coming from a person that involve with the whole programme.

it's a sucky committte with no communication skills, no relations, and full of hard-headed people who thinks that they are right in everything and that they are the most influential person.

my unit was formed 2 weeks before the event date. others is about 1months or more ago. what i thought is a friend begged me to go in as they are short of protocol unit. and that unit is really important for that day. FINE. i helped. i said okay.

i confess. my unit is a made as a scape goat. all of my members. after the first meeting with them and they start throwing any jobs that couldn't be done or no one wanted to do it, i knew; we're scape goats of the programme.

the most stupidest vice president i have every seen, i saw it throughout the whole time till today.
a vice president that does not know anything. only had one thing in mind. "FIND MEI YIN".
bus parking, find mei yin. childrens coming, find mei yin. add vip out of the blue, find mei yin. speech writing, find mei yin. ARGH.

she lived in uni for a year plus now. bus parking, excuse me? doesn't she know where is it? when i tell her the place, she said, "there where got ump bus?" omg. she got sudden alzheimer's disease issit? okay, fine. i called the security unit and they have actually set a place for it. and she didnt know. GRR

what i hate the most is, since the administration deny our request last minute of not giving drinking glass for vips and some git unit does not know how to think on how to cut the ribbon for the opening ceremony.
my unit members went crazy and panicked and so we decided to ask for budget from the treasurer and we'll go kuantan to buy the glasses.
the president said, "okay, i'll buy it for you"
and then we saw him came back with NOTHING.
then he said again before going out to kuantan to collect who knows what, he said " you find for me the place to get these things and i'll get it for you"
and when he came back, NOTHING.

at night, the pavement around the area is all dark and no lighting cause i have no idea where is the switch. so i saw him and asked him, he said, "it's out of my power. i can't do anything. the vips will know how to walk wan la. they'll take care of themselves sendiri"
and what pissed me off is that last 2 weeks he said, "dont worry! i'll ask my BAND 6 friend to write my speech for me" this heard clearly by 3 pairs of ears.
and today, all i heard is, "eh, he ask me if you got do the script for him or not?"
i said, "no ah. he said he'll ask his friend to do it for him.

then i smsed the 'friend' and the 'friend' said "no ah, he didn't find me at all"
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continue..

..i was pissed off and try to do a speech for him together with my roommate and senior's help. in the end we just copy and paste the speech sample from PT's 2008 that i have taken from someone else.

and the performance unit. my unit is responsible to usher the performers to get ready and they keh gau use their own members to kacau our job. in the end, shit happened, i got frustrated, complained out loud to my members and i guess the performance unit members even heard, and decided to stop doing our job and go enjoy the whole event.

and to add the pain on top of it all, it is the dulang girls. just because they are seniors, they acted to bossy and that every single request from them we have to follow. what shit is that i ask you?
vip have arrived. they have to escort them to the event place. and all of the sudden, they decided on wanting to hold tanglungs while escorting them to the place. tell me, in 5 minutes, how am i suppose to find lanterns lighted with candles? at first i thought of ripping the lantern off the decoration but i can't think where to get the candles. in the end, we decided on giving them the lotus candles that people used to light up when they went to pray in the temple.

IN FIVE MINUTES THEY DECIDED ON WANTING TO HOLD A LANTERN!
how annoying is that?! can't they just follow our requests? can't they follow my protocol? dont they have brains!? and added more pain in the butt is that their attitudes. i speak so nicely and politely to them, even ask if they are blur, and all they give is (WTF) ignorance, 'i-hate-you', 'i'm too-clever-for-you' kind of speaking.
the senior that helped me in the unit even pissed off so badly because of that. dah lah he's one of the dulang girls friend.
any how, it's over. and half of the event i have quite some fun running and laughing around.

owh, and. did i mention my uni have its own super junior team?
yeah, we have. they choreography was so weird and i urm, laugh too loud till attracts attention because the dance was so silly at one point. oh well. it's already over.

and i'm not going to the shitty post-mortem if they have one. if they want to purposely put the blame on protocol unit by saying that we didn't do things nicely, the vip stuffs is so chaotic, bla bla bla...i'm definitely not going.
cause it's not my unit's fault. we have our specific job scope. and some blardy units have interfered with our job and so we gave up on wanting to help.
this time, we have shitty head of programme, followed by stupid vice head of programme, gila power treasurer, and a 'i-am-superwoman.-i-can-handle-every-unit-job -in-one-go head of performance unit.

