31st December

It's Sook Yee's birthday today! And, it also means 1 more day to go for me to start working.

Love ya

My Christmas present from Mary-Ruth. Yum-mi! Ahh..together with the sweetest Christmas card. ^^

Random-ing

These are Sarah and Zoe. Cute aren't they? I wonder if they've grow up. Okay my internet's broke. I'm using dail-up by the way. I'm posting using my phone. Heh and so, Merry Christmas to everyone in advance from me. Have a happy Christmas. =)

Finally!

Yep. I've finally finished sorting out everything after weeks since school ended. And these are going to start collecting dust until i found a place to put it. If you read Pei Chen's previous post about she wanting to give away her books, it's obvious my stuff here is more then hers, well, papers mostly. I have more papers than Pei Chen! Ha ha ha..

Cleaning

This is mainly the whole stack of papers used up for 1 and a half years. It needed 5 Tescos plastic bags. why Tesco? cause the plastic bag's white and so i don't have to see the contents inside. Imagine how many trees that have been used up.

Sticky

It's the time of the year again. Yum!

oh yeah, oh yeah~

dance people, dance! haha
i can't help it but, guess what? i got a joobb~ (sing-songy voice) haha XD
i'm starting next year and it's in a kindergarten. fuh.
imagine. me being a assistant teacher in a kindergarten. so wrong. haha
ehem hem. i will not make the children suffer. i guess they would make me. like the principle said to me, "you must also try not to be too nice so that they won't go above you" (something like that) and that statement sounds very familiar. hmm.. i experienced it a whole loads of times already anyway. heh
anyone want to teman me? heh

oh yeah, oh yeah~ =p

heh. it's twilight again

i'm getting over it any how. just thought these are some quotes that's meant to be remembered. i guess. haha
by the way, if you haven't watch it, the vampires in this movie have abilities like spiderman or superman. the only thing is that they can't fly.

(when after Bella almost got hit by a truck)
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] How did you get over to me so fast?
Edward Cullen: [to Bella] I was standing right next to you, Bella.
Isabella Swan: No. You were next to your car, across the lot.
Edward Cullen: No, I wasn't.
Isabella Swan: Yes, you were.
Edward Cullen: Bella, you hit your head. I think you're confused.
Isabella Swan: I know what I saw.
Edward Cullen: And what exactly was that?
Isabella Swan: You stopped the van. You pushed it away with you hand.
Edward Cullen: Well, nobody's going to believe you.
Isabella Swan: I wasn't going to tell anybody. I just need to know the truth.
Edward Cullen: Can't you just thank me and get over it?
Isabella Swan: Thank you.
Edward Cullen: You're not going to let this go, are you?
Isabella Swan: No.
Edward Cullen: Well then I hope you enjoy disappointment.

the last dialog is quite funny. so are these:

(when they're on a trip to some botanical garden)
Isabella Swan: Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?
Edward Cullen: Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it.

and these:

Isabella Swan: Look, You gotta give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: Yes. No. To get to the other side. 1.77245...
Isabella Swan: I don't need the square root of pi.
Edward Cullen: You knew that?

lastly for any brave girl who want to follow this. XD

Edward Cullen: I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.
Isabella Swan: Then don't.

i got these from http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1099212/quotes if you wanna check it out. but it's best still if you do watch it. =p

Twilight

i know that there are a lot of blogs that posted about Twilight too. but theirs are more likea fan or something. mine's just because i think it deserves to be mentioned out. guess what? this vampire romance movie is quite good. well, for the people who feel like wanting to be in love la. but it's quite nice for others as well. it's full of romance, action packed, heart-stopping moments nad a hint of comedy. romance is where Bella and Edward being together doing all those boyfriend-girlfriend stuff, the i'll-make-sure-that-you're-safe-from-the-evil-vampire stuff and the first-time-i-see-you-my-heart-lub-dup-lub-dup stuff (Cergas and Gigih will understand this) =P
it's almost 70% of romance in there. heh.
okay, i know i'm bad in reviewing stuff and it sounded boring and all, but this movie's very nice. VERY. i mean it. go watch it if you can. unless you're not a real romantic person, then i suggest don't. heh heh. i'm just kidding.

