felt it

when a person says i'm feeling sad lonely when at this this at there there.
and you'll just go oh yea i'm sorry to hear bout that cause you have people around you that makes your daily life colourful.

but when that one day, eveything changes into new things..

like my sister who doesn't have a roommate, and having a hard time making friends in class, well, because all of them are looking for friends for benefits ( in study wise) and they just ditched her one side when she's of no use anymore. she ate lunch and dinner alone sometimes, and going to class and sitting alone..

now it's my turn. lunch, dinner all alone. even now in the room. and going to lab and do my work too, all alone.
when i thought i have friends, but it's another kind of meaning friends. they're not the close ones and the ones that will be with you or the spontaneous ones. they're close friends too (i'm just too confusing) just that somethings can't be clicked in a right way..

was just wondering if my way of making friends was the wrong method?

p/s: missed having a noisy room
pp/s: never knew what i had till it's over