we always have a miscommunication.

i don't know if you know it.

try to fix it.

i tried.

i failed.

let me just give you a French Connection aite?

felt it

when a person says i'm feeling sad lonely when at this this at there there.
and you'll just go oh yea i'm sorry to hear bout that cause you have people around you that makes your daily life colourful.

but when that one day, eveything changes into new things..

like my sister who doesn't have a roommate, and having a hard time making friends in class, well, because all of them are looking for friends for benefits ( in study wise) and they just ditched her one side when she's of no use anymore. she ate lunch and dinner alone sometimes, and going to class and sitting alone..

now it's my turn. lunch, dinner all alone. even now in the room. and going to lab and do my work too, all alone.
when i thought i have friends, but it's another kind of meaning friends. they're not the close ones and the ones that will be with you or the spontaneous ones. they're close friends too (i'm just too confusing) just that somethings can't be clicked in a right way..

was just wondering if my way of making friends was the wrong method?

p/s: missed having a noisy room
pp/s: never knew what i had till it's over

hands on

i don't really much like writing reports.

notes, yes.

i think i prefer hands on on stuffs rather than reading and trying to imagine a thing happening.
 okay, wait this is random.

did i mention i got a whole new roommates? the old ones are going to their industrial training plus, their course is only 3 and a half years. mine's bit much longer.

the new ones are 360 degrees different than the old ones. they sleep much earlier, and are light sensitive. the old ones are much later and light..well, light no light, we just slept through.
guess i'll be in the dark for 1 semester. maybe it's a start to try sleeping early and getting up early as well. =)

misses home..like, alot.

that's all

bestie (okay maybe not that extent) is the way 'it' used to be! yeay

we're talking, sneering, laughing, everything like it was just before well except i'm still self conscious in doing the wrong thing. the awkwardness.


i'm too sleepy, and lazy especially to do anything. bye.