oh did i tell you? the treasurer is such an LOA (lack of attention) guy that that he even distrust us on giving us the budget to help buy the drinking glasses for the vips. oh come on! it's urgent at a time like that and he...*breathe* forget it. what i hate is that he said, "can you follow my steps?"
no, sorry i can't. i just can't follow your steps.
i will never ever join any of these activities ever again. especially by that head of programme.

ehhh...
grudges and imaginations are starting to influence me
no, i don't wanna loose my cool later
no matter what happens,
no matter how big the ignorance given
no matter how rude they will be
no matter how unco-operative they will be
i will never ever loose my cool.
no i wont
and i dont want to.
i pray,
every single hour,
every single minute,
every single second,
to not loose my cool
and that everything will be okay.
i breathe again,
and will hold it till everything ends.
i will.

it's Friday already.
8 more hours
i breathe, and not breathing out for the next 24 hours.
let's do this aight?
*smile sarah, smile.*

hi world.
let's do this okay?
come, let's go.

mum, where are you, mum?
i can't stand it here anymore.
why does people have to be so cruel?
why does people have to have 2 faces?
mum, now i know how titi felt.
i want to go back mum.
i've met great people over here, yes. and i'm happy.
but some people are just so scary, mummy.
daddy, where are you pa?
i want you to scold me, to ask me how am i again.
i want you to tell me to come to my senses like how you did the same to titi.

i just wanna go back home for a mo.

losing it

i lost my cool just now during meeting.
why can't i just keep the grudges in?
i can't believe i raised my voice whenever i mentioned 'program unit'.

God, please let this week be super duper fast and please help me to be very super patient on friday.
i'm desperate.

i swear to NEVER EVER join any cheena club activities anymore.
i am never a true cheena if i can't stand their behaviour.
for this moment i wish the ground will swallow me up and make me disappear forever.
i hate uni.
and i wanna go back to school. very badly.

venting anger venue

it seems to be a bad idea to vent the anger in facebook.
as well in msn too.

facebook no comment la. aih
and in msn my mum will ask everytime my personal message changes.
and my dad even asked me once. @@
wont be changing it that much anymore since it actually worries them. aih

so this blog will be the only last place to vent the anger on?
sorry ah, you guys ended up have to read all those shitty stuffs that i wrote.

it seems that this time, i couldn't keep the anger silent for a long period of time.
it's like "what happened to me!?"
i'll vent my anger in the blog just 1 second after i got angry or irritated. aih..
growing up seems to be the hardest thing to do. i hate changes.

run

i can't believe that most people that i met in uni are man eaters.
they take fully advantage of you.
their importance are more urgent than yours.
i have exams too, thank you.

i just can't wait for saturday to come so i could run to the library and stay there all day.
i can't stand the heat here too. my laptop's being too hot than usual.

if only we are made to repeat high school again for no reason, i'll take that offer.

worn

i think i'm pretty much worn out.
my head's doing those funny things where it suddenly swayed to the side if i stayed still for second.

library's opening till 11pm now. as well as saturdays and sundays. i guess i should start heading there for some 'motivation' since i'm really pushing all my homeworks and revision as far back as possible.
maybe next week.

and this week's PT program. i'm not so into it. not as much as the family day program. actually there's none. i don't even bothered to rush in doing things. i guess the program organization's being too sucky and trying to use other people for their sake is making me thinking twice why i joined it in the first place.
i;m just wishing everything will go well in my unit and that this week will pass by as fast as possible.

can't wait for the escape to the library and stay there all day next week.
oh please be faster.

bats

LOL
since my room is right at the end of the building next to a bat's nest, on friday morning a baby bat flew in to my room.

1st incident
all roomates including me were sleeping except the youngest who're in the toilet. (we have the habit or labelling each of us to seniority although same age)
the roommate 1 felt something on her knees when she was sleeping and brushed the 'thing' away. she thought i was a cockroach or something.
i was half awake and heard the sound that usually bats make and i saw some black thing flew to the ground after she swept off that thing. (both of us sleep on the upper bunk)
i thought i was a moth as it's a normal thing to have one fly in and went back to sleep.

