the day i went to Johor

yeah, i went over to Johor to attend a taekwondo competition.
too bad i can't meet up with Sze Yong even his hostel is just nearby to the hostel that i'm staying.
i like UTM. it's nice.
they have this forest and i saw deers coming out of it in the night. =)
we went over to Danga Bay, and i saw the lights of Singapore.
i'm just across the ocean from you, M-R! lol
there's this jumping shrimps (i have no idea, it looks like it) or worms we found on the beach.
it was all over and we seriously though it's worms and start running back to the sandless ground screaming.
i have fun over in Johor though the ride is 6 hours from Kuantan.
and it's my first time going over there.

i do have fate with this USM rite?
first in UIA now in UTM?
=.=

she's called the 'anak gangsa' for obtaining bronze all the time
haha

he's happy for being able to go into the finals.
yeah! hahaha

having a small conference after Akmal's fight
at the back of the hall
basically, we're just chillin' out =DD

dinner over at Danga Bay =DD

we're at Danga Bay!
woots

i would like to have a ride on the fake horses behind there. LOLOL

the story was:
after danga bay, we went to have dinner again.
we're full so we walked over to Jusco,Taman U at 10pm
Jusco was happened to be at closing time when we reached.
so we walked back to the shops to buy ice cream.
the grocery shop that was opened before we went over to Jusco was closed.
and then we wandered around finding for drinks.
we found one finally at some restaurant.
so, here we are, drinking our drinks while waiting for the bus door to be opened
and finally went back to the hostel to have some sleep.
that hour, we are the most unluckiest person alive.
XD~

p/s: i was half blind while fighting. and this is the first time i got to see the score without the specs. all thanks to the big LCD screen. ehehehehe

it's already March

it's already March,
where i realised that i seriously have to depend on myself and only myself alone.
it's already March,
where i realised that i really can't trust anyone fully.
it's already March,
where i realised that others only tried once to get what they want while i need to try uncountable times to get what i want.
it's already March,
and things don't go smoothly the way i wanted it to be.
it's already March,
and why am i feeling so sad?
it's already March,
where i realised my life pathway is much much more harder to be achieved than other people
it's already March,
that i am greatful and thankful to have everything that i want
except things that does not come with using money.
it's already March,
i am almost sick and tired of trying again and again that ended up giving the same results.
it's already March,
that i should get a grip on myself and stand on my own feet.
it's already March,
i should start learning independently.
it's already March,
i should know by now that i stand alone in this place.
it's already March,
though everything seems unfair, i should just strive for what i really wanted, badly.
it's already March,
i shall smile at people who talks bad about me with a sincere smile.
it's already March,
i should stop being depressed larh.
it's already March,
i should get on studying then thinking what's unfair and what's not.
it's already March,
it's a great month.
it's already March,
it's spring in the northern hemisphere.
it's already March,
it's autumn in the southern hemisphere.
it's already March,
that spring and autumn is the season that i liked the most.
it's already March,
i wish i'm at home being comfortable.
it's already March,
i should stop blogging now.
it's already March,
i shall be happy this whole month.
why?
just because it is already March.

=)

smile? smile =)

i shall kept on smiling;
whether i like something or not
i shall go on like this.
=)
*see? i smiled*


nothing's gonna keep me away from anything this week.
not this week.

who i just saw???? who who? XD

one announcement.

i.saw.Malaysian.Taekwondo.Olympic.Fighter.Elaine.Teo.
WOOTS!!!
saw her walkingbreathingtalkingshoutingrunningfighting-alive~


btw, you dont have to ask about me again do you?
thank you.

