remember what i said about wanting to run to the library to study and all?
meh.
i didn't.
it's officially the study week and i haven't even set my foot in the library.
i think i'll just forfeit the plans.
it's kind of a pain in the butt everytime thinking that i have to get up early to rush over to the library in order to have a power socket to myself.
i've endured this last semester.
people will get up early and wait in front of the library even before it opens just to get the power socket. library opens at 8, and if i went there at 10, damn. no power sockets left.
i don't wanna use the battery cause i tend to stay there the whole day till night time.
so no library for me this semester. UNLESS. unless i seriously couldn't concentrate over here in the room where i constantly procrastinate (like now) then the only option is to rush to the library every morning. =(
i like the library. why?
it's cold =)
the wifi connection sucks. (so i dont have the opportunity to log in to facebook every minute, like now)
i think that's all.
but what i dont like is:
rush over to get a power socket for yourself,
library's noisy during study week
a nice place to do people watching. (i will eventually stare at a particular interesting person suddenly and observe)
i really think i'm flunking this final for real. *sigh*
i don't know where did my will to study in order to get good marks went to.
it kinda just...evaporated.
i'm trying to OT tonight to replace the procrastinated morning and afternoon.
my dad bought this coffee from malacca last holiday. it's supposed to be white coffee but it ain't tasted like any white coffee. instead, it's the most bitter coffee i have ever tasted. worst than nescafe's 'rich' coffee. but i guess the super bitter-ness worked finally on me. the first time i drank it, i can't sleep at all. ==
and for 2 years i thought i'm immune to coffee. remember? i still can even sleep soundly/ still drowsy even after 2 packets of coffee. ==
the first time i drank a full cup of coffee was in upper 6 during trials week. and i slept right after drinking and it gave me a stomachache when i got up.
i result to coffee drinking when 1st sem starts. still...no use. i slept like a pig anyway.
but i found this! like finally..har har. i'm drinking it now for the 2nd time. i wonder if it'll work.
HEH!? i was thinking what to type in when all of the sudden my eyes closed slowly and feeling drowsy. omg. caffeine doesn't work on me at all...T_T
haih. study la study.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
happy
thank you wifi. i love you.
guess where i am? hehe in the cafeteria blogging.
but it's a stupid thing to do. there alot of ppl walking here and there and of course you wouldn't want them to peek what you wrote rite?
anyway, i went to with my roommate and a friend to ayer akar in kuantan to have dinner.
beggar chicken!
wait. it's the not salty cooked in the sand kind of beggar chicken found in klang.
it's chicken cooked in herbs soup. but it's nice heheheh
oh well, when i came to kuantan, i realise not all food names are the same.
i've been updating like, all the time cause i'm bored mostly. so that's why today especially, i have 2 posts.
back to work.
okay then, bye. =)
p/s: wo kan tau hen tuo 'fei qi' oh kang kang. bu shuang ta ah!
guess where i am? hehe in the cafeteria blogging.
but it's a stupid thing to do. there alot of ppl walking here and there and of course you wouldn't want them to peek what you wrote rite?
anyway, i went to with my roommate and a friend to ayer akar in kuantan to have dinner.
beggar chicken!
wait. it's the not salty cooked in the sand kind of beggar chicken found in klang.
it's chicken cooked in herbs soup. but it's nice heheheh
oh well, when i came to kuantan, i realise not all food names are the same.
i've been updating like, all the time cause i'm bored mostly. so that's why today especially, i have 2 posts.
back to work.
okay then, bye. =)
p/s: wo kan tau hen tuo 'fei qi' oh kang kang. bu shuang ta ah!
Friday, October 29, 2010
my hair?
anyhow, when my hair going to grow long? *omo. i'm talking about my hair == *
i got the impression that my hair will be like this...
why? i got thick hair. har har har har har
but i think i'll ended up looking like this...
if my hair's parted at the side. lol
p/s: pics from "Playful Kiss" and Super Junior EHB.
i got the impression that my hair will be like this...
why? i got thick hair. har har har har har
but i think i'll ended up looking like this...
if my hair's parted at the side. lol
p/s: pics from "Playful Kiss" and Super Junior EHB.
mentos! chewy dragees~
rubin, fuji apple flavour. hahaha
by the way today, *cough cough*
i got up late for class. *guilt*
class starts at 8am and i snapped up from sleep at 8.16am.
i have presentation at 8am class. *okay. i know la, very guilty!*
however, thank God! lecturer came in late 30 minutes.
heheheheheheheheehehe
p/s: the "genius" got up late today as well. the "genius" reaches to class 30 minutes after i called. who takes 30 minutes to go to class when you're already late? *the class is only 7 minutes away*
Thursday, October 28, 2010
a 'genius' said something today.
"you guys better send me all the information before 12 am tonight ah"
"i wanna sleep also ok"
it's a full contrast with what the 'genius' did last semester.
remember last semester?
i waited for that 'genius' to give me the information till 3am
and finally got it at 6am
presentation was due in that afternoon.
and i ended up skipping one class and went in late for another.
SOH NICE.
"you guys better send me all the information before 12 am tonight ah"
"i wanna sleep also ok"
it's a full contrast with what the 'genius' did last semester.
remember last semester?
i waited for that 'genius' to give me the information till 3am
and finally got it at 6am
presentation was due in that afternoon.
and i ended up skipping one class and went in late for another.
SOH NICE.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
of lab test and mentos
=)
lab test seems okay.
this is the first time i did a test without needing to think so long..
i bought fuji apple flavoured mentos.
was suppose to eat it when i feel sleepy in the night,
but..
urgh.
it doesn't taste like fuji apple at all.
the uni grocery shop doesn't sell the pineapple, grape and lime sour flavored mentos anymore.
