New Year's resolution?

got none. lol

all i want is to be able to read all those 6 unread
story books i've bought last holiday.

i've got this urge to throw my notes out of the window behind me
this past few hours.

final year project one is approaching.
i'm not saying that i'll enjoy it.

nights.
have a happy new year.
=)

p/s: not happy. i totally forgot that it's gonna be another new year. i kept on counting down days to finals and the semester break.

on a random thought..

stop looking down on banana's like me

because banana's like me too,
look down people like you.


un-banana's just ticks me off sometimes.

growing older

not feeling 20 yet?
you will after seeing or hearing that your friends are getting married.

one of my friend from primary (can i consider it as secondary? since we're on the same school ever since standard 1 to form 5 lol) which i kind not kept in contact (my fault) for quite sometime is getting married in like, 4 months!
i just knew it today in the morning before rushing off to meet my FYP supervisor. haha
i couldn't say whether FB is scary or informational hmm.

she's all mature looking and going into a complete better life changing experience and i'm here trying to study for finals and thinking of next semesters plan to go on holiday lol. nah, i got scared by the workload given to finish up the proposal before the 1 month break finishes.

sentences like "a friend's getting married and i'm still well, playing around?" came around my head once. lol

i've come to a conclusion that i should socialise more, screw finals more. LOL
NAHHH.

maybe i shall give this lame reason:
it's all due to the fact that whenever the maintenance man came around the floor i must peek out of the door to ensure a 'clear status' before coming out in shorts. if not i have to go to the toilet with track pants. or else, getting scolded by the Felo. haha the main scare was the Felo. so yeah.
i nearly made gave a heart attack to one of them before. i was holding my dirty bowl and swings open the door and the Felo was just right outside and she saw me. and all she goes was breathe in so hard like she saw a ghost (that's because i was wearing shorts) LOLOL soreeeeee

btw,

Congratulations, Xinn Ee =)

pp/s: another friend of mine had just confessed that she's trying on a relationship now. trying. before announcing.
ppp/s: i shall stop becoming an otaku. ahaha. not.

sign language will do

it was 2.15pm when it all happened. lol

i thought i was late to meet my friend so that we can go and hand in our assignments together. when i rushed down to the ground floor of my hostel, i saw her getting 'ambushed' by a foreigner. lol

she saw me and quickly start telling me that she can't quite understand what the foreigner's been saying. and so she (the foreigner) have to repeat again (sorry haha).

i panicked. why? cause she said "where can i put boyle in maksis?"
i was like, BOYLE?? does she meant the boyle boyle? as in the chemistry formulae?
and questions start coming up in my head like, "what's this? is she doing some thesis research on asking where to apply boyle's law in life? right there and then?"

plus, she's pointing onto her papers and phone and i was really really convinced that she wanted to apply that 'law' on her papers and phone. i nearly said "sorry, i forgot what's Boyle's law for already"

but then she started punching in numbers in her phone to *122# and it comes out "balance:0.09" and ooohhhhhhh ==
she was meaning "where can i put boyle(money) in maksis (Maxis)" omg. soreee hahaha


after sending her to the nearby shop and waited for her to key in her reload and all those sign languages, both me and my friends then head on to the faculty to rush for the deadline time at 3pm.

she was baffled that 'boyle' is not what she think it is. and so am i. you won't know how relieved i am to know that boyle is not that Boyle's law. hehehehe
maybe we just had too much tests and assignments due this week.
or i think nerds will be the only ones that will think that 'boyle' is Boyle's Law even when mentioned in a normal conversation. lol

btw, maybe 'boyle' is and iranian language..she looks like an iranian to me..

i want boyle, my boyle's going to finish already. lol

p/s: yen sze sent a message over last night and planned something. can't wait! =DD

emhmm

and i thought i'm the spoilt one of all since my parents spoil me in term of independence.
i never cooked rice before, nor wash dishes after dinner.

and yet i realised that i'm not THAT pampered. there's others that's much worse.

how can one after seeing a kumbang in the rice and did not catch it said, "oh nevermind la. the rice will be hot later anyway the kumbang will die anyway"

uh, hello? nobody wants a food poisoning okay? even a person who never cooked rice before will not said that kind of irresponsible statement.
worse, if that person know that they themselves can't cook, why must they insist on saying the statement "oh, that's easy, i can cook that too". and when we gave that task to them to cook it, they'll go "oh? since when i said i know how to cook it? i just say that to cook it is very easy only nia ma"

seriously, there's nothing to be afraid of losing your pride among your roommates larh. so what if you can't cook? we'll find a way anyway, there's always the internet right? they don't have to go talking as if they know how to. geez

and because of that, i ended up having to cook the mash potatoes (though i seriously don't mind doing it myself eventhough i dont know how to. i'm happily doing it by myself nyway) because i thought that someone can cook mashpotatoes. the potatoes are bought and so the promise was made, but suddenly there's no one doing it. so...oh well...whatever.

and i totally loath a person who's older than me but acted like they're way younger than me. they should act and be the oldest and instead of whining and talking nonsense everyday.

no i don't wanna hear anything about "aiya, you're sick it's okay to share spoons cause when we dip into the hot soup the bacteria will die anyway"
or
"oh we don't have this this thing, we'll just take the microbe and make it out ha.ha."
or
"oh the dirt can't come off from the the shirt ah? easy la, wash with microbe ha.ha.ha."

i don't wanna hear anything about study related nonsense in daily conversations. that all so not make sense unless you're doing a discussion or really doing an experiment. other than that, save your saliva.
all these nonsense words are not suppose to come from an older person!! omgggggg
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

shooting stars again.