2nd incident (10 mins later)
i heard some sound made by the youngest.
got up and she said she saw a bat.
i was sleepy and so i just sat at my bed and say, 'where?'
she told me it flew into roommate 2's cupboard
and i slack-ing tell her that.. "you try hitting the cupboard" (man, was i lazy to come down from bed. oh wait. i was having back problems)
she hit it. and the bat flew out. she screamed and jumped on her chair. lol
and that's where everyone got up.
the bat seemed almost close to dying as it cant fly well and it finally landed on roommate 2's baldi with soap water.
then we threw it out in the laundry place and the bat stays there to dry before 'attacking' another people. which i saw heard them screming in the afternoon. haha

ROAR!

protocol works starting to kill me slowly.
right after raya celebrations from my faculty, rushed back to beat jhepa's working time.
sent forms to borrow VIP seats ( =.=) and tmr must go and recheck again.
oh well.
and the weather's worst than Sahara desert's. burning.
at least it's raining now. it's so windy that the clothes on the clothes line start flying everywhere.
i'm feeling so sleepy. and genetic test 1 is tmr. i think i'm flunking this. T.T

anyway.....

i experienced the world in an upside down position. heheheeheheeh

you know, i've always envy how guys are so flexible in doing all those dangerous stunts and all?
jumping over barriers, jumping over tables and chairs and whatevers.
and one that i always wonder how they do it is to stand upside down using their hands and lay their body against the wall.
seems fun.

don't they ever feel afraid?

i did it today in training. for strengthening the arm muscles. ==
it was so scary with everything upside down and your body weight pulling you down and the gravity dangerously wobbling your body sideways. it's awesome as well.
seen the upside down world for 5 seconds or so before sliding down sideways from the wall. hehehe

and the sir said 'tan! jangan tutup mata. susah nak control"
i said, "sir, saya buka mata sir"
he went speechless while my evil coursemate said "sir, mata dia tu sepet sir." zzzz
and i thought i have big eyes. lol

if everything goes on like it is for the whole past 2 weeks it will do me a very big favour.
training
classes
midnight supper at gambang
projects
freedom.
and with no one breathing their bad breath down my neck.

life

i stumbled across a blog.
a sad one.
she have a normal life, normal friends, just like ours.
she camwhores, she celebrates friends birthdays, she goes out for gatherings, goes to school..
but she have a partly broken family.
this is reality, i now know.
this is like from dramas.
there are other people who have difficult life than mine.
besides, i have a friend who have the almost similar case.
God bless them.

i guess i should go for more lesser complaints and more to self dependent.
i wonder how things are now at home.

aiya!

OMG.
i accidentally landed myself on busy things again.
i had just agreed to be my uni's Pesta Tanglung's head of protocol unit.
T_____T
sure die for sure.
good luck to me.

UKM Open Championship last weekend.
i somehow have less fear on the mat already.
i guess.

look at the glee on her face when she got to know that she doesn't have to do hard work for academic report writing.
and when i said, "so this questionnaires (as in 30 copies) you bring back or i bring back?"
"you bring back la" with a happy smile on her face.

T.T i already have 40 over copies with me in the room and she wanna reduce the space on my study table? plus there's another 40 more that i have to collect later. 100 over copies.
my bed will be all in a mess with those papers.

and i wont be around for a few days. won't it be good if she holds it just for 3 days for in case of last minute notification stuffs? aih.
no comment.

i'm so frust and "ngo ta sei lei, ngo ta sei lei, ngo ta sei lei" running around in my head just now.

=)

happy mooncake festival!
and i saw the moon heee

i saw alot of 1st years playing with lanterns outside the hostel compound.
i would like to play too..*sniff*
but there's assignments to complete.
oh well, there's always next time. i guess.

i feel so aching all over.
my neck, thighs, arms, muscles, stomach...
this is going to be a super duper boring outing to UKM on the weekend.
not to mention stress too.

and i'm currently liking LeeHom's new album, '18 Martial Arts' =D
not much of his fan but this album have more songs that i like compared to others.
owh i'm lovin' "你不知道的事", "柴米油鹽醬醋茶" and "美".
the first song is from his movie 'Love in Disguise' which i haven't watched, second song's title is funny cause it translated 'tea,sugar, salt, kicap..i have no idea' third cause it's my name. lol. no lah. *but the chinese character doesn't seem right...=.= *

oh well, nite nite =)

iwantquitcan?