oh yeah, when there's this kissing part going on, all the girls (exclude me. serious) start giggling so much. i don't know why. check it out. if you got the right crowd, focus on the part where Edward try to kiss Bella for the first time in her bedroom. you'll hear some giggling.
i think they're shy~ haha XD

silly-ness

the missing pangs strikes me again. 2 weeks seemed such a long time. i've just met some of my classmates this past weeks and also today. but there's something different about seeing them again after 2 weeks. maybe because we're not wearing school uniforms? maybe there's something missing. there's this schoolmate who i saw recently didn't really give any response with a 'hi' and i feel it's like going to be one of the usual schoolmate-to-hi-bye friends. this schoolmate is one of the good kind of friend that you wouldn't want to forget in a hurry. oh well, i guess my schoolmate is quite busy or maybe feel kekok after long time not meeting each other. everyone have their very own good reasons. =)
i know that this is stupid but there's this one annoying thing that refused to go away from me. many people would have said 'let go la. forget it' but i refused. i don't know why am i still wanting to hold on to it when i knew perfectly well that i'm holding on to the thing that will never ever happen. and i like to think of this; maybe the other party would have the same thoughts too? and sadly, that particular party might have let go of it too. i can't seemed to move on huh? and it's really annoying that whenever that party's name being mentioned out, my insides seemed to squirmed, the heart leaped and there's butterflies in the stomach. gosh. i might get sick. can't i get over it? and sometimes i see a thing related to that party, the party's name will flash across my mind. don't tell me that i'm too obsessed with that person. if i am, then it's so eww.. but i've checked with one of my closest friends. i'm practically normal. fuh. hopefully...
maybe i'll try to let go? i'm not sure. maybe i'll be so stubborn that i won't? maybes and uncertainties. it's one stupid thing to spend my time pondering about all these, but i can't help it. i know that i'm wasting time, but i feel if i spend more time on it, i could think more clearly about it. but the more i think, the more i got all confused and mixed up. if only i've got the answer. if only i've done it. but i guess i'm just being an annoying
git again thinking all those positive stuff, on everything that what i want will happen if i do it that time.
you know, when i read everything all over again on what i just wrote, suddenly it sounded real stupid, annoying, LOA and that my brain's all clogged up that i can't think straight. and it also sounded like i'm lost, beating around the bush, go all merry-go-round-ish kind of story. what i want huh? i know what i want; but i just couldn't do anything about it. and i kinda wish that that party knows about it all. but it's total impossible.
suddenly i feel so obsessed and scary.

pardon me for using loads of 'stupid' but i can't seemed to find any suitable word.
anyone's free to roll their eyes. cause i know i'm being helpless again.
a smack in the head for me. anyone?
p/s: i'm only going like this when i'm alone. =) no worries. i'm not going out of my head except when i'm high. heh heh. and oh, pei chen, thanks for driving me around bukit tinggi today. i really appreciate it. =)

Us

look what i've found.

It says mimaland. =)

this is for pei chen

i saw WPL number plate for almost 10 times in 3 days while holidaying. can you believe it? imagine..WPL flashes across your mind everytime you see the number plate. haha noo.. i'm not that bad 'kay? and WPL doesn't flash across my mind at all.
and while having breakfast in a rest area, i saw PAU everywhere. left, right, front and back. there seems to be more people liking pau this year. usually i see noodles and rice everywhere. but not this year. XD
jealous, pei chen?

i saw a shooting star!

on the second night, 13th december, 12.10am.
i saw a shooting star from the hotel room window. fuh. i waited for more but it never does appear after that.

of strawberries, scones and tea

the air in Camerons now is quite dusty and not-so-fresh as it used to. but since it's a raining month and it rained the first day i went there, the air is quite cold and the next few days the weather remained okay okay cause it's cloudy there.
there's this beetle that we caught and put in a cup together with some tissues in it and we leave it overnight. and the next morning, what i saw in the cup is shredded tissue paper. and so i think it's like this; beetle + tissue paper = shredding machine.

did you know?
1. that scones are best eaten when it's hot?
2. that most people living in Camerons do not eat strawberries?
3. that Sarah drank hot tea, milo and coffee for 3 consecutive days, she's in need of cold water? hah. joking ni.

