New Year's resolution?

got none. lol

all i want is to be able to read all those 6 unread
story books i've bought last holiday.

i've got this urge to throw my notes out of the window behind me
this past few hours.

final year project one is approaching.
i'm not saying that i'll enjoy it.

nights.
have a happy new year.
=)

p/s: not happy. i totally forgot that it's gonna be another new year. i kept on counting down days to finals and the semester break.

on a random thought..

stop looking down on banana's like me

because banana's like me too,
look down people like you.


un-banana's just ticks me off sometimes.

growing older

not feeling 20 yet?
you will after seeing or hearing that your friends are getting married.

one of my friend from primary (can i consider it as secondary? since we're on the same school ever since standard 1 to form 5 lol) which i kind not kept in contact (my fault) for quite sometime is getting married in like, 4 months!
i just knew it today in the morning before rushing off to meet my FYP supervisor. haha
i couldn't say whether FB is scary or informational hmm.

she's all mature looking and going into a complete better life changing experience and i'm here trying to study for finals and thinking of next semesters plan to go on holiday lol. nah, i got scared by the workload given to finish up the proposal before the 1 month break finishes.

sentences like "a friend's getting married and i'm still well, playing around?" came around my head once. lol

i've come to a conclusion that i should socialise more, screw finals more. LOL
NAHHH.

maybe i shall give this lame reason:
it's all due to the fact that whenever the maintenance man came around the floor i must peek out of the door to ensure a 'clear status' before coming out in shorts. if not i have to go to the toilet with track pants. or else, getting scolded by the Felo. haha the main scare was the Felo. so yeah.
i nearly made gave a heart attack to one of them before. i was holding my dirty bowl and swings open the door and the Felo was just right outside and she saw me. and all she goes was breathe in so hard like she saw a ghost (that's because i was wearing shorts) LOLOL soreeeeee

btw,

Congratulations, Xinn Ee =)

pp/s: another friend of mine had just confessed that she's trying on a relationship now. trying. before announcing.
ppp/s: i shall stop becoming an otaku. ahaha. not.

sign language will do

it was 2.15pm when it all happened. lol

i thought i was late to meet my friend so that we can go and hand in our assignments together. when i rushed down to the ground floor of my hostel, i saw her getting 'ambushed' by a foreigner. lol

she saw me and quickly start telling me that she can't quite understand what the foreigner's been saying. and so she (the foreigner) have to repeat again (sorry haha).

i panicked. why? cause she said "where can i put boyle in maksis?"
i was like, BOYLE?? does she meant the boyle boyle? as in the chemistry formulae?
and questions start coming up in my head like, "what's this? is she doing some thesis research on asking where to apply boyle's law in life? right there and then?"

plus, she's pointing onto her papers and phone and i was really really convinced that she wanted to apply that 'law' on her papers and phone. i nearly said "sorry, i forgot what's Boyle's law for already"

but then she started punching in numbers in her phone to *122# and it comes out "balance:0.09" and ooohhhhhhh ==
she was meaning "where can i put boyle(money) in maksis (Maxis)" omg. soreee hahaha


after sending her to the nearby shop and waited for her to key in her reload and all those sign languages, both me and my friends then head on to the faculty to rush for the deadline time at 3pm.

she was baffled that 'boyle' is not what she think it is. and so am i. you won't know how relieved i am to know that boyle is not that Boyle's law. hehehehe
maybe we just had too much tests and assignments due this week.
or i think nerds will be the only ones that will think that 'boyle' is Boyle's Law even when mentioned in a normal conversation. lol

btw, maybe 'boyle' is and iranian language..she looks like an iranian to me..

i want boyle, my boyle's going to finish already. lol

p/s: yen sze sent a message over last night and planned something. can't wait! =DD

emhmm

and i thought i'm the spoilt one of all since my parents spoil me in term of independence.
i never cooked rice before, nor wash dishes after dinner.

and yet i realised that i'm not THAT pampered. there's others that's much worse.