=(
and that's the only flavoured mentos that i would eat.
p/s: stuffs that i do not want to see happened again just now. i seriously don't want to go through and see all that again and again larh.
lab test seems okay.
this is the first time i did a test without needing to think so long..
i bought fuji apple flavoured mentos.
was suppose to eat it when i feel sleepy in the night,
but..
urgh.
it doesn't taste like fuji apple at all.
the uni grocery shop doesn't sell the pineapple, grape and lime sour flavored mentos anymore.
=(
and that's the only flavoured mentos that i would eat.
p/s: stuffs that i do not want to see happened again just now. i seriously don't want to go through and see all that again and again larh.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
last week
it's the last week before study week.
and i hate it.
this where lecturers throw everything to you without even considering the amount of time that need to complete their work.
just yesterday a sudden presentation was thrown to us and needed to be presented on friday.
it goes like this, " if you see our teaching plan clearly rite, we still have one more presentation to do. we'll do it this friday okay?" HAIHHHHHH
and TODAY. double sigh.
"this sunday we'll have lab. we still have alot of lab to do..about 3 more. if you all want to do it all on this sunday then we'll go on with the lab till evening."
let me do the maths.
1 lab = 3 hours
3 labs = 3 x 3 = 9 hours
lab starts at 9 am and then finishes at...6pm. yeah.
and i tak rela go for lab during study week. no way, no how.
and i have lab test tonight, and then english presentation and submission of final report tomorrow.
you know what?
*double sigh again okay?*
MY GROUP HAVEN'T DO CORRECTION FOR THE FINAL REPORT YET.
and we still need to print, and photocopy, and bind and we still have to get ready for the presentation.
Oh My God, please help me.
i'll just go continue studying for tonight's lab. what will happen, will happen soon anyway.
and i hate it.
this where lecturers throw everything to you without even considering the amount of time that need to complete their work.
just yesterday a sudden presentation was thrown to us and needed to be presented on friday.
it goes like this, " if you see our teaching plan clearly rite, we still have one more presentation to do. we'll do it this friday okay?" HAIHHHHHH
and TODAY. double sigh.
"this sunday we'll have lab. we still have alot of lab to do..about 3 more. if you all want to do it all on this sunday then we'll go on with the lab till evening."
let me do the maths.
1 lab = 3 hours
3 labs = 3 x 3 = 9 hours
lab starts at 9 am and then finishes at...6pm. yeah.
and i tak rela go for lab during study week. no way, no how.
and i have lab test tonight, and then english presentation and submission of final report tomorrow.
you know what?
*double sigh again okay?*
MY GROUP HAVEN'T DO CORRECTION FOR THE FINAL REPORT YET.
and we still need to print, and photocopy, and bind and we still have to get ready for the presentation.
Oh My God, please help me.
i'll just go continue studying for tonight's lab. what will happen, will happen soon anyway.
Monday, October 25, 2010
mummy!!!
i will never live in peace from now on.
i was erm, (studying?) late at night.
my roomates are all asleep so i switched off the lights on switched on my table lamp.
just about 15 minutes after all that, i saw some brownish colour leather attached to some black rounded thing that i can't see flew above my head.
that 'thing' flew in flew out twice.
the first time i felt a swooshing feeling above my head.
the second time i was about to look up and that's where i saw the brownish 'thing'.
oh damn. a bat flew in the room.
i ducked, squatted, and put my arms on my head as though some nuclear bombing's going to happen.
i took a quick glimpse and saw the bat flying around and around the room at about the bunk bed's height.
so imagine if i would want to climb up and cover myself up with the blanket i might collide with it.
alot of things are running around in my head.
1. run out of the room
2. shout to wake up my roommates as so we can deal this together. (i'm evil)
3. stay squatted till i have no idea when.
4. climb up to bed and quickly cover myself up with the blanket and abandon the laptop and the table lamp.
no, i did not abandon the laptop and the lamp.
i did switch off the lamp and then put the laptop to sleep. all these with the squat-as-low-as-possible-position.
and then with my head as low as possible, i try to climb up the bed and then throw the blanket over myself.
==
aih, bat ah, can't you please go find someone else ah?
at least a room that have 4 roommates that are still awake can?
well, at least when i got on the bed, i think the bat flew away. zzz
that was the third attack from bats in a month.
one was in the morning before class, another was right after from taekwondo training, and now this.
mentang mentang my room is beside their nest they can come and visit anytime.
now i have 'bat-zooming-in-past-your-head' phobia.
i want mummy! T.T
(wait. i was meaning i wanna tell it to my mom)
p/s: i might put down the curtains in the night clipped to the metal frame with clothes hanger clipper. now, imagine the bat decided to fly in and got thrown back from the curtain.
HAR HAR HAR. take that you evil bat.
i was erm, (studying?) late at night.
my roomates are all asleep so i switched off the lights on switched on my table lamp.
just about 15 minutes after all that, i saw some brownish colour leather attached to some black rounded thing that i can't see flew above my head.
that 'thing' flew in flew out twice.
the first time i felt a swooshing feeling above my head.
the second time i was about to look up and that's where i saw the brownish 'thing'.
oh damn. a bat flew in the room.
i ducked, squatted, and put my arms on my head as though some nuclear bombing's going to happen.
i took a quick glimpse and saw the bat flying around and around the room at about the bunk bed's height.
so imagine if i would want to climb up and cover myself up with the blanket i might collide with it.
alot of things are running around in my head.
