i wanna scream out loud.

sorry.
this few days are just too stressful.
maybe it's not stress. i should think that there's more frustration that is.
i does have ample time to blog and everything.
it's just that other people's last minute behaviour makes me rush at the end of the minute. (yes, i'm pointing the finger to other people. but now, they ARE doing all these.)

my academic report writing hard copy have to be submitted up by today. as in just now in class. but since the lecturer said she wants one person to do one part as in i'm doing the questionnaire, she(she as in the she from all those previous posts) do the literature review, and another will do the proposal.
and so the proposal maker thinks that she could finish it in a short amount of time starting from 2am on monday morning all the way to 10 am on monday morning. but what she told me was "i'm too tired. i can't finish it up"
what she did till 2am only God knows. but she told me that she was studying for test. yeah, and that test was only will be on wednesday and this proposal is due monday!
i know that test is important. i know! but it's due on monday la dear..
and that proposal was given time from friday to be corrected. OMGGGGGGG
so that whole class hour i was so tensioned with both of their 'i-dont-care-attitude'
and the lecturer was kind enough to give her 48 hours to complete the proposal.

i so wanna scream out loud. even one of my classmates could see the tension expression that i have on my face.
and i kept on having the impression of wanting to suddenly stand up in class and bang the table and just walk away.
thesis writing sucks i tell you. it's so fussy to the core. they even fussed about what kind of heading and fonts that they want! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr