it's already March

it's already March,
where i realised that i seriously have to depend on myself and only myself alone.
it's already March,
where i realised that i really can't trust anyone fully.
it's already March,
where i realised that others only tried once to get what they want while i need to try uncountable times to get what i want.
it's already March,
and things don't go smoothly the way i wanted it to be.
it's already March,
and why am i feeling so sad?
it's already March,
where i realised my life pathway is much much more harder to be achieved than other people
it's already March,
that i am greatful and thankful to have everything that i want
except things that does not come with using money.
it's already March,
i am almost sick and tired of trying again and again that ended up giving the same results.
it's already March,
that i should get a grip on myself and stand on my own feet.
it's already March,
i should start learning independently.
it's already March,
i should know by now that i stand alone in this place.
it's already March,
though everything seems unfair, i should just strive for what i really wanted, badly.
it's already March,
i shall smile at people who talks bad about me with a sincere smile.
it's already March,
i should stop being depressed larh.
it's already March,
i should get on studying then thinking what's unfair and what's not.
it's already March,
it's a great month.
it's already March,
it's spring in the northern hemisphere.
it's already March,
it's autumn in the southern hemisphere.
it's already March,
that spring and autumn is the season that i liked the most.
it's already March,
i wish i'm at home being comfortable.
it's already March,
i should stop blogging now.
it's already March,
i shall be happy this whole month.
why?
just because it is already March.

=)