1. run out of the room
2. shout to wake up my roommates as so we can deal this together. (i'm evil)
3. stay squatted till i have no idea when.
4. climb up to bed and quickly cover myself up with the blanket and abandon the laptop and the table lamp.
no, i did not abandon the laptop and the lamp.
i did switch off the lamp and then put the laptop to sleep. all these with the squat-as-low-as-possible-position.
and then with my head as low as possible, i try to climb up the bed and then throw the blanket over myself.
==
aih, bat ah, can't you please go find someone else ah?
at least a room that have 4 roommates that are still awake can?
well, at least when i got on the bed, i think the bat flew away. zzz
that was the third attack from bats in a month.
one was in the morning before class, another was right after from taekwondo training, and now this.
mentang mentang my room is beside their nest they can come and visit anytime.
now i have 'bat-zooming-in-past-your-head' phobia.
i want mummy! T.T
(wait. i was meaning i wanna tell it to my mom)
p/s: i might put down the curtains in the night clipped to the metal frame with clothes hanger clipper. now, imagine the bat decided to fly in and got thrown back from the curtain.
HAR HAR HAR. take that you evil bat.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
silly
donkey.
i left my room key, cupboard key and briefcase key (i wonder is it safe to tell? oh well)
in Teluk Cempedak's McD... OMG
and that's like more than 30 minutes away from uni.
thank God for Universal Studios and room number key chain.
i called over to McD's and i totally forgot what's my room number and the name of the recreation park. all i remember is 'Singapore' and a vivid yellow colour memory.
i asked my roommate what's the name of the park and since it was so spontaneous cause i was on the phone, she blurted out "Singapore's happy fun park" (in chinese la..Singapore you le yuan) LOL
and so, thank you thank you roomies and one who offered helped. you know who you guys are. ^^
(if only they know this blog existed).
next time! i will definitely raba my pockets before going off from somewhere. yes i will.
don't question me on why i raba-ing my pockets so much when you see me do that next time.
HEH
or i might as well bring back the habit of taking my bagpack everywhere i go from now on.
i feel much safer. =D
oh hey! it's raining! heheeheheh
p/s: don't cry anymore, stay strong yea, the youngest of us four. i'm sure there's always a reason for all these things to happen.
i left my room key, cupboard key and briefcase key (i wonder is it safe to tell? oh well)
in Teluk Cempedak's McD... OMG
and that's like more than 30 minutes away from uni.
thank God for Universal Studios and room number key chain.
i called over to McD's and i totally forgot what's my room number and the name of the recreation park. all i remember is 'Singapore' and a vivid yellow colour memory.
i asked my roommate what's the name of the park and since it was so spontaneous cause i was on the phone, she blurted out "Singapore's happy fun park" (in chinese la..Singapore you le yuan) LOL
and so, thank you thank you roomies and one who offered helped. you know who you guys are. ^^
(if only they know this blog existed).
next time! i will definitely raba my pockets before going off from somewhere. yes i will.
don't question me on why i raba-ing my pockets so much when you see me do that next time.
HEH
or i might as well bring back the habit of taking my bagpack everywhere i go from now on.
i feel much safer. =D
oh hey! it's raining! heheeheheh
p/s: don't cry anymore, stay strong yea, the youngest of us four. i'm sure there's always a reason for all these things to happen.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
no particular reason here
here i am sitting in front of the laptop doing exactly nothing.
like i said before, by this week i should be going in and out of the library about 6 times already.
how many times have i gone in so far? ONCE.
i think i should REALLY go since today all i did was day dream and sleep. so yeah.
but the fact that i dont really like to go to the library is one thing.
rebut for plug. aih.
since the tables that the library administration arranged does not fully utilized the main plugs at the walls but instead put all together in the middle of the whole floor, students tend to rise early on weekends and go there to book plugs and so on.
if you wanna stay all day there, be there before 9am.
if you wanna stay for 2 hours, just use your lappy battery and go anytime you want.
and i tend to want to stay for a whole day there.
commuting thru and fro from the library's wasting too much time.
maybe i'll go during study week. MAYBE.
see first.
i dunno.
we'll see how.
like i said before, by this week i should be going in and out of the library about 6 times already.
how many times have i gone in so far? ONCE.
i think i should REALLY go since today all i did was day dream and sleep. so yeah.
but the fact that i dont really like to go to the library is one thing.
rebut for plug. aih.
since the tables that the library administration arranged does not fully utilized the main plugs at the walls but instead put all together in the middle of the whole floor, students tend to rise early on weekends and go there to book plugs and so on.
if you wanna stay all day there, be there before 9am.
if you wanna stay for 2 hours, just use your lappy battery and go anytime you want.
and i tend to want to stay for a whole day there.
commuting thru and fro from the library's wasting too much time.
maybe i'll go during study week. MAYBE.
see first.
i dunno.
we'll see how.
