can't sleep.
but i'm tired.
the butt and back is hurting.
it's slowly okay-ing now.
both of my roommates ringtone scared me.
oen have some very noisy anime theme song which i have no idea from what show
and another is some english pop song that have a woman's voice sounded like she was doing the sound that we will do when we first woke up. and i thought she's the one doing it.
and some random lizard springed onto my table lamp scaring me out of my wits. =.=
i complained too much.
go back to studying.
owh microbiology
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
owh no
oh no, oh no, oh no!
both of my computer's USB ports died out.
it's mulfunctioning.
noooo
noooooo
this can't be happening.
if my parents know, i'm dead.
it's just only a year and a half old!
*cries*
p/s: japanese food does not go well with my taste. but i still like takoyaki.
bimbap anyone? hee
both of my computer's USB ports died out.
it's mulfunctioning.
noooo
noooooo
this can't be happening.
if my parents know, i'm dead.
it's just only a year and a half old!
*cries*
p/s: japanese food does not go well with my taste. but i still like takoyaki.
bimbap anyone? hee
Friday, August 27, 2010
^ ^
september's coming
it's a good thing.
^^
love today.
raining, cold, cooling, freezing.
heeee~
*random*
ah~ Shin goon!
so cold yet so warm in the inside.
always smile secretly.
oh~ princess hours.
XD
it's a good thing.
^^
love today.
raining, cold, cooling, freezing.
heeee~
*random*
ah~ Shin goon!
so cold yet so warm in the inside.
always smile secretly.
oh~ princess hours.
XD
Sunday, August 22, 2010
i wanna scream out loud.
sorry.
this few days are just too stressful.
maybe it's not stress. i should think that there's more frustration that is.
i does have ample time to blog and everything.
it's just that other people's last minute behaviour makes me rush at the end of the minute. (yes, i'm pointing the finger to other people. but now, they ARE doing all these.)
my academic report writing hard copy have to be submitted up by today. as in just now in class. but since the lecturer said she wants one person to do one part as in i'm doing the questionnaire, she(she as in the she from all those previous posts) do the literature review, and another will do the proposal.
and so the proposal maker thinks that she could finish it in a short amount of time starting from 2am on monday morning all the way to 10 am on monday morning. but what she told me was "i'm too tired. i can't finish it up"
what she did till 2am only God knows. but she told me that she was studying for test. yeah, and that test was only will be on wednesday and this proposal is due monday!
i know that test is important. i know! but it's due on monday la dear..
and that proposal was given time from friday to be corrected. OMGGGGGGG
so that whole class hour i was so tensioned with both of their 'i-dont-care-attitude'
and the lecturer was kind enough to give her 48 hours to complete the proposal.
i so wanna scream out loud. even one of my classmates could see the tension expression that i have on my face.
and i kept on having the impression of wanting to suddenly stand up in class and bang the table and just walk away.
thesis writing sucks i tell you. it's so fussy to the core. they even fussed about what kind of heading and fonts that they want! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
this few days are just too stressful.
maybe it's not stress. i should think that there's more frustration that is.
i does have ample time to blog and everything.
it's just that other people's last minute behaviour makes me rush at the end of the minute. (yes, i'm pointing the finger to other people. but now, they ARE doing all these.)
my academic report writing hard copy have to be submitted up by today. as in just now in class. but since the lecturer said she wants one person to do one part as in i'm doing the questionnaire, she(she as in the she from all those previous posts) do the literature review, and another will do the proposal.
and so the proposal maker thinks that she could finish it in a short amount of time starting from 2am on monday morning all the way to 10 am on monday morning. but what she told me was "i'm too tired. i can't finish it up"
what she did till 2am only God knows. but she told me that she was studying for test. yeah, and that test was only will be on wednesday and this proposal is due monday!
i know that test is important. i know! but it's due on monday la dear..
and that proposal was given time from friday to be corrected. OMGGGGGGG
so that whole class hour i was so tensioned with both of their 'i-dont-care-attitude'
and the lecturer was kind enough to give her 48 hours to complete the proposal.
i so wanna scream out loud. even one of my classmates could see the tension expression that i have on my face.
and i kept on having the impression of wanting to suddenly stand up in class and bang the table and just walk away.
thesis writing sucks i tell you. it's so fussy to the core. they even fussed about what kind of heading and fonts that they want! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Saturday, August 21, 2010
~o~
lack of sleep.
totally forgotten that i have lab class today.
she called and i rushed over. yea, thanks.
one thing i hate about sharing clothes line with other people is that they don't have the courtesy to use the hanger. all they did was to just simply hang their clothes over the wire.
because of this, there's no enough space.
and when there's no enough space, some irresponsible fella will start pushing other people's clothes to the end of the line whether it is still wet or dry.
and so, things such as pushing, dropping other people's clothes happen everyday. aih
hanger users are the victim mostly, since theirs are easy to be dragged to one side and all. ie. mine.
oh well.
and just now, "you got 5 reports to do by today lor"
"aiya, very fast finish wan. easy nia."