the best part being over here in pahang is being able to see shooting stars. =)


in almost an hour, i saw quite a number of shooting stars. and one can't help but to squirm when they saw it fell. but after a few more you'll just see it fall quietly. haha

the best part is that i saw three bright ones fell, with one having the longest of about 2 seconds. heeeee


been listening to christmas songs. =) happy advance christmas =))

not another one.

it was thrifty then another, show off?
i'll choose on hearing how thrifty a person is instead of listening to someone brag about how rich they are thankyouverymuch.


i don't care if your house have recently done some extension works to have another additional room complete with a bathroom attached.

i don't wanna hear or know that your mom will have even a hard time cleaning the house now since that you have extra room eventhough your house was already big before.

i don't care if that house of yours was built by your dad and that land belongs to your family.

i don't even care how many bathrooms you've got (btw, having 3 toilets is not many you know. duh)

i don't wanna know how many dogs you got and how many died.

i don't care if your brother gives you an ipod.

nor i don't care if your parents and siblings gives you money like water just to let you fly to more than 2 different places in a year.

i don't care if you use branded facial care products nor i don't care that it costs more than 100 for 2 products.

i don't care if you drink expensive milk

nor i don't care if you eat expensive meals

i don't care if your boyfriend gave you an expensive watch

i don't care if all your friends are rich people and have LV bags or whatever

i don't wanna know how important your dad is

nor i don't give a damn that some Hong Leong bank manager kept on asking your dad to open the bank account in the bank just because (in your thinking) that your dad have loads of money and only rich people are eligible to open a bank account in there. (that's such a bull. if it's not, PROVE IT )

and i seriously don't wanna hear anymore words on "oh i wanna fly to this this place, that that place" or "oh i've flown to this place and it's amazing it have this that this" or "omg, it's so cold now just like it is in there". just shut up.

and i don't wanna hear the constant "i must buy this that's suitable for me to travel when i FLY next time".
you wanna fly? let me give you a lift.

i don't wanna hear or know anything about how expensive it is on one thing that you got, or you received or how it is being a luxury getting to FLY okay? so what? it's just an aeroplane. like no one's ever sat in it before. geez.


maybe, if the next time she start on those rant again, i shall just say:

oh, you know, i only have one bathroom in the house, it's so pity we have to line up in the morning.

oh , you know, we only have one bedroom, we practically have to squeeze in there.

oh, you know, my mom's kitchen is only as wide as a single sized bed.

oh you know, my house is just as big as the hostel room.

oh, you know, i can't afford a ipod so a touch screen will do

oh, you know, i only FLY twice i feel like i'm in heaven

oh, you know, my branded clothes are actually hand me downs

oh, you know, my New Balance bag is not RM104 but it's a fake.

or do you want me to say, "oh, you know, i used to have a classmate who's dad bought a house that cost almost a million?" or "oh, you know, all of my form 5 classmates are not here in malaysia, there's all over the world." then only she'll shut up?
this people who never really learn to stop boasting. kampung people geez.

haih all this boasting really make me piss off sometimes. it's no like she's rich. it's her parents are. i'm not saying i'm rich too. my parents are well to do people and i'm happy with it. at least when we wants something, we'll know that we have to work for it. her? she have sponsors. yeah well, whatever.
next time, i shall just pretend i'm listening. especially on the ones about her dad getting persuaded on opening an account in Hong Leong bank. i've heard that story twice already.


oh i feel so good ranting it out.

i don't really get it.

i'm so not offering help to anyone anymore. no. more.

what's the difference with the help that i had offered with another person?
i don't mind the reject but it is just so.. oh well.

and when i showed concern, they always have this expression that shows that they just wanna get away from my help/concern.
i don't get it why it's me.


and it's always that i'm the one getting 'boh song-ed' on eventhough it was just an accident (like, i accidentally talked too loud when there's someone sleeping in the room). but when others did the same thing (they have it as a habit), there's nothing.

plus i don't get it why some people (actually most) thinks that talking at the top of your voice when's there's someone sleeping in the same room is a okay thing? aren't people suppose to lower their voices?

i don't know what happened, or what i did to be disagreed on, and i don't care anymore.

the shit that people give you even when you gave them gold. (wth? whatever)

i don't call it good.

i don't call it a good celebration when..

the birthday girl herself is showing an annoyed face when we presented her the cake and the present.

i don't call it a good hang out time when..

there is so much disagreement that you would just want to slap another person who talked back at you (not me, but there are)

i don't call it a good dinner when..

one fella decided to dominate and every dinner decision was purposely ignored

and i don't call it a good company when...

a person is being rude to purposely not notice someone is talking to her and when rebuked, shouted "what!" back angrily.


i swear, if this thing happen again, i would not go out anymore. thankyouverymuch

oh, did i just did it?

it was a random conversation about dream.

my friend woke up yesterday and tells that she dreamt about a temple and lion dances
and today, her dating with her boyfriend.

her description of it was 'it's a happy ending'. not a very good dream description is it?
so i joked around saying "what, just like that? how about kissing?"

her reply was 'that was normal, we've done it before'

so, okayyyyyy that was a very fast progress. okay, so, good job. lol

then she told that it's not only once but a few times. and this had got me thinking back to our trip to Teluk Intan where one day i went into the room that i was sharing with both of them (not that i want it! i would willingly take the living room) after shower and without knocking, i opened the door and caught them separated away very quickly from an embrace.

and so here i am, almost a month later, thinking whether i had just barged into their 'intimate time' or in another way, i had just interrupted their kissing ? E.W.