Friday, October 22, 2010
at random
hey yo.
it's a saturday morning. i got up too early. heee~
you know what?
pahang have 3 days holiday. so, monday got no class. heh heh
don't get jealous yea?
it's a bliss to have an extra day off since alot have been going on lately and tests are coming up.
finals starting next 2 weeks.
oh well, i'm bored. haha
p/s: another one wakes up already! hahhaah
it's a saturday morning. i got up too early. heee~
you know what?
pahang have 3 days holiday. so, monday got no class. heh heh
don't get jealous yea?
it's a bliss to have an extra day off since alot have been going on lately and tests are coming up.
finals starting next 2 weeks.
oh well, i'm bored. haha
p/s: another one wakes up already! hahhaah
Thursday, October 21, 2010
of a very *definitely* tiring day
oh yeah, it is. lol
just came back from seremban and bangi. and it's already 2.50am.
came back at 2am actually if you minus the showering and facebook-ing. hee
my class have a trip to yakult in seremban which was nice. =)
i found my third 'twin'. her name's mei lin which sounded like mei yin on first pronounciation and she assumed i have a 'g' at the end of my name so it will become mei ling. no way.
well, as usual we bought yakult drinks for ourselves.
then since the appointment for PORIM is at 2, so we went to jusco seremban for lunch.
that's where everything went wrong.
okay, one thing went wrong.
the bus's air-con broke down.
we arrived at PORIM half sweaty and i was a bit urm, disappointed? that i realised it's the same place that i went to during standard 6 i think. and the place have little changes since then.
after that we have free sauna in the bus until we arrive at Giant Batu Caves. the condition in the bus was so stuffy our yakult drinks are beginning to soury.
one of my classmates said, "inilah masanya 30 billion Shirota strain tu mati terus". lol
ever since the air-con broke down, all we think is about the condition of the 30 billion Shirota strains in every yakult bottle that we bought.
in the end, we only came back at 2am and i'm feeling all wobbly. all in all, it's a fun trip. =)
good night
p/s: yakult tastes like vitagen's original flavour. but still, i'm kinda scared scared on drinking it. *maybe i will pester mum to buy when i'm back home. she ter-said bacteria is a germ. lol*
just came back from seremban and bangi. and it's already 2.50am.
came back at 2am actually if you minus the showering and facebook-ing. hee
my class have a trip to yakult in seremban which was nice. =)
i found my third 'twin'. her name's mei lin which sounded like mei yin on first pronounciation and she assumed i have a 'g' at the end of my name so it will become mei ling. no way.
well, as usual we bought yakult drinks for ourselves.
then since the appointment for PORIM is at 2, so we went to jusco seremban for lunch.
that's where everything went wrong.
okay, one thing went wrong.
the bus's air-con broke down.
we arrived at PORIM half sweaty and i was a bit urm, disappointed? that i realised it's the same place that i went to during standard 6 i think. and the place have little changes since then.
after that we have free sauna in the bus until we arrive at Giant Batu Caves. the condition in the bus was so stuffy our yakult drinks are beginning to soury.
one of my classmates said, "inilah masanya 30 billion Shirota strain tu mati terus". lol
ever since the air-con broke down, all we think is about the condition of the 30 billion Shirota strains in every yakult bottle that we bought.
in the end, we only came back at 2am and i'm feeling all wobbly. all in all, it's a fun trip. =)
good night
p/s: yakult tastes like vitagen's original flavour. but still, i'm kinda scared scared on drinking it. *maybe i will pester mum to buy when i'm back home. she ter-said bacteria is a germ. lol*
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
of tiring day, missings and trips
it's um..a tiring day. lol okay, not so.
i got a full evening sleep in anyway. heh
the tiring part was during training.
there's only 3 people cause the rest have tests.
we went to the gym for muscle training.
owh damn it will sure hurts tomorrow.
and i feel like wanting to go back because i miss;
mary-ruth
rubin
mima
pei li
sook yee
pei chen
lee shin
elaine
yen sze
sze tsing
teck teck
balraj
yong shien
brian
joe
kumanan
miresah
siyamala
darmini
mei yee
mei kuan
cheir yen
xiao qing
ah pau
sze yong
kenneth
and ramanan.
*eventhough kumanan and ramanan is in the same uni as i am, but it seems as though we're not. we seldom bumped onto each other. well, except kumanan.
when will we get to meet up again like those days? look on the bottom right of the screen, let's all go singapore yea? *i think it'll be a bit impossible =/ *
and trips. going to seremban, nilai i dunno. all i know is that my class is having a field trip to YAKULT! *not that i drink before it anyway. a vitagen fan. heh heh*
then to bangi for palm oil visit.
going south again. i haven't been to the north since coming here. =/
and it'll be a heaven if i get to go to the east too. lol
since i've never stepped there before.
will be on the way at 4.30am.
not sleeping. need to take down notes for friday's test. == help?
p/s: i really really really miss you guys!
and when i'm back, i'll mis the people over here.
see? it take turns.
i'm a fair person. lol *as if*
i got a full evening sleep in anyway. heh
the tiring part was during training.
there's only 3 people cause the rest have tests.
we went to the gym for muscle training.
owh damn it will sure hurts tomorrow.
and i feel like wanting to go back because i miss;
mary-ruth
rubin
mima
pei li
sook yee
pei chen
lee shin
elaine
yen sze
sze tsing
teck teck
balraj
yong shien
brian
joe
kumanan
miresah
siyamala
darmini
mei yee
mei kuan
cheir yen
xiao qing
ah pau
sze yong
kenneth
and ramanan.
*eventhough kumanan and ramanan is in the same uni as i am, but it seems as though we're not. we seldom bumped onto each other. well, except kumanan.
when will we get to meet up again like those days? look on the bottom right of the screen, let's all go singapore yea? *i think it'll be a bit impossible =/ *
and trips. going to seremban, nilai i dunno. all i know is that my class is having a field trip to YAKULT! *not that i drink before it anyway. a vitagen fan. heh heh*
then to bangi for palm oil visit.
going south again. i haven't been to the north since coming here. =/
and it'll be a heaven if i get to go to the east too. lol
since i've never stepped there before.
will be on the way at 4.30am.
not sleeping. need to take down notes for friday's test. == help?
p/s: i really really really miss you guys!
and when i'm back, i'll mis the people over here.
see? it take turns.
i'm a fair person. lol *as if*
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Beige - Moon Has Passed
Even if my heart cries, I can't go
with my clumsy self.