another day gone

the rain has just stopped. and i just went for CU party in taman rakyat in the morning. not many people were there but it's still fun anyway. captain ball-on-the-ground was fun.
and oh, i've cleared my papers and books away today. um, not exactly away as in got everything sorted out according to its subjects and everything but i just stacked all those papers together and stuffed them into a plastic bag and put it on the couch.
oh, one funny thing came across my mind though. there's once when kumanan, brian, joe and yong shien asked Pn. Elizabeth on what's her reaction when there's a guy who like her for so long, being so true to his heart for not changing his feelings towards her over the years and one fine day he told her that he like her. ahaha...her answer was quite devastating, "i'll tell the guy to move on and get a life." wah...no comment. i was sitting there with elaine going (eh?) and thinking, ' i won't say that. if i do have feelings for him then i will be so glad and if i don't then we'll be friends and i will never say that kind of words to him.' haha...her answer's kinda harsh, no?
i wonder if there's people out there will say the exact same words as she does? maybe cause she's married. hmmm...

p/s! : Badminton's next Friday afternoon! please do try to find time to come and have fun while you can. everyone's invited. will be so glad if everyone can make it. =)

slacking off

just to kill time while waiting for pei chen. =)
you know, my previous post where i mentioned the things that i want to do, well...i didn't do anything yet except finding time to hang out with friends. i'm just being so lazy to open the newspaper or go online to find any vacancy. so useless huh?
i just remembered this, i was korek-ing my drawer where i put all my school pictures and everything and i came across 3 letters sent by Calesta. i didn't reply her mails and she sounded desperate in her mail wanting to keep in contact with me and sze lyn. sorry, Calesta. oh wait, maybe i should give some explanation. haha.. 6 years worth of explanation. um...i think it's because i don't know how to send e-mails yet or um..it's hard for me to ask my parents to go to the post office and send the letters cause they're busy. i wonder if my explanation's worth 6 years. heh
you know what, never ever ask me to let you see my standard 1 to form 2 pictures. i'll never forgive you. nah..haha i look so old fashioned. fuh. i prefer now. maybe. haha
i haven't clear up all my books and papers yet. anyone same as me?
maybe i should use up my remaining holidays learning japanese that i've forgotten. my hiraganas and katakanas are long gone from my head. anata wakarimashita ka? (do you understand?) i can't believe i go gaga over korean and japanese thingys last time. oh hey, the japanese version of Hana-Kimi is way~ much more better then the taiwanese version.
do you realise?, that korean shows are always about dying, suffering, love, heartbroken, evil stepmother and reuniting? and japanese shows are always about joy, strength, semangat, humor, and hope. so opposite. that's from my point of view la.

shivering

it rained the whole day today. cold and wet. fuh! my fingers and toes are so cold. but i'm lovin' it. i wonder if now i'm in Camerons how weather's going to be? wah...super cold! December's gonna end soon and suddenly i feel there's so much things to do.

1. find work
2. find for scholarships
3. find for courses in uni and the one that i could get
4. find time to hang out with friends. it seems there's no more time to play badminton anymore cause everyone's busy with work and everything.

i got the urge to go drink Milo now.
Milo! here i come~ heh heh

skip this

it's an annoying thing. so you don't have to bother about reading this.
it's been 3 days. i'm feeling emo. i hate emo-ing. not that i like it so much, it's just i can't help being one of it. i still could have fun whenever i want to but then it won't last long. gosh.
it's about Dia. rebecca's going to kill me wei. i'm still confused. i don't know what to think and which to decide. my friend that suggested to wait and see is really going to be frustrated. i'm not sure if i like Dia because of Dia's physical appearance or Dia's personality. i felt like it's half half and sometimes i felt that it's Dia's physical appearance. i kinda um, melted? (this is disgusting) whenever i saw Dia being so caring towards small kids. and there's once Dia's friend said something about Dia that Dia is that kind of a person that doesn't like to play dirty tricks (melting). Dia's a helpful person too.
and so i like Dia because Dia's caring, truthful and helpful?
or i like Dia because Dia's good looking?
help me...
i'm feeling so LOA (lack of attention). please hit me if you saw me. i really need some realization.

The Tales of Beedle The Bard

it's out. yay. hah. i did not know that it's out on the 4th until i saw in the news. i'm going to buy it. i wonder if it's nice? hmm..looks like i have to reread the Deathly Hallows again.

note to self: My sisters, by Ann Roth. gotta buy it. it's about this 3 sisters that was suppose to go back home after their mom died in an accident. but they refuse to go back because of their past.
anyone want to buy it for me as an early birthday present? or Christmas present? haha

knowledge

i forgot to mention this. going to The Cleft i've learned a few things from mary-ruth's dad.
when a place have lichen growing around that means the environment there is not polluted. lichen can't stand polluted area.
and the Marchantia that we learned during bio, is not moss. it's liverwort. so that means we have learned the wrong thing.
and one more thing. "moss-lest"= touching moss in an affectionate way
is that right? cause m-r said that if a person likes to touch moss is a mosslester. in a similar way to molester. and so, when that particular person is doing it, it's called mosslesting. haha XD
actually, moss are nice to touch. they're kind of fluffy. i don't mean from the longkang wan ah.