"har? why you say easy wor. it's like karangan eh. meeting reports lo!"
"easy mah. all BM wan. can copy paste from the folio example"
"......"
if she give me totally copy paste meeting reports without the real meeting notes i so gonna kill her.
totally forgotten that i have lab class today.
she called and i rushed over. yea, thanks.
one thing i hate about sharing clothes line with other people is that they don't have the courtesy to use the hanger. all they did was to just simply hang their clothes over the wire.
because of this, there's no enough space.
and when there's no enough space, some irresponsible fella will start pushing other people's clothes to the end of the line whether it is still wet or dry.
and so, things such as pushing, dropping other people's clothes happen everyday. aih
hanger users are the victim mostly, since theirs are easy to be dragged to one side and all. ie. mine.
oh well.
and just now, "you got 5 reports to do by today lor"
"aiya, very fast finish wan. easy nia."
"har? why you say easy wor. it's like karangan eh. meeting reports lo!"
"easy mah. all BM wan. can copy paste from the folio example"
"......"
if she give me totally copy paste meeting reports without the real meeting notes i so gonna kill her.
waiting
tests are all over next week. ==
what am i going to do?
and i'm changing back to 'things at random'...it sounds better.
or maybe i got used to it already.
*edited*
just now,
"wo hen lan tuo" that's what she told me. face to face. *EXHALES*
WE'LL SEE.
what am i going to do?
and i'm changing back to 'things at random'...it sounds better.
or maybe i got used to it already.
*edited*
just now,
"wo hen lan tuo" that's what she told me. face to face. *EXHALES*
WE'LL SEE.
Friday, August 20, 2010
this is the day where maxis prepaid died on their customers throughout kuantan.
2 customers at blok 5, 2nd floor panicked and wailed when the disaster occured.
and i thought my phone credit died on me by not allowing me to sms and call when i still have loads of it left.
and my roommate was poking her phone out of the window to detect the signal from 12pm all the way to 2.30pm when she finally realised what happened.
ah well, now the line's back on nad my lovely phone is as good as ever. i guess.
and i think i have communication problems with her. aih...
when will it end?
2 customers at blok 5, 2nd floor panicked and wailed when the disaster occured.
and i thought my phone credit died on me by not allowing me to sms and call when i still have loads of it left.
and my roommate was poking her phone out of the window to detect the signal from 12pm all the way to 2.30pm when she finally realised what happened.
ah well, now the line's back on nad my lovely phone is as good as ever. i guess.
and i think i have communication problems with her. aih...
when will it end?
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
again.
last 2 years i sprained my ankle and went to school with bandage on it.
and now, i'm going to class tomorrow with both my feet and one shin bandaged.
it's not sprained.just that my right leg's blood vessel's have blood clots in it and i was brought to the chinese medicine doctor and hav this coffee-smelling-smelly paste put on and bandaged on the leg.
i was wondering if i could just wear shorts to class tomorrow.
that would be a bliss isn't it?
i think i could be excused and my soft skill marks wouldn't be deducted.
all i have to do is, "but i can't wear long pants, the leg just wouldn't fit into it. the bandaged is just too big. and besides, my legs needed ventilation."and i know how every athlete that retired because of injury must have felt when the doctor said,
" you can't continue playing anymore".
the doctor said the same thing to me. he said,
"it's abit impossible for you to continue playing taekwondo. if your right shin got another impact again whether it's small or big, it'll give you problems and maybe complications."
no more taekwondo? no more sparring? no more tournament? no way, no how.
there's still the pattern competition, but it's not in every tournament.
and i have the UKM tournament coming up after raya.
i could start on playing for basketball if i want to.
but it won't be the same anymore...
looks prettily disgusting. and i can't shower until wednesday. i'm still thinking how to.
and one thing, i dropped my phone last night and the wire in it torn. =(
anyhow, it's already repaired and i noticed how much i treasured it.
owh my 2 gig memory, camera, white, orengy, sony ericsson phone.
and it still could take nice nice pictures when the screen showed a blank black screen to me. ^^
and now, i'm going to class tomorrow with both my feet and one shin bandaged.
it's not sprained.just that my right leg's blood vessel's have blood clots in it and i was brought to the chinese medicine doctor and hav this coffee-smelling-smelly paste put on and bandaged on the leg.
i was wondering if i could just wear shorts to class tomorrow.
that would be a bliss isn't it?
i think i could be excused and my soft skill marks wouldn't be deducted.