no matter how many times i said i wanna quit, there will never be a chance.
two times already and i still got the same results.
i forsee broken tooth, injury and bruises in the next 5 days.
aih
gimme something like pattern can? =(

hong kong

my class have a new substitute lecturer for academic report writing. from hong kong. lol
okay, i know it's not that great but my classes lecturers are all from here, while others have international lecturers which is unfair. heh
i think he have difficulty in remembering foreign names so he asks us to create an english name each. lol

so now my class is consists of Melly, Mary, Larks, Joe, Maximus, Neo, Lalouch, Lahe, Freaky, CT, Jane, Beth, Bell,...etc

now i have to re-memorise names

*edit* oh before i forgot,
he asked us all, "i know that some Malaysians does not eat pork due to religious reasons or some other reasons but can i know where we could get pork?" ahhahahah
he's so humble man.
and sounded desperate for pork too.
sad case, he came here knowing nothing about kuantan and all and yeah, pork is scarce over here. like, seriously.
i felt pity for him.

in the last 24 hours

i did miss ash and fudge
and no, i did not run around aeon nor did i go there =(

what else?
oh yea, i did not put full blast on the air-con cause it's raining at night

and i'm starting to dread this place as i know what am i suppose to expect in the next 2 months.
aih
tahan la tahan

2.10pm in the kampung place saying, bye.

in 24 hours time

i wanna switch on the air-con full blast before going air-conless
to run around aeon before going back to the kampung
to suddenly miss Good Samaritan home. i want Rocky and jonathan and sarah and mary
to suddenly want to see victor and somkiet and anson and ying ting and marcus and manson and and...
to suddenly want to rub on fudge's and ash's stomach
to want to bring a helper to wash my clothes in uni. eh heh XD

okay, maybe only running around aeon for now. don't know why

i so want to pat a dog right now.
i sounded like a dog maniac

it's 5.30am now, bye

=)

p/s: 1 more week left and i haven't start studying. mehh

i wonder when He will stop all this.
i wonder why He chooses us.
it is enough that He wants me to endure it.
but why must He include the rest?
is it that i've had done wrong?
is it that He is paying back on what i've had done before?
if i did, why does He need to include others as well?

with all these, i felt like hell to have involved in an accident.
i felt like hell adding that into that list of things that we're having now.
but i thank Him that i survived.
if not, worst things could happen.

what does He want to do any way?
is He playing with us?
i somehow, sometimes, lost trust and faith in Him

however, i am truly glad that each place where i've been have an Angel or two that helps me out whenever life really sucked.
and that Angel at where i am alone far far away is someone who i would've not believe in a thousand years will help me out as my first impression of it was truly unimaginable. =)
and my Angel over here, are the ones that i truly trust, and hope, that they will make all this better, one day..

random i guess..

sitting here alone doing nothing except the drama marathon on 'Attention Please', ironing clothes and sweeping the floor makes you think alot. maybe. ^ ^

i've been thinking. *eh heh*
i wonder if people wants to have a bf/gf is because they're feeling lonely?
even there's friends at the side but there always one that they want to bug and just simply being wu liao with don't they?
and so, i'm guessing that a person starts finding one because they felt lonely?

going out with friends that have one too, i guess, make that someone feel partner-less.
not peer pressure. no, i don't think so.

for a person who've been set in the mind that 'forever i will not marry!' , oh well..
maybe it's due to the solitaryness today i somehow simply ter-think of needing one to kacau with. *eh heh*

anyhow, i realised that i can't really stand being left alone. for a few hours, okay. for a few days without nothing to do (ie no computer, no tasks, no assignment, no books) i'll be bored, yes. but i will always have this lonely heavy thing inside that simply pull you down, feeling sad and all.

i guess the more older i grow, the less lonely time i want. i used to like being left alone for a whole day at home while my parents went to work and my siblings away at aunt's house. well, except during heavy rains with thunderstorms even though i like the rain.

it's getting late. night =)

of ringtones and feeling old

can't sleep.
but i'm tired.
the butt and back is hurting.
it's slowly okay-ing now.

both of my roommates ringtone scared me.
oen have some very noisy anime theme song which i have no idea from what show
and another is some english pop song that have a woman's voice sounded like she was doing the sound that we will do when we first woke up. and i thought she's the one doing it.

and some random lizard springed onto my table lamp scaring me out of my wits. =.=

i complained too much.
go back to studying.
owh microbiology