correction! moss-lest= molest (go check in the dictionary people)
it never does mean touching a moss in an affectionate way. wrong translation by sarah. very paiseh!

of mud, nature and peace

the road to The Cleft was like going for an expedition in the jungle. the road was full of mud due to the rain last night. the road's condition is bumpy and full of holes. i'm not complaining. no... i was excited. it's so fun to be in the 4WD when it goes bumpy, side-to-side, wobbly kind of way. i like it there. the resort like house is huge and beautiful. the scenery? awesome. mary-ruth, i love your favorite spot. i could just sit there all day. heh.
and there's this 2 kittens that is so manja and playful and we named it as sarah and zoe (pei li). by the way.. we think the cat named sarah is a male and zoe's a female. oh well, sarah's a unisex name rite? hah. i think i got attached to them. heh. ah~! so cute! =)
next week: Christian Union farewell party. wanna go ah?.. lazy le.

p/s: tha huei zhai na pian, wo hen kang ka.

too tired out. but it's fun!

yeah! i get to go for badminton today. was suppose to ask dad about it today morning but i overslept and so i called mum. she kinda reluctantly let me but finally gave in. thanks. i guess my dad would allow me too, but he's kinda busy today so i called mum.
not many people came but it's fun all the same. =) so today, we have mary-ruth, mima, rubin, pei chen and me. it's super. we played for 2 hours. my energy has been drained out. haha
oh, i just got permission to do this. related to my 2nd post. the friend who tripped over the raffia string is mary-ruth. heh. the string belonged to pei chen's group for their bio practical and they use green, i think. same colour as the grass. and so i guess she's chasing after a butterfly and she ter-tripped over. (i still chuckles whenever i think of it again. heh *guilt*)
and another one. i hope that i get to go to The Cleft tomorrow.
ah..the holidays. hoping for more outings with friends, badmintons and books. =)

oh wait. there's something wrong with the date. it's one day late. so this post is posted on the 4th not on the 3rd. dunno why..happens to the same thing with my mail and friendster. lazy to find out why by the way. so dunno, don't care. heh heh

tired! but it's really worth it.

yippee! today's the last day of STPM (except for the physics students). i felt sorry for them cause i overheard suk siang saying "1 more day le. cannot wait already. suffering you know."(something like that XD) and so, yeah. last day. no more schooling, more uniforms, no more canteen food, no more white school shoes that goes holey at the end of every schooling year, no more wooden tables and chairs in class and no more classmates turned great friends to joke and laugh with for whole 6 hours straight of classes. and you know what? i don't really feel like it's last day. i got this feeling that i need go back home and study. weird.
and so! the bio classes have their last day 'party' today. super. we all went to Chin Chin Ho restaurant to have our dinner. you know, there's this few restaurants in bukit tinggi that really confuse me. there's Chen Ho Ho and Chen Ho Ho and Chin Chin Ho? i dunno..but i know that the names are some what like this. tell me if i'm wrong. but i know that i'm right some where. heh. it's quite fun having dinner with all of them. like there's once where chier yen, elaine, rubin and i dunno who some more ran after a man selling sweets. i think they call it the 'kok kok' sweet? it's hard, very sweet, and take a long time to 'dissolve'. not my kind of sweet. sorry 'kok kok' sweet fans. =) and so the guys said that the man must be very happy cause there's 5 girls chasing after him. haha. and guess what? the man came back few minutes later maybe hoping that we'll buy again. and~ this girl, C got cha by everyone when this guy P when he went to answer a call. kononnya that she's jealous that he might be talking to a girl. ko lian. don't worry, it's a guy that he's talking to. so C, don't worry. haha..! Xp
and so we went to Baskin's to have ice cream. Cookie's and cream is a yum! must try. but it's so expensive... T.T and so we just sit and lepaking there enjoying the cooling air-con air and taking pictures. can't blame us. it's our last day. then we're off to Modern opposite ACS to lepak some more. and i reach back home almost 12am. wow. never been this late before. and i discovered something. guys never spend money on something that is not permanent;i guess. cause BRS (correct ah?) defended the guys by saying that they rather buy futsal shoes then to something that "go in and come out". haha. if anything, go find him. i just repeat what he's saying. hah. yeah, RM 10 can buy a story book already le. the Penguin classic story book. not that i like classics, but some are nice like Jane Eyre.
and oh, next time people, never ever say "so lame le. i want to do also." this is call finding for trouble. who said that? some one like ME. haha. pei chen, sook yee and sze tsing was doing some shape with their fingers and all and i said that. haha. but it's fun, in your teens la.
tomorrow's badminton! i hope i can go. it's been awhile. ah~ i miss playing sports. basketball's the best. i did so many free throws in form 2 that i think i can really shoot hoops already. not pro, but can go in the hoop. i don't really like lay-ups. whenever we have to do that, i'll always be brought to the side by my coach to practise it. cheh. lay-up, i don't like you. nah... and netball. it's been awhile since i've played it. and futsal. can't believe that i've just said that but i've tried it before and it's fun. actually, every sports are fun except running. short distance is fine, long distance is a no no.
oh well, my legs are tired, my eyes are a bit blurry, and i think my head's going to throb. but as i said, it's worth it. =)