I saw Elaine Teo! woot woot

p/s: i noticed some people can be so sour-grape. if there's one person that is better than them, they can just keep on finding even the little bit thing about that person to gossip or to talk about. and it's not about good thing. this kind of people. no sportsmanship. bodoh.

what a day

yeah, what a day.
6 hours of ride to Johor.
and then terus go timbang.
the weight category range all suddenly changed.
WTH?
my weight was okay, as it's in the middle of the range of my category.
but they said every range had been minus-ed 2kgs,
my so called perfect middle in the range becomes over-range-ed =.=
then i have to go run just for get that few 0.something fat off my body.
i weighed back and it's in the range.
but there this uncle =.= who told me so loud and such garang voice (everyone else can hear WEY!)
"you sure you wnat to weigh yourself with these wet clothes? it'll affect the reading? it's either you go to the toilet to weigh our you weigh with your wet clothes. which one do you want!"
=.= so embarassing. why must talk so loud?
i didnt even offended you larh.
i weighed with the wet clothes before i went to see him.
my weight was okay until he said those words.
i dont wanna take the risk and so i have to go and weigh myself in the toilet. stupid.
TKD ppl will understand why must weigh in the toilet.
there's the only reason. that's all. stupid.
and so i weighed. the weight's in.
then i go see him to get my name signed.
then he tell-stuff-to-me-so-loud-again-a.k.a.-shout-towards-me.
"you must drink alot of water to recover! after this you drink water. alot of water!"
uncle ah..you shout so loud you made me think that i have to drink more water to make my body weight lessen.
dang it. he shouted so loud that everyone was watching.
even as i'm heading out, he still shouted after me.

what have i done to offend him la i ask you?
is it because my weight's not in ah?
that's not mine wat, they suddenly go change the range.
i'm not the only one.
everyone else is facing the same thing.
i'm seeing everyone trying to increase or decrease their weight.
but i'm the only one that got shouted at.
bongok.

ARGH!!!!!!!

p/s: using sze yong's password to access wifi. ^^
thank you sze yong!
suppose to do my lab report =.=

it's not gonna be this semester again.

test 1 was suppose to be veli the easy ah.
but due to too many works and deadlines,
revisions are pushed back so long
that i think i screwed my test 1.

oh, and i finally done my public speaking!
yay!
i was, yeah well, self-shock at the front there,
talking about,
bae young jun,
winter sonata,
housewives with not so good looking husband,
hot guys from Goong,
swooning,
talking about craps that first thing popped up in my head,
announcing,
i'm super junior's no.1 fan.

yeah, that's about it.

i was talking about 'Hallyu'
for your info. =)

and i spoke korean correctly for the first time
in impromptu way!
yeshhhhhh

okay, gotta sleep.
i'm lacking of sleep for almost a week now.
nite. =)

she lo somemore who.

happy 17th birthday to the sis.

=.=
can't believe she's 17 already.
nah, i shall assume that she's only 12. hah
got her a b'day present full of SNSD pictures.
her tone was just so mono. no feelings.
padahal she's so excited i'm sure she's not sleeping yet and still browsing
through those pictures.

okay back to me.

i so want this kind of hair for awhile now.
i think my hair's abit of this shape only it's fluffier.
not to mention messier. haha
shall i have this then?

or shall i go for this bangs?
i kinda wanted to experiment with shorter bangs now.
but most of the time my bangs will become wavy if it's too short.
when i mention wavy, it's going to be like some guy's wavy hair.
seriously.
but i want thisssss

or this bangs.
it's nice. but i guess i'll need alot of gel or hairspray =.=
and it'll be a bothersome to my eyes.
but it's better than the bangs above though.
i wantttt

so if i want a long hair with bangs,
the result will be this?
i want curls too.
not those ah ma curls or super maggi mee curls
but a more wavy-ee kinda curl at the hair tip only...=.= okayyy
since mine's a wavy hair.
no it's not straight, unfortunately.
sad case.