all i have to do is, "but i can't wear long pants, the leg just wouldn't fit into it. the bandaged is just too big. and besides, my legs needed ventilation."and i know how every athlete that retired because of injury must have felt when the doctor said,
" you can't continue playing anymore".
the doctor said the same thing to me. he said,
"it's abit impossible for you to continue playing taekwondo. if your right shin got another impact again whether it's small or big, it'll give you problems and maybe complications."
no more taekwondo? no more sparring? no more tournament? no way, no how.
there's still the pattern competition, but it's not in every tournament.
and i have the UKM tournament coming up after raya.
i could start on playing for basketball if i want to.
but it won't be the same anymore...
looks prettily disgusting. and i can't shower until wednesday. i'm still thinking how to.
and one thing, i dropped my phone last night and the wire in it torn. =(
anyhow, it's already repaired and i noticed how much i treasured it.
owh my 2 gig memory, camera, white, orengy, sony ericsson phone.
and it still could take nice nice pictures when the screen showed a blank black screen to me. ^^
Saturday, August 14, 2010
her way is back. again.
"i did not even bother to study for the quiz at all"
1 hour later. (open book quiz)
"no ah, the quiz not even hard also. oh this reference ah, i just simply print out from the internet. din even read it at all also"
one word. L.I.A.R. LIAR
it's obvious she's been secretly studying and all.
and no, i got no problem at all with people studying for quiz.
and no, i definitely got no problem at all for ppl who said they did not study but still aced in quizzes or tests.
but yes, i definitely got problem with ppl who did study, and still say that they did not.
give me a break.
i've been in the same class with one person who did not study but still aced in tests for 1 and a half years.
come on!
why must she lie anyway?
and aih.....must ppl be so stingy in education?
when i asked for assistance to explain on why the solution is that way and not this way, why must she be so reluctant on wanting to explain it to me? ishhhhhh
i learned something.
lie saying all you did was laze around
but still aced in tests and finals.
and when you got dean's list, ppl will starting thinking you're a pure genius.
a genius born with photographic memory.
pfft.
genius. HAH.
and i thought everything is have gone back to it's normal places.
i guess i was wrong.
her way of trying to be 'rendah diri' is back again.
haih...i have to totally depend on myself now.
1 hour later. (open book quiz)
"no ah, the quiz not even hard also. oh this reference ah, i just simply print out from the internet. din even read it at all also"
one word. L.I.A.R. LIAR
it's obvious she's been secretly studying and all.
and no, i got no problem at all with people studying for quiz.
and no, i definitely got no problem at all for ppl who said they did not study but still aced in quizzes or tests.
but yes, i definitely got problem with ppl who did study, and still say that they did not.
give me a break.
i've been in the same class with one person who did not study but still aced in tests for 1 and a half years.
come on!
why must she lie anyway?
and aih.....must ppl be so stingy in education?
when i asked for assistance to explain on why the solution is that way and not this way, why must she be so reluctant on wanting to explain it to me? ishhhhhh
i learned something.
lie saying all you did was laze around
but still aced in tests and finals.
and when you got dean's list, ppl will starting thinking you're a pure genius.
a genius born with photographic memory.
pfft.
genius. HAH.
and i thought everything is have gone back to it's normal places.
i guess i was wrong.
her way of trying to be 'rendah diri' is back again.
haih...i have to totally depend on myself now.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
finished. a lil' bit
a busy week i tell ya.
saturday night was my faculty dinner and then the next morning is the TKD family day.
was tired out so badly that i kept dozing off every minute after i came back. was suppose to do reports and find a questionnaire.
i'm still too lazy and tired. aih
we played the scissors-paper-stone that i played in CU. but it's not as fun as in CU.
there's this human knot game. it's awesome and the toilet paper game; that's where we got our sunburn. my fault. ^^
being a program manager that could not participate any games because everyone's a big cheater is very tiring.
anyhow, i have fun laughing at them. hehehe
every happiness you get, you'll have to endure alot of suffering and unhappy-ness.
aih...
saturday night was my faculty dinner and then the next morning is the TKD family day.
was tired out so badly that i kept dozing off every minute after i came back. was suppose to do reports and find a questionnaire.
i'm still too lazy and tired. aih
we played the scissors-paper-stone that i played in CU. but it's not as fun as in CU.
there's this human knot game. it's awesome and the toilet paper game; that's where we got our sunburn. my fault. ^^
being a program manager that could not participate any games because everyone's a big cheater is very tiring.
anyhow, i have fun laughing at them. hehehe
every happiness you get, you'll have to endure alot of suffering and unhappy-ness.
aih...