i think it's the latter. so next time, i shall insist on sleeping in the living room or rather, the bathroom. i. dont. care.


lol. ew.

beh tahan or just me?

is it my lifestyle or is it that listening to too much frugal words makes me felt irritate towards cheapskates?

my opinion of cheap is eg: a dress that cost RM25 is considered veryyyyy cheap(i never seen any of it sold at this price before)
and the one that cost RM150 and above is expensive.
or books that are thin and cost Rm35 is expensive.

but i experience someone saying a dress that cost RM25 is veryyyyyy expensive, and the ones RM20 and below is considered cheap or a book that cost RM10 is abit expensive.

but i myself is cheapskate too. if i happens to have less money with me or i thought i spent too much on one day, i'll be very thrifty too.

but listening to 'huh? so expensive! i'll go find the shop that makes the replica of it and it sells more cheaper' (but no quality la == )
or
' yerrr why so expensive wan. i don't want to buy la, i'll go back home and see those shops that sells almost the same thing at a cheaper price'
or
' har? just one scoop of ice cream is Rm10? i dont want already la' (it's Baskin's la)

there's more everyday. i just don't want to remember it.


so is it me that live all those pampered life or someone's being overly extreme frugal?

and hey, my dad paid my uni fees i don't took loan for one thing, and yet the other took the loan. who's spending more each semester?
i'm not saying i'm rich.

random?

went on a 3 day trip to KL
and
no, i didn't go up the skybridge or go to aquaria or stepped into pavillon.

but still, i enjoyed the backpacking experience and did some good deeds.



maybe a few pictures up a few days later. this semester's too busy with quizzes every week and since it's near finals now, there's gonna be last minutes assignments and tests and presentations.
i don't even watch dramas now. even movies are watched only for a few minutes before continuing it the next day (that if i have the mood). oh well. i'm waiting for christmas week and semester break.

bye

rainy days and..

.. flu

like the story.

did you read the 'Shopaholic and Sister' by Sophie Kinsella?

it's about Rebecca Bloomwood found her stepsister and they happens to have the total exact opposite personality. She spends money like water especially on sales and branded stuffs while her stepsister is the most frugal person in the world.

then comes back to me and my new roommate. her study table is beside mine in the room. and ever since after i finished reading that book, it seems that me and her seemed almost similar to the story, except we're definitely not sisters.

she's thrifty yes, but not so. i'm thrifty? i don't think i'm even there.
she could use the same tea bag twice if she have the chance (exactly the same as rebecca's stepsister who would use the same teabag over and over again).
when she buy stuffs, you could be surprised at how she could buy 20 small packets of twisties that usually will cost about RM6, at a price of only RM3.
if she sees a dress that cost RM20 and above, she'll say that it's expensive. i remember once she mention about it and i went totally quiet and did not utter a word about the dress that i recently have that costs more. i never have seen any dress that is sold at RM20 and below in the klang area until i saw some in KL. yea well, i don't go KL do i.

but only one thing that she's not thrifty about is food. but i am. i am veryyyyy thrifty. well, only in uni. at home, nah. haha

it's good to be frugal since everything's costly now, but i don't think it suits me lol

it is just so almost similar to the book wow

LOA much? yea i suppose.

my eyes are like, too fogged up.
i can't see things clearly ahead of me.
no, i'm not talking about my eyes. i'm talking about my behavior and attitude towards things that i'm facing.
maybe it's the overload of last minute assignments. when the lecturers decided to give tests on like, the next day or the next 2 days, i totally blew.
there's no way i can study for another 2 new tests (maybe i can, i just don't want to) when i haven't even ready yet for my 2 tests on wednesday.
i should've know that this will come when it's been happening almost every semester.

next time, i shall just write down all those due dates instead of remembering them. i wrote out all those due dates and test dates just now. suddenly it seemed so...well..not so panicky anymore. but there'll be 2 tests each on wednesday and thursday.

and i should stop posting whatever status over in FB this time. i kinda dislike what i did after whatever thing i posted it up. blrghh

maybe i should get some sleep since last night all i dreamt was the Immunotechnology's notes attacking me, (figuratively) at 4am. (i woke up after that).
or maybe one week at home is just not enough.

i forgot i had a library book with me.
and the due date was yesterday.
dang it.

wrong week?

i guess i chose the wrong week to go back.
but still, going back 2 weeks later is also another wrong week with both my siblings having exams.

let's see,
for this week i have like loads of assignments that needed information from the library or the net and i can't do both since i'm back rite? plus i have tests the week after

for the next holiday which is 2 weeks later, well, i can't move around noisily at home since they have their biggest exam.

i might as well picked this week eventhough it meant unfinished assignments and all than the next one if it meant getting scold upon for making too much noise.
imagine, i can't even use my room's bathroom to pee because the flush is too noisy. or even laugh 'WAHAHAHAHAHAHA'. i can only go 'wahahahaha'.

i rather have the Christmas holidays then the early 1 week special break + 1 week mid-sem break.

all in all, i got to visit the Logos Hope as i had wished for.
trying to look on the bright side.
oh well

quickly go back.

i'm tired of trying to speak in mandarin all day.
when every word of it never get its message across to be fully understood.

i'm tired of trying to speak it,
that every word and pronunciation comes out as mumbles.

and i'm tired of speaking in bahasa as i still can't talk in a straight sentence without a pause at almost every word.

and i seriously need to remember more spanish sentences other than ¿Como estas? and ¡Muy bien!

i wanna go back home quickly so i can just speak a few full english sentences.
i need a break from the 24 hours self language learning.

try speaking some language that you're not so fluent at and you'll feel how frustrated and annoyed when you can't send your message across and you have to even repeat a few times for that.

random wants.

christmas spirits are starting up in me now. and it's only october.

slient night~ holy night~
jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the wayyyy



and so i'm listening to 'wish you a very advance christmas' by IU

very advance indeed. =)
iwannagetsomegrapestoeat hmm

smoch™

i'm so tired walking to and fro today i wanted to type out i'm all 'smoldered' out. (a.k.a tired out)

i ended up writing ' i'm smoched '.

an hour later, i googled for 'smoched' and all i get is 'smooched'


so i guess 'smoch' is belongs to sarah tan mei yin now. ehehe

i declare smoch ™ created by sarah tan. nyah hah

i just got up like awhile ago...