how can one after seeing a kumbang in the rice and did not catch it said, "oh nevermind la. the rice will be hot later anyway the kumbang will die anyway"

uh, hello? nobody wants a food poisoning okay? even a person who never cooked rice before will not said that kind of irresponsible statement.
worse, if that person know that they themselves can't cook, why must they insist on saying the statement "oh, that's easy, i can cook that too". and when we gave that task to them to cook it, they'll go "oh? since when i said i know how to cook it? i just say that to cook it is very easy only nia ma"

seriously, there's nothing to be afraid of losing your pride among your roommates larh. so what if you can't cook? we'll find a way anyway, there's always the internet right? they don't have to go talking as if they know how to. geez

and because of that, i ended up having to cook the mash potatoes (though i seriously don't mind doing it myself eventhough i dont know how to. i'm happily doing it by myself nyway) because i thought that someone can cook mashpotatoes. the potatoes are bought and so the promise was made, but suddenly there's no one doing it. so...oh well...whatever.

and i totally loath a person who's older than me but acted like they're way younger than me. they should act and be the oldest and instead of whining and talking nonsense everyday.

no i don't wanna hear anything about "aiya, you're sick it's okay to share spoons cause when we dip into the hot soup the bacteria will die anyway"
or
"oh we don't have this this thing, we'll just take the microbe and make it out ha.ha."
or
"oh the dirt can't come off from the the shirt ah? easy la, wash with microbe ha.ha.ha."

i don't wanna hear anything about study related nonsense in daily conversations. that all so not make sense unless you're doing a discussion or really doing an experiment. other than that, save your saliva.
all these nonsense words are not suppose to come from an older person!! omgggggg
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

shooting stars again.

the best part being over here in pahang is being able to see shooting stars. =)


in almost an hour, i saw quite a number of shooting stars. and one can't help but to squirm when they saw it fell. but after a few more you'll just see it fall quietly. haha

the best part is that i saw three bright ones fell, with one having the longest of about 2 seconds. heeeee


been listening to christmas songs. =) happy advance christmas =))

not another one.

it was thrifty then another, show off?
i'll choose on hearing how thrifty a person is instead of listening to someone brag about how rich they are thankyouverymuch.


i don't care if your house have recently done some extension works to have another additional room complete with a bathroom attached.

i don't wanna hear or know that your mom will have even a hard time cleaning the house now since that you have extra room eventhough your house was already big before.

i don't care if that house of yours was built by your dad and that land belongs to your family.

i don't even care how many bathrooms you've got (btw, having 3 toilets is not many you know. duh)

i don't wanna know how many dogs you got and how many died.

i don't care if your brother gives you an ipod.

nor i don't care if your parents and siblings gives you money like water just to let you fly to more than 2 different places in a year.

i don't care if you use branded facial care products nor i don't care that it costs more than 100 for 2 products.

i don't care if you drink expensive milk

nor i don't care if you eat expensive meals

i don't care if your boyfriend gave you an expensive watch

i don't care if all your friends are rich people and have LV bags or whatever

i don't wanna know how important your dad is

nor i don't give a damn that some Hong Leong bank manager kept on asking your dad to open the bank account in the bank just because (in your thinking) that your dad have loads of money and only rich people are eligible to open a bank account in there. (that's such a bull. if it's not, PROVE IT )

and i seriously don't wanna hear anymore words on "oh i wanna fly to this this place, that that place" or "oh i've flown to this place and it's amazing it have this that this" or "omg, it's so cold now just like it is in there". just shut up.

and i don't wanna hear the constant "i must buy this that's suitable for me to travel when i FLY next time".
you wanna fly? let me give you a lift.

i don't wanna hear or know anything about how expensive it is on one thing that you got, or you received or how it is being a luxury getting to FLY okay? so what? it's just an aeroplane. like no one's ever sat in it before. geez.


maybe, if the next time she start on those rant again, i shall just say:

oh, you know, i only have one bathroom in the house, it's so pity we have to line up in the morning.

oh , you know, we only have one bedroom, we practically have to squeeze in there.

oh, you know, my mom's kitchen is only as wide as a single sized bed.

oh you know, my house is just as big as the hostel room.

oh, you know, i can't afford a ipod so a touch screen will do

oh, you know, i only FLY twice i feel like i'm in heaven

oh, you know, my branded clothes are actually hand me downs

oh, you know, my New Balance bag is not RM104 but it's a fake.