if no bangs, this is satisfactory. haha
this curls, wants! LOL
(not so curly though)
straight, yet curly.
(i wonder if the hairdresser will get what i mean. LOLOL)

shall i have bangs then? ahahaah
i've always wanted a long fringe but now i want bangs. sorta.
my face's too big and fat i guess bangs wont work. T_T
i shall tell my mom then. hah hah hah
curls are too expensive (no, i think it's a waste of money just to get rebonding and get curls. just for your hair?)
i shall just continue twist twist my hair everyday and it'll show some curls. (i'm so cheapskate. hahahaha)

owh, hair.
now i do feel like a girl.

p/s: people from those pictures are Girls' Generation. taken from a sharing website.

i want to go back in time.

unfair. T_T how come he get to sit on his lap?
eh wait. not on the lap. eheheheehehe

i found this photo in my cousin's Facebook photo album. They are from my dad's side family and i miss most is my grandad. (you can guess who's the oldest rite? haha) oh, my dad's not in there.
i have no idea where this photo taken or why is it taken. i think it's in the airport..but who's going abroad? =.=
my parents used to tell me that my grandad loves me the most and i still remember the pink toy elephant that he gave it to me (my parents told me it is..) but my dad threw it away few years after that. you know, house cleaning =.=
i shall brainwash myself that i am still the most favorable grandchild okay. even the facts cant be really proved out. hahaha

by the way, this picture reminds me on how i did cry and complain everytime i watched my parents marriage video. i kept on complaining on why am i not in the video with them when my other cousins are. yeah well, i didnt know did i?
i did the same thing for this picture just now, i was finding for myself. i guess i'm not born yet =.=

i feel so old. let's go back to our younger days shall we? LOL

lazy? lol

i slept whole day.
after 1 hour class in the morning i slept all the way to the next class in the evening.
came back and took a nap.

still? i still have slight headache.

less sleep, lotsa sleep still not working. =.=
argh, the discomfort.
and i have enough of pills to last me a lifetime.
the most of semester 3 is filled with pills taking days. urgh.

sick?

went for training and got a headache.
it's a slight small one but it makes my vision blurred a lil' bit.
it's like it's too bright on anything that i see.
i can't be too tired.
there's not even a program that i need to go rush on about.
there's loads of assignments and all but i don't seem to be touching any yet.
and i got this eye spasms on my left eye for 3 days now.
it's very irritating as it keeps on throbbing rite below the eye.

it feels like fever is coming.
i rarely had fever.
i think i shall go sleep and then in the next afternoon (yeah, it's the weekend ahaha) it'll be okay, i think.
the eye spasms only happen at night. i dunno why.

and btw, i'm such a klutz! when can i stop being one? lol
i kept on knocking stuffs and i could even nearly trip myself while walking on a perfectly straight road and i've been falling at least once every semester.
let's see..3 out of 4 semesters that is.
i endangered my own safety. lol

괜찮아요, 아빠 딸이야

gwaenchanh-na, appa ttal

it's okay, daddy's girl.

right?
everything will be okay right?
i will not have to do the hard decision right?
i want all
i don't wanna choose
everything will be back to normal right?

p/s: i want to join everything

shut up.
bitch.

omo omo

aigoo~

having facebook is lil bit troublesome. =.=
relatives that are only active for once a month still 'stalks' you

"your class all is ************* wan hor? i saw from all your pictures in facebook. you can adapt there ah?"

facebook is dangerous. i shall post nice nice innocent pictures from now on.
relationship status shall forever be 'single' and 'andartu' (like my status will change..ahahahaha)

a short one

Happy Cina New Year =)

LOL. The 'cina' word give me memories, oh well..

Happy Chinese New Year! =D

Dad told us this might be the last year on celebrating (having prayers actually) over at Grandma's.
She's going off to live with my uncle and his family.
that's a good thing.
since i was thinking almost the same thing before my dad told us about the news.
the house is abit too old and i'm worrying about the wires and stuffs.
and when my dad told us about it, i was glad and sad. ahaha

yeah well, that's where my grandma scolded me for being too noisy when i was little and i dont go there much often since after kindergarten but still, it's somewhere i go to every year.

okay then, bye =)