youth is where you do and act things on your own.
there is no such thing as going on a trip together.
the day will come.
the day will come when none is
"scared because they talk in different language than us"
"people will abduct us"
"very expensive"
"have commitment"
"being like a tortoise under a coconut shell"

does no one understands the meaning of saving up?

work and no play

work has been well, very bad now.
can't believe 1 year ago i was all happy and naive.
got used and bullied and still smiling and laughing around.
then one pinpoint all those sore parts that i felt and forgot before.
and realised, those sore parts is not something that simple
this is how community changes a person
this is how work politics changes a person.

i enjoyed my work.
i enjoyed participating in production.
i enjoyed being in a place where everyday is an 'adventure'.
only these few rotten mites ruining the whole picture.

like i have had said many times and still not doing it
when i'm going crazy and on the verge of exploding into insanity,
i shall book a flight to anywhere in the world
and have a really long holiday.