or do you want me to say, "oh, you know, i used to have a classmate who's dad bought a house that cost almost a million?" or "oh, you know, all of my form 5 classmates are not here in malaysia, there's all over the world." then only she'll shut up?
this people who never really learn to stop boasting. kampung people geez.

haih all this boasting really make me piss off sometimes. it's no like she's rich. it's her parents are. i'm not saying i'm rich too. my parents are well to do people and i'm happy with it. at least when we wants something, we'll know that we have to work for it. her? she have sponsors. yeah well, whatever.
next time, i shall just pretend i'm listening. especially on the ones about her dad getting persuaded on opening an account in Hong Leong bank. i've heard that story twice already.


oh i feel so good ranting it out.

i don't really get it.

i'm so not offering help to anyone anymore. no. more.

what's the difference with the help that i had offered with another person?
i don't mind the reject but it is just so.. oh well.

and when i showed concern, they always have this expression that shows that they just wanna get away from my help/concern.
i don't get it why it's me.


and it's always that i'm the one getting 'boh song-ed' on eventhough it was just an accident (like, i accidentally talked too loud when there's someone sleeping in the room). but when others did the same thing (they have it as a habit), there's nothing.

plus i don't get it why some people (actually most) thinks that talking at the top of your voice when's there's someone sleeping in the same room is a okay thing? aren't people suppose to lower their voices?

i don't know what happened, or what i did to be disagreed on, and i don't care anymore.

the shit that people give you even when you gave them gold. (wth? whatever)

i don't call it good.

i don't call it a good celebration when..

the birthday girl herself is showing an annoyed face when we presented her the cake and the present.

i don't call it a good hang out time when..

there is so much disagreement that you would just want to slap another person who talked back at you (not me, but there are)

i don't call it a good dinner when..

one fella decided to dominate and every dinner decision was purposely ignored

and i don't call it a good company when...

a person is being rude to purposely not notice someone is talking to her and when rebuked, shouted "what!" back angrily.


i swear, if this thing happen again, i would not go out anymore. thankyouverymuch

oh, did i just did it?

it was a random conversation about dream.

my friend woke up yesterday and tells that she dreamt about a temple and lion dances
and today, her dating with her boyfriend.

her description of it was 'it's a happy ending'. not a very good dream description is it?
so i joked around saying "what, just like that? how about kissing?"

her reply was 'that was normal, we've done it before'

so, okayyyyyy that was a very fast progress. okay, so, good job. lol

then she told that it's not only once but a few times. and this had got me thinking back to our trip to Teluk Intan where one day i went into the room that i was sharing with both of them (not that i want it! i would willingly take the living room) after shower and without knocking, i opened the door and caught them separated away very quickly from an embrace.

and so here i am, almost a month later, thinking whether i had just barged into their 'intimate time' or in another way, i had just interrupted their kissing ? E.W.

i think it's the latter. so next time, i shall insist on sleeping in the living room or rather, the bathroom. i. dont. care.


lol. ew.

beh tahan or just me?

is it my lifestyle or is it that listening to too much frugal words makes me felt irritate towards cheapskates?

my opinion of cheap is eg: a dress that cost RM25 is considered veryyyyy cheap(i never seen any of it sold at this price before)
and the one that cost RM150 and above is expensive.
or books that are thin and cost Rm35 is expensive.

but i experience someone saying a dress that cost RM25 is veryyyyyy expensive, and the ones RM20 and below is considered cheap or a book that cost RM10 is abit expensive.

but i myself is cheapskate too. if i happens to have less money with me or i thought i spent too much on one day, i'll be very thrifty too.

but listening to 'huh? so expensive! i'll go find the shop that makes the replica of it and it sells more cheaper' (but no quality la == )
or
' yerrr why so expensive wan. i don't want to buy la, i'll go back home and see those shops that sells almost the same thing at a cheaper price'
or
' har? just one scoop of ice cream is Rm10? i dont want already la' (it's Baskin's la)

there's more everyday. i just don't want to remember it.


so is it me that live all those pampered life or someone's being overly extreme frugal?

and hey, my dad paid my uni fees i don't took loan for one thing, and yet the other took the loan. who's spending more each semester?
i'm not saying i'm rich.