When the scent of a lovely flower lingers,
and the birds' song is silenced,
is this all a vanishing dream?
The moon is crying sadly,
The moon is smiling sadly,
Like your two teary eyes,
Like my withering dreams.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.
The person who left behind pain
My foolishness bring me to tears
Like yesterday's radiant sun
and your brilliant smile,
is it all just a dream
that's buried in the winter's sorrows?
The moon is crying sadly,
The moon is smiling sadly,
Like your two teary eyes,
Like my withering dreams.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.
an OST from CHUNO (which i've never watched. yet.)
it's a current song obsession. hee~
there's a similar one from 'My Girlfriend's is a Nine-Tailed Fox' titled 'Fox Rain' by Lee Sun Hee
but i like this the best. yea~ =)
p/s: try Miyavi - Dear My Love, too. it's guitar strumming. noisy, but not bad. thanks to syahril for introducing. hee =)
with my clumsy self.
When the scent of a lovely flower lingers,
and the birds' song is silenced,
is this all a vanishing dream?
The moon is crying sadly,
The moon is smiling sadly,
Like your two teary eyes,
Like my withering dreams.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.
The person who left behind pain
My foolishness bring me to tears
Like yesterday's radiant sun
and your brilliant smile,
is it all just a dream
that's buried in the winter's sorrows?
The moon is crying sadly,
The moon is smiling sadly,
Like your two teary eyes,
Like my withering dreams.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.
The wind is blowing, the wind blows together
Even when the lovely flowers wilt and becomes stars
My heart is still by your side.
an OST from CHUNO (which i've never watched. yet.)
it's a current song obsession. hee~
there's a similar one from 'My Girlfriend's is a Nine-Tailed Fox' titled 'Fox Rain' by Lee Sun Hee
but i like this the best. yea~ =)
p/s: try Miyavi - Dear My Love, too. it's guitar strumming. noisy, but not bad. thanks to syahril for introducing. hee =)
Friday, October 15, 2010
it's over
Pesta Tanglung's finally over.
usually people will say that it's great.
well, i say it's not. okay, at least a lil bit.
this is coming from a person that involve with the whole programme.
it's a sucky committte with no communication skills, no relations, and full of hard-headed people who thinks that they are right in everything and that they are the most influential person.
my unit was formed 2 weeks before the event date. others is about 1months or more ago. what i thought is a friend begged me to go in as they are short of protocol unit. and that unit is really important for that day. FINE. i helped. i said okay.
i confess. my unit is a made as a scape goat. all of my members. after the first meeting with them and they start throwing any jobs that couldn't be done or no one wanted to do it, i knew; we're scape goats of the programme.
the most stupidest vice president i have every seen, i saw it throughout the whole time till today.
a vice president that does not know anything. only had one thing in mind. "FIND MEI YIN".
bus parking, find mei yin. childrens coming, find mei yin. add vip out of the blue, find mei yin. speech writing, find mei yin. ARGH.
she lived in uni for a year plus now. bus parking, excuse me? doesn't she know where is it? when i tell her the place, she said, "there where got ump bus?" omg. she got sudden alzheimer's disease issit? okay, fine. i called the security unit and they have actually set a place for it. and she didnt know. GRR
what i hate the most is, since the administration deny our request last minute of not giving drinking glass for vips and some git unit does not know how to think on how to cut the ribbon for the opening ceremony.
my unit members went crazy and panicked and so we decided to ask for budget from the treasurer and we'll go kuantan to buy the glasses.
the president said, "okay, i'll buy it for you"
and then we saw him came back with NOTHING.
then he said again before going out to kuantan to collect who knows what, he said " you find for me the place to get these things and i'll get it for you"
and when he came back, NOTHING.
at night, the pavement around the area is all dark and no lighting cause i have no idea where is the switch. so i saw him and asked him, he said, "it's out of my power. i can't do anything. the vips will know how to walk wan la. they'll take care of themselves sendiri"
and what pissed me off is that last 2 weeks he said, "dont worry! i'll ask my BAND 6 friend to write my speech for me" this heard clearly by 3 pairs of ears.
and today, all i heard is, "eh, he ask me if you got do the script for him or not?"
i said, "no ah. he said he'll ask his friend to do it for him.
then i smsed the 'friend' and the 'friend' said "no ah, he didn't find me at all"
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..i was pissed off and try to do a speech for him together with my roommate and senior's help. in the end we just copy and paste the speech sample from PT's 2008 that i have taken from someone else.
and the performance unit. my unit is responsible to usher the performers to get ready and they keh gau use their own members to kacau our job. in the end, shit happened, i got frustrated, complained out loud to my members and i guess the performance unit members even heard, and decided to stop doing our job and go enjoy the whole event.
and to add the pain on top of it all, it is the dulang girls. just because they are seniors, they acted to bossy and that every single request from them we have to follow. what shit is that i ask you?
vip have arrived. they have to escort them to the event place. and all of the sudden, they decided on wanting to hold tanglungs while escorting them to the place. tell me, in 5 minutes, how am i suppose to find lanterns lighted with candles? at first i thought of ripping the lantern off the decoration but i can't think where to get the candles. in the end, we decided on giving them the lotus candles that people used to light up when they went to pray in the temple.
