sitting here alone doing nothing except the drama marathon on 'Attention Please', ironing clothes and sweeping the floor makes you think alot. maybe. ^ ^
i've been thinking. *eh heh*
i wonder if people wants to have a bf/gf is because they're feeling lonely?
even there's friends at the side but there always one that they want to bug and just simply being wu liao with don't they?
and so, i'm guessing that a person starts finding one because they felt lonely?
going out with friends that have one too, i guess, make that someone feel partner-less.
not peer pressure. no, i don't think so.
for a person who've been set in the mind that 'forever i will not marry!' , oh well..
maybe it's due to the solitaryness today i somehow simply ter-think of needing one to kacau with. *eh heh*
anyhow, i realised that i can't really stand being left alone. for a few hours, okay. for a few days without nothing to do (ie no computer, no tasks, no assignment, no books) i'll be bored, yes. but i will always have this lonely heavy thing inside that simply pull you down, feeling sad and all.
i guess the more older i grow, the less lonely time i want. i used to like being left alone for a whole day at home while my parents went to work and my siblings away at aunt's house. well, except during heavy rains with thunderstorms even though i like the rain.
it's getting late. night =)
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