...and there's so much misunderstanding going on once i opened my eyes.

can this people pass that message properly?
geez



breathe in breathe out.


never in my life that i so wish people to drop dead at such early in the morning.

LOA much? nope.

it's a stuffy night

yeah, it's a stuffy night.

iwannasaysomuchthingsbutidon'tknowhowtoputitinwords.
frustrations on irresponsible people is so not worth it. period.

its gonna be a feast

starting the after mid-term break there's gonna be a 'feast'.

i'm not sure if 8 people could fit into a single 4 person room for dinner but i think we'll manage lol

it was suppose to be 4 person, then it became 6 and now 8? @@
then we'll all learn how to cook for 8 persons portion of food. i have no idea, but when at home, my mom puts 3 1/2 cups of rice for 5 persons. but here, we had like, 1 cup per person. omg
and imagine we counting 8 cups of rice every dinner. did we became hungrier ever since we came back here? lol
i might've lost count of the amount of cups whenever its my turn to cook rice. imagine 8 cups. ahaha

'nyway i'm sure it's gonna be fun. =)

but canned foods are so limited. if only they had ready made pasta and spaghetti in cans as well as ready cooked vegetables in cans.

never learn

i will never learn how to suppress facial expressions
whether it's good or bad
if you get offended cause i showed a 'f-up' face to you
bear it.
cause you just did something that really wants me to punch you in the face.
tyvm

rude much?

mashed potatoes

i.made.mashed.potatoes!

for a saturday brunch.


roommates decided on egg sandwich and mushroom soup for a saturday brunch last night. we had potatoes for mash potatoes because i mentioned about it last week and we kind had a mis-communication. they thought i know how to make one and i thought one of them knows to to make one. in the end, no one knows how to make it. lol

and so i tried it out by referring it thru the internet.

mashed potatoes comes out nicely, but i guess there's a 'lil too much salt and i didn't mixed it properly since some parts are salty, peppery, and mayo-ie.

overall, it's a yum. hehe


but it's not as nice as the one i ate over at mary-ruth's.

it looks abit like this, yellowy and mushy

makesyouwannacareforyourkidney.

went to the Hospital Tengku Afuan Afzan (i have no idea how the last two words suppose to spelled out) or known as HTAA for a quick trip on about dialysis.

i remember the last time i stepped onto a dialysis center was for an Interact project on visiting Good Samaritan home and the nearby Rotary club's dialysis center for painting and cleaning.

it was suppose for a biomaterial subjects regarding the materials used in those dialysis machine and tubes that's compatible for blood without giving any complications. boring much? lol

but we ended up learning more to medical and patient's conditions.

seeing those patients coming in for their regular 3 times treatment in a week and having their neck, arms or thighs got injected with tubes really makes you wanna think more about your kidney.

worse, i saw 2 women who came for their treatment on the afternoon shift had 2 tubes labeled with red and blue attached to their neck protruding out only to have it covered with rolls of gauze in order to hide and keep it clean. imagine going everywhere, doing everything with that tubes protruding out. scary. not to mention disturbing too.

and most had those big 'growth' thing on their arms because they tend to want to have the needles poked in on the same spot at every treatment as the pain will decrease in every insertion. that's why there's this big 'growth' on their arms.

one man had it on his biceps and i seriously thought he had such big muscle, and thinking why would someone with muscle and healthy would need a dialysis treatment. lol

i even witness a blood spurting moment when the nurse injected the needle into a woman's arm. the blood flow was to fast and it spurt out quite a few loads of drops of blood.

take care of your kidney.

night =)

i'm no veggie

since last week was the Nine Emperor Gods prayers.
that's according to my roommate.
i doesn't know how to pray, when to pray, what day is what festival and whatsoever.

since she's praying, so every year she'll go vege for 9 days this time.
and since we're coking rice to eat together we can't really eat/have/cook meat cause then she'll have to cook in another different pot which will be very mafan.

in the end, all of us go vege. for dinner.
i've been having fully vege dinner since last friday till today.
lunch too i guess cause i rarely take lunch unless you count having biscuits and junks since i don't have much time for lunch.
i don't take breakfast as i usually got up like 30mins before class starts. wait. but it'll be 15mins before its time to walk out to class. 15mins before class that's it. heh


i misses chicken. and pork. =D
p/s: i had crab balls today for lunch nyeh heh


iwannagobackhomenotformeatbutforcomfort.

iamstupidsowhat

a friend gave a cold shoulder today in the lab.
the replies i get when i asked questions yesterday in FB too, was cold.

is it that she's having problems so she can't response well?
or is it that she's just all of the sudden emo-ing that she gave short replies?
or is it that i tell my last semester's results yesterday and it's not even one of highest?
or then after that i seem not smart enough to be your friend anymore?

maybe arrogance is not the answer so i am opting for the first.

time shall tell me the answer.

