Thursday, March 22, 2012

no, not looking forward to.

sis's results aren't great. it's okay but not great. mine is still worse than hers.

but still, just because it's not a straight A's for first time in her life, things are gonna change around my other families.
(i never get straight A's before in my whole life and somehow everyone knows i'm the lost cause. that's why these doesn't affect me)

i can imagine now with people talking about her and us and my sister's results are not at all expected because in their mindset, both my brother and sister are considered to be the best in studies in my father's side. i don't wanna think how their comments will be when the next time we meet them. all those sarcastic words that i don't wanna hear. i don't understand why must they compare in every thing.

and over in my mom's side will be much better, or maybe not. i'm not sure. they compare things too. mostly everything about their children's studies. the competition is wayyyy much more higher over here. it's like a race whenever there's this important exams coming up. the comments made are sarcastic too. i'm to afraid for my sister.

i seriously don't understand asians on why must they compare everything at all!
they have nothing but to compare. i compare things too, i don't like it sometimes because i feel like i'm being too kiasu. Asians. *sigh*

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