ehhh...
grudges and imaginations are starting to influence me
no, i don't wanna loose my cool later
no matter what happens,
no matter how big the ignorance given
no matter how rude they will be
no matter how unco-operative they will be
i will never ever loose my cool.
no i wont
and i dont want to.
i pray,
every single hour,
every single minute,
every single second,
to not loose my cool
and that everything will be okay.
i breathe again,
and will hold it till everything ends.
i will.