Thursday, August 5, 2010
here i am, sitting, typing, telling.
i got into an accident on wednesday.
on the way to cherating.
and no, i dont want this story to go near my house, my family.
i dont think i'm ready to tell them.
and i dont think that they deserve this kind of shock yet.
there was me and a friend, driving then.
our car banged, HARD on the other person's left butt.
and our car was swerved to the left as my friend had instinctly avoided full front impact by steering the wheel to the left
it swerved to the left, and with such fast and big impact, the car went unsteady and fell, 90 degrees on it's side, the passenger side, my side.
it was totally shocking.
we climbed out trembling, franctically trying to contact friends to fetch us back.
thank goodness for the locals. they're a great help.
it's lucky that we only got bruises. big hard ones of course.
no blood no scratches. no concussions.
AIH
i will never ever see a speeding car the same ever again
on the way to cherating.
and no, i dont want this story to go near my house, my family.
i dont think i'm ready to tell them.
and i dont think that they deserve this kind of shock yet.
there was me and a friend, driving then.
our car banged, HARD on the other person's left butt.
and our car was swerved to the left as my friend had instinctly avoided full front impact by steering the wheel to the left
it swerved to the left, and with such fast and big impact, the car went unsteady and fell, 90 degrees on it's side, the passenger side, my side.
it was totally shocking.
we climbed out trembling, franctically trying to contact friends to fetch us back.
thank goodness for the locals. they're a great help.
it's lucky that we only got bruises. big hard ones of course.
no blood no scratches. no concussions.
AIH
i will never ever see a speeding car the same ever again
i am praying so hard now
please please please please
pleaseeeee
that the program will be a success
please that there will be a best place for everyone to have fun
i dont want to encounter that tragic stuff on wednesday for nothing
please please please please
pleaseeeeeee
pleaseeeee
that the program will be a success
please that there will be a best place for everyone to have fun
i dont want to encounter that tragic stuff on wednesday for nothing
please please please please
pleaseeeeeee
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
skip-pu
i'm not a failure. yet.
hee~
proposal finally got approved. yay yay!
yeah well, that after loads of stuffs happened in about 32 hours.
monday:
went to jhepa to check on the proposal status.
and i was told that it haven't been approved yet and will be by evening and i could take it on the next day.
it was told so confidently and promising and i went to class feeling slightly glad.
tuesday(today):
went to jhepa to check on the proposal again.
class starts at 10 and i went at 9. suppose to go at 8.30 but i kinda got lazy because i slept late last night.
they made me wait for 30 mins plus and in the mean time, all the staffs totally forgot about me.
and then i was told that it's not approved yet.
i was about to boil cause i was almost late for class and the approval is yet to be done.
i was told again, that it'll be done in the evening and is adviced to come back the next day.
i still have 15 mins left for class and gave a try to book the bus first without the approval letter.
aih..and still more forms to write and still have to go through jhepa.
i gave up cause i dont have the participants list and went to class.
lecturer not around. cheh
at 3, i went again with the bus forms and all. was intentionally to just hand in the form.
but i just simply ask about the proposal again.
they made me wait again and said it's not yet ready.
but then after another round of waiting, they gave me the approval letter. yahahaha
i guess they got sick of me coming in all the time and asking the same questions.
yeah well, i have that impatient look on me and i kept on looking at the watch.i was about to be late to class again.
now, my program is not failing. yay~
next failure might be due to the rain.
oh please please please don't rain on that day. pleaseeeeeeeee
hee~
proposal finally got approved. yay yay!
yeah well, that after loads of stuffs happened in about 32 hours.
monday:
went to jhepa to check on the proposal status.
and i was told that it haven't been approved yet and will be by evening and i could take it on the next day.
it was told so confidently and promising and i went to class feeling slightly glad.
tuesday(today):
went to jhepa to check on the proposal again.
class starts at 10 and i went at 9. suppose to go at 8.30 but i kinda got lazy because i slept late last night.
they made me wait for 30 mins plus and in the mean time, all the staffs totally forgot about me.
and then i was told that it's not approved yet.
i was about to boil cause i was almost late for class and the approval is yet to be done.
i was told again, that it'll be done in the evening and is adviced to come back the next day.
i still have 15 mins left for class and gave a try to book the bus first without the approval letter.
aih..and still more forms to write and still have to go through jhepa.
i gave up cause i dont have the participants list and went to class.
lecturer not around. cheh
at 3, i went again with the bus forms and all. was intentionally to just hand in the form.
but i just simply ask about the proposal again.
they made me wait again and said it's not yet ready.
but then after another round of waiting, they gave me the approval letter. yahahaha
i guess they got sick of me coming in all the time and asking the same questions.
yeah well, i have that impatient look on me and i kept on looking at the watch.i was about to be late to class again.
now, my program is not failing. yay~
next failure might be due to the rain.
oh please please please don't rain on that day. pleaseeeeeeeee
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