Wednesday, October 13, 2010

losing it

i lost my cool just now during meeting.
why can't i just keep the grudges in?
i can't believe i raised my voice whenever i mentioned 'program unit'.

God, please let this week be super duper fast and please help me to be very super patient on friday.
i'm desperate.

i swear to NEVER EVER join any cheena club activities anymore.
i am never a true cheena if i can't stand their behaviour.
for this moment i wish the ground will swallow me up and make me disappear forever.
i hate uni.
and i wanna go back to school. very badly.

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