IN FIVE MINUTES THEY DECIDED ON WANTING TO HOLD A LANTERN!
how annoying is that?! can't they just follow our requests? can't they follow my protocol? dont they have brains!? and added more pain in the butt is that their attitudes. i speak so nicely and politely to them, even ask if they are blur, and all they give is (WTF) ignorance, 'i-hate-you', 'i'm too-clever-for-you' kind of speaking.
the senior that helped me in the unit even pissed off so badly because of that. dah lah he's one of the dulang girls friend.
any how, it's over. and half of the event i have quite some fun running and laughing around.
owh, and. did i mention my uni have its own super junior team?
yeah, we have. they choreography was so weird and i urm, laugh too loud till attracts attention because the dance was so silly at one point. oh well. it's already over.
and i'm not going to the shitty post-mortem if they have one. if they want to purposely put the blame on protocol unit by saying that we didn't do things nicely, the vip stuffs is so chaotic, bla bla bla...i'm definitely not going.
cause it's not my unit's fault. we have our specific job scope. and some blardy units have interfered with our job and so we gave up on wanting to help.
this time, we have shitty head of programme, followed by stupid vice head of programme, gila power treasurer, and a 'i-am-superwoman.-i-can-handle-every-unit-job -in-one-go head of performance unit.
oh did i tell you? the treasurer is such an LOA (lack of attention) guy that that he even distrust us on giving us the budget to help buy the drinking glasses for the vips. oh come on! it's urgent at a time like that and he...*breathe* forget it. what i hate is that he said, "can you follow my steps?"
no, sorry i can't. i just can't follow your steps.
i will never ever join any of these activities ever again. especially by that head of programme.
usually people will say that it's great.
well, i say it's not. okay, at least a lil bit.
this is coming from a person that involve with the whole programme.
it's a sucky committte with no communication skills, no relations, and full of hard-headed people who thinks that they are right in everything and that they are the most influential person.
my unit was formed 2 weeks before the event date. others is about 1months or more ago. what i thought is a friend begged me to go in as they are short of protocol unit. and that unit is really important for that day. FINE. i helped. i said okay.
i confess. my unit is a made as a scape goat. all of my members. after the first meeting with them and they start throwing any jobs that couldn't be done or no one wanted to do it, i knew; we're scape goats of the programme.
the most stupidest vice president i have every seen, i saw it throughout the whole time till today.
a vice president that does not know anything. only had one thing in mind. "FIND MEI YIN".
bus parking, find mei yin. childrens coming, find mei yin. add vip out of the blue, find mei yin. speech writing, find mei yin. ARGH.
she lived in uni for a year plus now. bus parking, excuse me? doesn't she know where is it? when i tell her the place, she said, "there where got ump bus?" omg. she got sudden alzheimer's disease issit? okay, fine. i called the security unit and they have actually set a place for it. and she didnt know. GRR
what i hate the most is, since the administration deny our request last minute of not giving drinking glass for vips and some git unit does not know how to think on how to cut the ribbon for the opening ceremony.
my unit members went crazy and panicked and so we decided to ask for budget from the treasurer and we'll go kuantan to buy the glasses.
the president said, "okay, i'll buy it for you"
and then we saw him came back with NOTHING.
then he said again before going out to kuantan to collect who knows what, he said " you find for me the place to get these things and i'll get it for you"
and when he came back, NOTHING.
at night, the pavement around the area is all dark and no lighting cause i have no idea where is the switch. so i saw him and asked him, he said, "it's out of my power. i can't do anything. the vips will know how to walk wan la. they'll take care of themselves sendiri"
and what pissed me off is that last 2 weeks he said, "dont worry! i'll ask my BAND 6 friend to write my speech for me" this heard clearly by 3 pairs of ears.
and today, all i heard is, "eh, he ask me if you got do the script for him or not?"
i said, "no ah. he said he'll ask his friend to do it for him.
then i smsed the 'friend' and the 'friend' said "no ah, he didn't find me at all"
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lol i slept while typing last night.
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continue..
..i was pissed off and try to do a speech for him together with my roommate and senior's help. in the end we just copy and paste the speech sample from PT's 2008 that i have taken from someone else.
and the performance unit. my unit is responsible to usher the performers to get ready and they keh gau use their own members to kacau our job. in the end, shit happened, i got frustrated, complained out loud to my members and i guess the performance unit members even heard, and decided to stop doing our job and go enjoy the whole event.
and to add the pain on top of it all, it is the dulang girls. just because they are seniors, they acted to bossy and that every single request from them we have to follow. what shit is that i ask you?
vip have arrived. they have to escort them to the event place. and all of the sudden, they decided on wanting to hold tanglungs while escorting them to the place. tell me, in 5 minutes, how am i suppose to find lanterns lighted with candles? at first i thought of ripping the lantern off the decoration but i can't think where to get the candles. in the end, we decided on giving them the lotus candles that people used to light up when they went to pray in the temple.
