after last time

after last 2 years, the same thing happened again.

this time, it involves my classmate. and yes, there are some things that i don't like about her, her attitude that is. i have a problem myself too, where i can't readily accept people for who they are.

and so conflicts happened after 2 months of silence and bearing with each other. i said sorry, she understands, we have misunderstandings, and so far by the likes of it, everything is ay okay now. i hope so because we talked thru facebook.

to keep things clear, i don't wanna tell her that she still must not be rude to people..yeah well, it that's a person's personality, then i don't have to rights to interfere.

and i learnt today is that be truthful to the person, and admit your mistakes if you had done wrong and if the other party understands and forgiving, everything will be okay and hopefully, normal.

last 2 years, i wasn't that truthful..i guess..

i just really wish nothing like this will happen again. and i do really want my bad habit of not accepting people for who they are GONE.

bye

p/s: i guess i have gone matured along the way eyh? LOL

oh noes

SV wanted the literature review tomorrow. i haven't done anything. shoot.

FYP stress

i'm not sure if my problems for FYP will come again and i know it will, but it seems like mt groupmates been crying because it's too stressful.

cannot be that our SV strict ah...meh

p/s: when we'll be back to how the way things were?

2 years.

3 weeks.

it's been 3 weeks before we exchanged 2 sentences.

"who's using that laminar flow?"  and  "where did you get the (ziplock) plastic bag?"


at least we're exchanging sentences.

i'm really very thankful for having friends that cares about your feelings. today wasn't a great day for the 3 of us who stayed together in an 8 people room. when i broke down due to all stuffs that's happening, they consoled in their own ways.
i noticed their efforts, trying to joke at some little bit stuffs, making fun of something, making a fool of themselves, buying vitagen and ice cream for everyone. and staying by my side. i'm just happy amidst all other things.

they're all so quiet in the car compared to the usual noise because i still haven't stopped.

i'm pretty scared of my parents. especially when my FYP's not going so well and that i might have to repeat back again. my parents are fine people, it's just that they want us to do better

thank you again, i shall remember forever