if the last maybe is the reason, i might not be the only stupid one cause who in the world is stupid enough to dip the whole pipette head into the solution while pipetting and to hold it with the solution still in the pipet tip at 90 degrees enough for it to flow into the instrument? a stupid person who doesn't know how to take care and use the instrument. thus failing practical.


hell yeah i'm jealous of top scorers

p/s: gave a told-off to someone today for throwing the attendance papers to me instead of passing it. (we're just side by side). such satisfaction. she's so rude all the time she deserves a lesson.

i'm an oldhag

hoh.
i can't believe she gave me the arrogant face when i asked her a question.
it's as though i'm annoying her.
who's annoying who now?
use my stuffs as though it's yours.
i don't bother about that but she's really making my kettle dying.
she boils the water and then leave it for no apparent use
and then few hours later, she boils it again.
(and yet she told me that boiling the same water twice is not good for the body)
and she needs it more than me.
which shows that when she uses it in the morning, afternoon, mid-noon, evening,dinner, supper, midnight hunger strike, anytime.
i only use it like once a day.
i have never ever met a person with such thick skin.

'nyway that's the only unbearable thing. thank goodness.


no use complaining. i shall just go with the flow. geez (i made myself sound like some stingy oldhag)

random rants again cause i'm ratty.

i realised i've turned into a very 'chatty' grandma.
i will keep on talking about whatevers and mostly about nothing that makes no sense. i mostly do this in the room with my roommates. i think it's a habit.

i wish i could just go back to being quiet and have nothing to say or to not speak any thing that went across my mind.

you might think that being able to have conversation with other people is a good thing. but if you keep ratting on about anything, nonsense mostly, people will really get annoyed. i myself will get annoyed too. if i'm getting annoyed by hearing myself ratting on about nonsense, i'm pretty sure others are as well.

maybe it's due to fear that no one will bother about me that's why i'm making so much noise to let them know i'm there? == aihh


i shall stop posting posts with words. will try using more pictures soon i guess. i myself is getting bored of my own blog being all wordy. (cause i can't be ratty 24 hours so i 'rat' here)
a boring, boring blog.

byeee

p/s: i have no idea if 'ratting' was correct. it somehow came up into my mind to substitute words for 'chatty'. oh well..
pp/s: i would love to master touch-typing now seeing that my laptop keyboard have been put with the keyboard protector and i can't even get to see the keys clearly in the dark.

funneh it seems.

i caught a person rolled eyes at me from the side of my eyes.
oh nohhh did i seem irritated? neh eh. no way.
so what? i find it funny to witness it LIVE.



plus, why does people like to assume other people's things that they borrowed are theirs and will use it according to their desire? aih. whatever.

minority.

everyone knows this.

being a minority means discrimination and being a scape goat.


what disgust me was the majority made the minority as a scape goat.
and plus, the person who nearly drowned me in the waterfall when i tried to save us never learn her lesson.
i am proudly announcing that i am very gleefully glad that her wants for a scape goat to save herself had been backfired.
and so the same to the rest of the people that involved.
your selfishness in the community is not appreciated.

p/s: i'm not the scape goat. but as a fellow friend, i LOATHE seeing this.

it's Arthur's Day today.
a toast to the majority.






















majority my arse.

it's coming, it's coming.

i'm feeling it.
the busyness, the adrenaline.
it's coming.

aiyaaaa
it means quizzes and test and assignments and group works are all coming at one go now.

plus, i might be helping out for another badminton competition again. (i don't mind though. nyeh heh) though i might said i like it now, you just wait, in another few more weeks, i'll post about the lack of sleep and stress and who knows what. this game will be abit bigger than the Piala NC.


and BTW, in the first week, i've learnt how to repair/do computer cables. HEH
anyone having problem with their LAN wires? lemme repair it for you. lols
that's what you got for having 2 computer course students as roommates.
they opened up a business by selling computer cable wires to first years and i ended up learning how to do it to help them since they don't have enough people to do it. and so instead of just hanging around taking orders and cutting out the cable lengths, they taught me and let me do it eventhough i did LOADS of mistakes.

and so after many cable head replacements that cost rm1 each (actually it's about 50 cents each in the shop) i could do (so far) without errors anymore. only finishing a few minutes slower than them.

so i proudly present the computer cable that had made our fingers feeling raw and senseless for the past week.

tada!

the cable heads that needs loads of pushing to make it intact

the cable in the pic's not one of my work. mine was somewhere given to people or in the pile of cables in the box. but it's still the same anyway.

ahhh i'm so proud of myself. i think i shall report this back home to my parents. lol
i could just hear them saying "so what? ask you go study you go play" aihhh their way of saying i'm proud of you.


bye.
have to go do whatever needs to do. it seems like there's alot. ohno.

what a night.

tonight's time seems to fly by so fast i have no idea that from the last time i looked at the clock at 7.30pm and then suddenly it turned to 10 plus pm.
as usual, my roommates decided to cook rice for dinner and we didn't cook enough for 4 so we cooked mee sua. after all those cooking and washing, the floor was swept and mopped.

but then since the mop was quite um..advanced, the top plastic handle came off when my new roommate was twisting it and cut her wrist. well..not wrist but it's almost near the wrist.
loads of blood oozed out and we kinda panicked for a bit. lol

alot of panicky orders are made like "quickly go wash your hand!" "give me tissue give me tissue!" "press the wrist press the wrist."
the weird thing that i just noticed was instead of making her sit or lie down, we stand right outside of the room door for quite sometime holding her arm up while waiting for the blood to stop flowing.

