growing older

not feeling 20 yet?
you will after seeing or hearing that your friends are getting married.

one of my friend from primary (can i consider it as secondary? since we're on the same school ever since standard 1 to form 5 lol) which i kind not kept in contact (my fault) for quite sometime is getting married in like, 4 months!
i just knew it today in the morning before rushing off to meet my FYP supervisor. haha
i couldn't say whether FB is scary or informational hmm.

she's all mature looking and going into a complete better life changing experience and i'm here trying to study for finals and thinking of next semesters plan to go on holiday lol. nah, i got scared by the workload given to finish up the proposal before the 1 month break finishes.

sentences like "a friend's getting married and i'm still well, playing around?" came around my head once. lol

i've come to a conclusion that i should socialise more, screw finals more. LOL
NAHHH.

maybe i shall give this lame reason:
it's all due to the fact that whenever the maintenance man came around the floor i must peek out of the door to ensure a 'clear status' before coming out in shorts. if not i have to go to the toilet with track pants. or else, getting scolded by the Felo. haha the main scare was the Felo. so yeah.
i nearly made gave a heart attack to one of them before. i was holding my dirty bowl and swings open the door and the Felo was just right outside and she saw me. and all she goes was breathe in so hard like she saw a ghost (that's because i was wearing shorts) LOLOL soreeeeee

btw,

Congratulations, Xinn Ee =)

pp/s: another friend of mine had just confessed that she's trying on a relationship now. trying. before announcing.
ppp/s: i shall stop becoming an otaku. ahaha. not.