(3rd december's post)

p/s: not doing it cause i'm not sure. and maybe i don't have the guts. hah

School's out!

ah~ tomorrow's the last day of school; for STPM bio students of course. Chem paper 1 then no more! haha..
i didn't know that school life had become a part of me until a few months back. I have no idea what i'm going to do without the laughter, smiles and those 'high' times. I think Form 6 have made real big impact on me if compared to the others (no offence people). Maybe it's because that the number of students in a class is about 2 times lesser then last time. I have to admit. Smaller class means harder to avoid not being overheard; if your class is very quiet like the Cergases.
i'm kinda lazy to put it in paragraphs with all those long 13 year stories and so i'll just put it in point forms. heh

Form 6
those were when:-
- the Cergas and Gigih give all kinds of excuses to ponteng classes just to practice a 15-20 minutes of sketch.
- i got shock for the first time when Pau Sheng did some romantic move while 'proposing' to yen sze in our sketch. at first i thought that it it his idea of being spontaneous on stage but it was joe's idea all the while. looks like i did not pay attention while practising. hah
- "ah~" the times where we (pei chen, yen sze, miresah, mary-ruth and pau sheng) spent our december holidays catching insects for our practical. i happened to fall in a hole, and someone tripped over a raffia string. not telling who.
- mary-ruth, me, pei chen and yen sze went to bury our class dissected rats in the school garden. who did not wrap the rats nicely har? mr hhh will be so sad if he knows that the rats and their insides kinda 'dropped' out from the newspapers. heh
- we go hunt for carpenter bees in the school garden. instead afraid of dying, we nearly pupuskan the carpenter bee's population. Azam people, i salute you guys. fearless people. haha
- we played vocable and UNO stacko in class when STPM's approaching.
- we played badminton every friday afternoon when STPM is just 1 month away.
- we learned that 'linked' is pronounced as 'lin-ked'. (it's still pronunced 'linked' no matter what)
- i went for Interact activities in Good Samaritan Home in Southern Park. The kids there are so cute especially Jonathan. visit them people! they bring joy to your life and yours to theirs. hehe
- pei chen! will remember your usaha to collect RM400 for our class. day by day, painstakingly selling sweets by the foyer. no off day except when PA homework cannot be finished by the first period after recess.
- mary-ruth! thanks for your gifts. appreciate it. XP
- there seems to have something exciting happening in Gigih almost everyday.
- want to ask..am i really that 'high' everyday at school ah?

Primary
- (standard 5) my whole class excitedly volunteered ourselves to clean the fish pond almost every free period. hey, we took care of the fish so dearly and we even hate the monitor lizards for killing the fishes and frogs that seem to breed everywhere.

um, i know that this is the first post, and i have no idea what to write on. and so, if i ter say something, i'm sorry. (i can hear mary-ruth saying, 'could you stop saying sorry?') it's crappy and long winded so, bear with it. =p

nothing to think, so think until so far...

to do it or not to? i dunno le...
in less than 24 hours, it's either i back out or i go for it.
should i take her advice and wait? or i take their advice and go for it?
maybe i'll just go with the flow~ and see what's on that day.
i'm always not consistent. just like rebecca said.
oh well...

p/s: michelle, air liur is still saliva . not slyver. XD