then the drama begins. lol (it's not suppose to be funny but now that i think about it again, omg 5 people trying to do first aid in one go. haha)

she said she's feeling nauseous and i didn't hear. but i heard my another roommate telling me to bring my bucket and i did as told. i thought its to let the blood drip into it instead onto the floor and so i put it below her elbow. my roommate was bewildered and ask what was i doing as the bucket is for the oncoming vomit. ahaha

as she lay down after sitting, 2 of our floor neighbors a.k.a. friends, haha came in and ask what happened and then the first aid kit was brought in. the funny thing is all the first aid class that we took during semester 1 was totally forgotten. i even ended up Google-ing for 'first aid on deep cuts.'

one dabbed dettol on her wound, another (which is me) getting ready with the gauze. when i was wrapping the gauze on her wrist, the cotton that protected the wound moved and all of us screamed. LOL then i realised that we forgot to stick the surgical tape on the cotton. i got all urgent and unconsciously put the gauze on the floor to take the tape from my closet. all of them was scolding me because i left it on the floor which it will be less clean even when we already mopped it. i think the floor's dirty too. i did it for 2 times each time with the gauze and the cotton. omg, their reaction was so bewildered i cannot tahan. hahah

my roommate was on the verge of crying because of the stinging pain from the dettol and we're trying to talk nonsense and joking around to make the environment abit better.

the funny part was when all 5 people trying to do something at the same time.
one holding the scissors ready to cut anything
one holding the forceps dabbing the wrist with dettol
one holding the gauze ready to wrap the wrist
one holding the blood soaked (almost) tissue
one waiting to help if there's anything.

all 5 for a first aid. haha

i just hope there's nothing wrong with our first aid when she went to see the doctor tomorrow. hopefully no infection. not after the stinging dettol rite?

all of them said i'm the most panicky one. oh well... lols
i still think i like emergency rescue course better. there's one offered in ukm or upm i have no idea. but i tak layakkkk T_T owh nevermindddd

whatde..

sigh.

i really don't like females eventhough i'm one. geez.
just a bit tiny thing they wanna make a fuss out of it.

wa si chin cia beh tahan ka ai si liao.

and no it's not about my roommates.
and yay! my ex roommates coing next week for a program! lalalala~

homesick

i have a high forehead.
i wish to write
"i have a nice head. so stop stepping on mine and why don't you go and step on yours instead"

i realised i've changed alot. a total 180 degrees.
it's not the change that i wanted and liked.
i'm becoming a cold heartless person.

all of these make me miss
HOME.

sighhhhh

if only i could say
"the world doesn't revolves around you for pete's sake"
straight to the person's face.

want people to follow your wish and wants
grow up will ya you selfish fella.

sorry but i have the urge to throw the apple on my hand at anyone's face rite now.

i hate it over here before and i will again.

today.

yeshhhhh
i didn't fell asleep in class. (since i said it now, i might do it in the next class == )

it's the second and i noticed a few things if you're living with a senior. my 2 year roommate had been shifted to another campus and so we have a new one. i miss her. come back! T_T

'nyway..i realised that me and her have a total contrast. i get up about 30mins past my alarm, she got up earlier than anyone else. the first thing i do to when i come out of the shower was to switch on my laptop and log in to FB or watch some bit/few mins of drama and the first thing for her is to read the news. (seriously i haven't even read 1 bit of news since the morning. (no i'm not bitching if you're thinking, i find it amusing cause compared with my previous roommate who watches dramas and variety shows online whenever she's free. ehehe so do the all of us.

plus, i haven't seen any, ANY form of entertainment that she watch yet. except FB. i'm not stalking la~ she sat beside me and i can see it whenever i turned my head or wanted to go out from the room.

oh well. i shall just go study and whatevers. dang it the uni's internet's been really sucky.
byee

no way.

i'm over at where i'm suppose to be after sem break. *sigh*

fingers are raw now because of much pulling and dragging across internet LAN cabel wires. roommate turned businesswoman, thank me now. lol

i hate first day to class. i have spanish class tomorrow and that means another 'introduce yourself' again. i'm so not in the mood to do it again for the 22nd year in a row.

it's gonna be 2AM now. feeling sleepy and i think i'm going to be late to class. haha

oh well, night.

it's wednesday.
i can't find my headphone case.

oh no.

i'm steadily panicking.
it'e already wednesday and i think there's still loads of stuffs that i need to pack clean etc etc etc (because i have no idea what's that etc anyway)

bag's packed.
clothes check.
stationaries check.
daily usage things (?) check.
shampoo check.
food? lol check.
books check
printer check.

and i still think there's stuff that i forgot pack or cleaned.

oh shit. i'm panicking again. ==

counting days and disappointment

6 days left back to the jungle.

plus, 2PM's Asia Tour date to Malaysia had been changed to the 25th of November. a FRIDAY.
stupid lab class at 3pm, i can't skip. why can't they just put it at 8am instead? my friday's are all empty except that 3pm class. geez
bye going-to-be-first-time-ever-concert, byeeee

sigh, this is depressing.

of archery, ice skating and muscle pain.

hey, it's September!

wasting Rm31 fee for ice skating is worth it. that is, if you ended up skating around without the need to hang on to the sides.

i learnt how to skate by myself after hanging on to my much more better skater friend for a few minutes.
oh the joy of being able to skate in between peoples. hahah =DD
however, skating alone means falling down and getting up by yourself too.
i fell down twice, hard, while trying to finish a lap alone and a couple more times more with bringing down together with my friend. hehe i fall, you're coming with me. HAHAHAHA

archery was fun. well, if you count out those over-exciting workers who seemed to be so happy seeing 7 girls coming in. i mean, i might be wrong but aihh can't they just stand at their post and just mind their own business after helping us with all those arrows and bows? well, thanks for their help anyway with those photo takings but do they need to like over doing it by jumping into the target range while we're playing? do they wanna die by hitting from an arrow?? geez.