IN FIVE MINUTES THEY DECIDED ON WANTING TO HOLD A LANTERN!
how annoying is that?! can't they just follow our requests? can't they follow my protocol? dont they have brains!? and added more pain in the butt is that their attitudes. i speak so nicely and politely to them, even ask if they are blur, and all they give is (WTF) ignorance, 'i-hate-you', 'i'm too-clever-for-you' kind of speaking.
the senior that helped me in the unit even pissed off so badly because of that. dah lah he's one of the dulang girls friend.
any how, it's over. and half of the event i have quite some fun running and laughing around.
owh, and. did i mention my uni have its own super junior team?
yeah, we have. they choreography was so weird and i urm, laugh too loud till attracts attention because the dance was so silly at one point. oh well. it's already over.
and i'm not going to the shitty post-mortem if they have one. if they want to purposely put the blame on protocol unit by saying that we didn't do things nicely, the vip stuffs is so chaotic, bla bla bla...i'm definitely not going.
cause it's not my unit's fault. we have our specific job scope. and some blardy units have interfered with our job and so we gave up on wanting to help.
this time, we have shitty head of programme, followed by stupid vice head of programme, gila power treasurer, and a 'i-am-superwoman.-i-can-handle-every-unit-job -in-one-go head of performance unit.
oh did i tell you? the treasurer is such an LOA (lack of attention) guy that that he even distrust us on giving us the budget to help buy the drinking glasses for the vips. oh come on! it's urgent at a time like that and he...*breathe* forget it. what i hate is that he said, "can you follow my steps?"
no, sorry i can't. i just can't follow your steps.
i will never ever join any of these activities ever again. especially by that head of programme.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
ehhh...
grudges and imaginations are starting to influence me
no, i don't wanna loose my cool later
no matter what happens,
no matter how big the ignorance given
no matter how rude they will be
no matter how unco-operative they will be
i will never ever loose my cool.
no i wont
and i dont want to.
i pray,
every single hour,
every single minute,
every single second,
to not loose my cool
and that everything will be okay.
i breathe again,
and will hold it till everything ends.
i will.
grudges and imaginations are starting to influence me
no, i don't wanna loose my cool later
no matter what happens,
no matter how big the ignorance given
no matter how rude they will be
no matter how unco-operative they will be
i will never ever loose my cool.
no i wont
and i dont want to.
i pray,
every single hour,
every single minute,
every single second,
to not loose my cool
and that everything will be okay.
i breathe again,
and will hold it till everything ends.
i will.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
mum, where are you, mum?
i can't stand it here anymore.
why does people have to be so cruel?
why does people have to have 2 faces?
mum, now i know how titi felt.
i want to go back mum.
i've met great people over here, yes. and i'm happy.
but some people are just so scary, mummy.
daddy, where are you pa?
i want you to scold me, to ask me how am i again.
i want you to tell me to come to my senses like how you did the same to titi.
i just wanna go back home for a mo.
losing it
i lost my cool just now during meeting.
why can't i just keep the grudges in?
i can't believe i raised my voice whenever i mentioned 'program unit'.
God, please let this week be super duper fast and please help me to be very super patient on friday.
i'm desperate.
i swear to NEVER EVER join any cheena club activities anymore.
i am never a true cheena if i can't stand their behaviour.
for this moment i wish the ground will swallow me up and make me disappear forever.
i hate uni.
and i wanna go back to school. very badly.
why can't i just keep the grudges in?
i can't believe i raised my voice whenever i mentioned 'program unit'.
God, please let this week be super duper fast and please help me to be very super patient on friday.
i'm desperate.
i swear to NEVER EVER join any cheena club activities anymore.
i am never a true cheena if i can't stand their behaviour.
for this moment i wish the ground will swallow me up and make me disappear forever.
i hate uni.
and i wanna go back to school. very badly.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
venting anger venue
it seems to be a bad idea to vent the anger in facebook.
as well in msn too.
facebook no comment la. aih
and in msn my mum will ask everytime my personal message changes.
and my dad even asked me once. @@
wont be changing it that much anymore since it actually worries them. aih
so this blog will be the only last place to vent the anger on?
sorry ah, you guys ended up have to read all those shitty stuffs that i wrote.
it seems that this time, i couldn't keep the anger silent for a long period of time.
it's like "what happened to me!?"
i'll vent my anger in the blog just 1 second after i got angry or irritated. aih..
growing up seems to be the hardest thing to do. i hate changes.
as well in msn too.
facebook no comment la. aih
and in msn my mum will ask everytime my personal message changes.
and my dad even asked me once. @@
wont be changing it that much anymore since it actually worries them. aih
so this blog will be the only last place to vent the anger on?
sorry ah, you guys ended up have to read all those shitty stuffs that i wrote.
it seems that this time, i couldn't keep the anger silent for a long period of time.
it's like "what happened to me!?"
i'll vent my anger in the blog just 1 second after i got angry or irritated. aih..
growing up seems to be the hardest thing to do. i hate changes.
run
i can't believe that most people that i met in uni are man eaters.
they take fully advantage of you.
their importance are more urgent than yours.
i have exams too, thank you.
i just can't wait for saturday to come so i could run to the library and stay there all day.
i can't stand the heat here too. my laptop's being too hot than usual.
if only we are made to repeat high school again for no reason, i'll take that offer.
they take fully advantage of you.
their importance are more urgent than yours.
i have exams too, thank you.
i just can't wait for saturday to come so i could run to the library and stay there all day.
i can't stand the heat here too. my laptop's being too hot than usual.
if only we are made to repeat high school again for no reason, i'll take that offer.
Monday, October 11, 2010
worn
i think i'm pretty much worn out.
my head's doing those funny things where it suddenly swayed to the side if i stayed still for second.
library's opening till 11pm now. as well as saturdays and sundays. i guess i should start heading there for some 'motivation' since i'm really pushing all my homeworks and revision as far back as possible.
maybe next week.
and this week's PT program. i'm not so into it. not as much as the family day program. actually there's none. i don't even bothered to rush in doing things. i guess the program organization's being too sucky and trying to use other people for their sake is making me thinking twice why i joined it in the first place.
i;m just wishing everything will go well in my unit and that this week will pass by as fast as possible.
can't wait for the escape to the library and stay there all day next week.
oh please be faster.
my head's doing those funny things where it suddenly swayed to the side if i stayed still for second.
library's opening till 11pm now. as well as saturdays and sundays. i guess i should start heading there for some 'motivation' since i'm really pushing all my homeworks and revision as far back as possible.
maybe next week.
and this week's PT program. i'm not so into it. not as much as the family day program. actually there's none. i don't even bothered to rush in doing things. i guess the program organization's being too sucky and trying to use other people for their sake is making me thinking twice why i joined it in the first place.
i;m just wishing everything will go well in my unit and that this week will pass by as fast as possible.
can't wait for the escape to the library and stay there all day next week.
oh please be faster.
