quickly go back.

i'm tired of trying to speak in mandarin all day.
when every word of it never get its message across to be fully understood.

i'm tired of trying to speak it,
that every word and pronunciation comes out as mumbles.

and i'm tired of speaking in bahasa as i still can't talk in a straight sentence without a pause at almost every word.

and i seriously need to remember more spanish sentences other than ¿Como estas? and ¡Muy bien!

i wanna go back home quickly so i can just speak a few full english sentences.
i need a break from the 24 hours self language learning.

try speaking some language that you're not so fluent at and you'll feel how frustrated and annoyed when you can't send your message across and you have to even repeat a few times for that.