'nyway, ice skating took those out and i could stay there whole day, i don't even care. hah

ice-skate as a talent yipeee~ lol

(sorry, too excited.)

oh yea, i'm glad that i could meet up with the gang from Form 5. i've never seen 2 people for like 5 years already and the rest is like 1 year ago. =)
i'll be more happy if i get to meet everyone from school.

us.

happily posing, trying not to slip while standing

i present to you, Huey Fern, my skating partner.
we're holding hands because i'm in danger of slipping of to somewhere

p/s: no cameras allowed in the ring but...oh well.

new?

was suppose to be out with peili and mima today.


do you know that you need to get your another new IC after 18? now you do. or maybe i'm the last to know. i did mine today. another ugly IC picture coming up.


btw, (geez) just less than a week i had this conversation with nicole, about skirts/dress that we will never wear UNLESS WE HAVE TO. yea well.. i bought one. today.

i don't know why.

but it's for next year's CNY. EFFICIENT HUH? lol
it's like more than half a year's away.
nyahhhh reason's cause i won't be back for christmas holidays because i don't have one.
imagine no baubles and christmas trees sight seeing this december. aih

'nyway bye.

no other

there's no other you in the world.

3 years.

3 years more and i shall wait!

haha

hmph.

did you just see a spider on my shoulder?
i have cobwebs all over me.
i'm just tooo bored at home.

and IO's project? no chance. i think we got it. but they changed the date. none of my group (us actually) members' wanted to go with it any longer because 3rd year's gonna be very busy especially with all the FYP project and finiding places for industrial training.
so i guess its gonna be abandoned.

byebye maldives. byebye dreamed voluntary work.

excuse me while i go find one rich old man to take me to maldives.
i'd rather not go.

hmph.

*edited*
once i clicked 'publish post' here comes out 'Maldives: 70% off!' ad. DANG IT.

i'm thinking...fashion?

G.NA from 'Black & White'
taken from here

okay. don't get shock.

how if i decided to start wearing like that?
ignore the boots.
i mean the t-shirt and the short shorts.
eyh?

how?
how?
how?


i like this too.
== weird. this is like the first ever heels i like.
maybe cause it's pastel =D
taken from here under 'shoes'

i'm still tempted to wear short shorts cause i think it might make me look taller? lol
seriously. really. i think it might. but my legs are so fattttttttttt ==
i want the t-shirt.

i started looking things like clothes and hoodies online now. omg.

taken from here
hoodie from SPAO

nyahhhhhh i wantt

p/s: i'm afraid of being a shopaholic.

G.NA 'Black and White'

current addiction. =)

black black black. white?
black black black. white?

hee~

of cereals and SOPs

this was suppose to be last week's news but i kinda lazy to do whatever in the net and so here goes.

BTW, SOP stands for 'Standard Operating Procedure'.
If you have taken the Laboratory Safety subject or anything related to the safety of your workplace subject you might somehow come to about SOPs and ISO (you know, the ones where some companies boasts about their ISO status and such).
I actually learned those. good heavens.

'nyway,

one Saturday,

i'm hungry because got up at 1pm (yes, cannot ar? lol) and i'm taking brunch.
i told my dad the night before that i don't want breakfast cause i rarely take one.
somehow i went hungry and i want to eat cereal.

*took out Honeystars and poured it all in the bowl*

lets see. the bowl is about like this : so i basically poured it till the brim.

my dad came in,

dad: wah! girl ah, you must be crazy la. where got people pour until that much wan? for cereal you must pour until this much only la. *he pointed to the level on the bowl to about only 1/4 of it*
me: where got? so little only. sumore the honeystars almost finished so i poured all la.
(then i commented on his assumption.)
: where got people put until so little wan?

my mom came into the kitchen.

dad: you look, you look what your daughter did. you see, where got people eat until like that wan.
mom: *give my dad a look* haiya let people eat la! *laugh laugh*
dad: must at least got ratio wan mah. 1:1. this wan already 2:1 already! (2 is to cereal, 1 is to milk)
so i quickly ran off with my bowl as my dad heads out to the living room.

dad: eating cereal also must got SOP wan mah!

me: *=='' SOP.. just because he did his ISO for his company he's full of SOP.*

my dad and his sudden exclamation of SOPs on a saturday afternoon.

****-ing angry

damn you era of merajuk-ing!

i've had it.
i'm done.
go to **** you people who thinks merajuk is the only way to express yourself.

i've had it in school.
i've had it in uni.
i've had it everywhere else.
enough!

these idiotic bastards thinks that by merajuk-ing, everyone will follow what they want.
well SOHREEEE idiots.
get a life you effing pampered gits.

merajuk
merajuk
merajuk.

i've had it enough of this nonsense in uni to last me a lifetime. another one here i shall go kill every people who thinks the world revolves around them by merajuk-ing.
merajuk. and they think people owes them their life.
then later 'peace offering' by the not merajuk-ed person. to hell you go.

i try merajuk at these people and see what they think.
i'm so sure i'll get these stupid reactions like 'don't be so childish can?' or 'get a grip'
i shall give them the world's biggest mirror on their next birthday. that's if they're not too stupid to take the hint.

f-off you blardy merajuk obsessive people.

weird.

i'm wearing it now.
it's so uncomfortable. is this how those people wear it and enduring the uncomfortable-ness for a whole day?

it feels like there's this eyelash that stuck to the upper eye lid and refuse to come down. my vision's quite blur on my right eye. i'm not sure if i even put it on right.

my eye blinks so much when i tried to put it on. it must have blink the most compared to the other days.

i look weird. maybe my face is the 'spectacle face', you know, where the specs 'blend' in with my face to look nice. (wha-?)
i just realised my face is FLAT. no shape. soooo unattractive. lol

fyi, i can ALMOST finish playing Tong Hua alreadyyyy~ ehehehe.
note: the right side ONLY.

and
and
and

and some other songs that i've been trying but gave up for awhile because it doesn't sound right when i hit the keys over and over again till i got abit frustrated and went back to the only song i can play. i.e Tong Hua.
i mastered the 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star'. okayyyyyyy

what's this rambling i had no idea. i prefer specs.

piano.

i decided to learn playing piano myself again after abandoning it since form 4.
(fyi, i never had any piano classes before. note the self-learning)

all i basically did was print out music sheets and write down the notes on it as i can't directly read piano scores and just hit the keys according to what i wrote.

and no. i don't have a piano or a keyboard at home. i played using the virtual keyboard online.

this is call a desperate measure to learn to play the piano.

i can never master to play both hands at the same time and i can only play the right hand. heee

i wanted to play the guitar too but i can't find any ways to learn it myself since i find the chords and etcs are hard to read and understand. but i still wanna tryyy =(

i wish.

dad: i wonder if we called to Ah Lan (my aunt apparently) in Australia to let her stay for 2 months just to spend her holidays how ah?
mom: oh ya hor. can also. fly her there to stay with the family and go touring around melbourne better than staying here do nothing.

this goes on for 2 days and then be forgotten.
nevermind. i shall just enjoyed the fact that they did think about it.
i'm not so close with my cousins in melbourne cause we don't keep in touch that often.

if not, i'm already there now and this blog and facebook will be willingly forgotten for the next 2 months. lols

i do really hope that the answer from IO comes faster.

nyeh heh

i.got.contacts.yipeee.

maybe not.

maybe i should.

okay.
this.
will.
be.
the.
most.
worst.
day.
ever.
in.
my.
whole.
life.

i mean, who goes to work one day and then quits?
yours truly.

it's not my fault.
the job requires really flexible people
plus,
owns a car.

i can't and i have to be in 2 places in one day.
i love the work.
it's fun.
really.
if i'm allowed to drive, i will go back tomorrow to continue my work.
if i'm allowed to drive or have transport, i will really go make more friends.
i will even disturb all those primary kids that want to bully me.

anyhow, i ended finishing my first day and then not going back tomorrow.
i'm not saying i like it.
i don't wanna stay at home at all.
geezs. what am i going to do tomorrow?
sleep?
this is pathetic man..

i'm going to miss the little girl whom i befriended with and that small boy who played me out by giving me his timetable instead of his attendance card. i pulled his ear. XD

bye nice work place.

shall i write a journey about this?

it's wednesday now.

dad's here bye.

idontfeelgood.

tomorrow.
aigoo.
nevermind la.
results ah, please come out already.
i can't stand hoping for approval.
aihh

omitofuo popi popi. aigoo

Dia starts to come into mind again suddenly. huh?
i guess its a sign to get myself really busy now.
no no no no no go away. go go

itssundayandi'mrambling.

i'm still not employed 'cause
1. no one wants a 2 months only staff.
2. i don't know mandarin.
3.yep.

typical. iwanttosaymoresarcasticthingsaboutnumbertwobutithinkishallletitgoandonlydoitinmyheadthankyou.

went to do some 'eye check' cause i suspect i'm going blind. hah
no power increase, astigmatism did increase abit.
somehow, with being having astigmatism feels like someone with a disorder.
wanting to get contacts. hehe
but its so troublesome that i somehow found out that i need two separate boxes of different lenses of power. geezs.
nevermind.

my tau meng.

got a hair cut. was looking forward to anyway 'cause my hair's colour starting to 'bleach'.

it's black. then it's brown. and its starting to threaten to go white.
i don't mind it being brown =p (so i dont have to even consider on the hair dye job.)
or maybe i'm getting old. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
P/S: mom found i have a SINGLE strand of white hair. i didn't know. i nearly screamed asking her to pulled it out. okay, maybe not screaming. but it's urgent. meh

no, i don't have the curls i wanted, and no, i didn't do any rebonding. who cares? for your hair, its not really wroth it unless you hair's dying.

the thing is, the auntie seems to be enjoying to cut my hair till that the supposed hair 'trim' turned to...well another new hair style.
the 2 inch shorter that i expect to see ended up being 5 inches. okay, maybe four. or maybe, till the part that i can't tie it up 'nymore.

and i'm not lying to the whole class when i said i have had more than 100 hair styles to date during presentation. all because of over cutting of hair. hmph.

0.01 degree drop.

results out.

i'm not called 'mei yin' if my results never try to drop and gain backed up and drop again.


my results are like an enzyme kinetics. it goes up(log phase), then becoming static(stationary phase) and then drop drastically(death phase). ain't that a brilliant way to have different types of results huh?

i guess studying too much does no good too. or maybe not.

that first thing came into mind was, "i'm deciding to be otaku next semester. don't bother calling me, texting me, or IM me."

nyah. iambored.

i am bored.

Nice Guys by Ryan Higa and Kevjumba and Chester See

it have a nice melody ^^

"nice guys finish last~"

'nyway, too macho guys should finish last in the end. beh tahan. ehehehe