Friday, October 8, 2010
bats
LOL
since my room is right at the end of the building next to a bat's nest, on friday morning a baby bat flew in to my room.
1st incident
all roomates including me were sleeping except the youngest who're in the toilet. (we have the habit or labelling each of us to seniority although same age)
the roommate 1 felt something on her knees when she was sleeping and brushed the 'thing' away. she thought i was a cockroach or something.
i was half awake and heard the sound that usually bats make and i saw some black thing flew to the ground after she swept off that thing. (both of us sleep on the upper bunk)
i thought i was a moth as it's a normal thing to have one fly in and went back to sleep.
2nd incident (10 mins later)
i heard some sound made by the youngest.
got up and she said she saw a bat.
i was sleepy and so i just sat at my bed and say, 'where?'
she told me it flew into roommate 2's cupboard
and i slack-ing tell her that.. "you try hitting the cupboard" (man, was i lazy to come down from bed. oh wait. i was having back problems)
she hit it. and the bat flew out. she screamed and jumped on her chair. lol
and that's where everyone got up.
the bat seemed almost close to dying as it cant fly well and it finally landed on roommate 2's baldi with soap water.
then we threw it out in the laundry place and the bat stays there to dry before 'attacking' another people. which i saw heard them screming in the afternoon. haha
since my room is right at the end of the building next to a bat's nest, on friday morning a baby bat flew in to my room.
1st incident
all roomates including me were sleeping except the youngest who're in the toilet. (we have the habit or labelling each of us to seniority although same age)
the roommate 1 felt something on her knees when she was sleeping and brushed the 'thing' away. she thought i was a cockroach or something.
i was half awake and heard the sound that usually bats make and i saw some black thing flew to the ground after she swept off that thing. (both of us sleep on the upper bunk)
i thought i was a moth as it's a normal thing to have one fly in and went back to sleep.
2nd incident (10 mins later)
i heard some sound made by the youngest.
got up and she said she saw a bat.
i was sleepy and so i just sat at my bed and say, 'where?'
she told me it flew into roommate 2's cupboard
and i slack-ing tell her that.. "you try hitting the cupboard" (man, was i lazy to come down from bed. oh wait. i was having back problems)
she hit it. and the bat flew out. she screamed and jumped on her chair. lol
and that's where everyone got up.
the bat seemed almost close to dying as it cant fly well and it finally landed on roommate 2's baldi with soap water.
then we threw it out in the laundry place and the bat stays there to dry before 'attacking' another people. which i saw heard them screming in the afternoon. haha
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
ROAR!
protocol works starting to kill me slowly.
right after raya celebrations from my faculty, rushed back to beat jhepa's working time.
sent forms to borrow VIP seats ( =.=) and tmr must go and recheck again.
oh well.
and the weather's worst than Sahara desert's. burning.
at least it's raining now. it's so windy that the clothes on the clothes line start flying everywhere.
i'm feeling so sleepy. and genetic test 1 is tmr. i think i'm flunking this. T.T
right after raya celebrations from my faculty, rushed back to beat jhepa's working time.
sent forms to borrow VIP seats ( =.=) and tmr must go and recheck again.
oh well.
and the weather's worst than Sahara desert's. burning.
at least it's raining now. it's so windy that the clothes on the clothes line start flying everywhere.
i'm feeling so sleepy. and genetic test 1 is tmr. i think i'm flunking this. T.T
Monday, October 4, 2010
anyway.....
i experienced the world in an upside down position. heheheeheheeh
you know, i've always envy how guys are so flexible in doing all those dangerous stunts and all?
jumping over barriers, jumping over tables and chairs and whatevers.
and one that i always wonder how they do it is to stand upside down using their hands and lay their body against the wall.
seems fun.
don't they ever feel afraid?
i did it today in training. for strengthening the arm muscles. ==
it was so scary with everything upside down and your body weight pulling you down and the gravity dangerously wobbling your body sideways. it's awesome as well.
seen the upside down world for 5 seconds or so before sliding down sideways from the wall. hehehe
and the sir said 'tan! jangan tutup mata. susah nak control"
i said, "sir, saya buka mata sir"
he went speechless while my evil coursemate said "sir, mata dia tu sepet sir." zzzz
and i thought i have big eyes. lol
you know, i've always envy how guys are so flexible in doing all those dangerous stunts and all?
jumping over barriers, jumping over tables and chairs and whatevers.
and one that i always wonder how they do it is to stand upside down using their hands and lay their body against the wall.
seems fun.
don't they ever feel afraid?
i did it today in training. for strengthening the arm muscles. ==
it was so scary with everything upside down and your body weight pulling you down and the gravity dangerously wobbling your body sideways. it's awesome as well.
seen the upside down world for 5 seconds or so before sliding down sideways from the wall. hehehe
and the sir said 'tan! jangan tutup mata. susah nak control"
i said, "sir, saya buka mata sir"
he went speechless while my evil coursemate said "sir, mata dia tu sepet sir." zzzz
and i thought i have big eyes. lol
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