owh, everything!

you know, i always have this taboo-ing thing about telling out something that you're going to get, or telling out your expected results and stuff like that. cause it always just happens whenever i did that.
if i said it out, i'm never to get what i want in the end and my results will be all sucky to what i expected.
like for example, i didn't get a nokia n8, thanks. just because i mentioned it, and that n8 designer happen to have a brilliant idea to have it made into a built-in battery kind of mobile phone. =.=

but still, i'm gonna say something. i feel that everytime i'm down once, there'll be going to have something fun, happy nice things happen right after that. or maybe it's just coincidence. i just hope it's not. it'll be nice if it always happens cause i seriously will forget what made me sad before. or is it because i have short term memory? =.=
now i've said it, it might be down once, and worst after that. wokayyyy

owh, and i did this topic about being left-handed for public speaking class last thursday. i read this when researching for points..

"Many left-handed writers have trouble with several kinds of writing tips. Points may catch on a corner or on an edge, digging into the paper. The worst of these are the extra-fine, needlepoint, flexible, and italic nibs; however poorly-designed mediums and stubs can also be nasty for lefties. While broad and broad-oblique tips usually present no problem, any of them can be problematic if they are poorly-adjusted or even just a little bit sharp in the direction of writing."
from:
http://www.nibs.com/Left-hand%20writers.htm

saw that? 'digging into the paper'. come to think of it, no wonder the fountain pen that my dad bought for me during standard 4 (that's because where small kids get to use grown up stuffs. the PEN) only lasted less than a year, or just maybe from the first few refills of the ink. i kept on making holes in my exercise books. those holes aren't just small tiny ones. it's HUGE, mind you. more like portholes in all the pages. and i thought i'm dumb on don't know how to use one.

and here it is, true proof that those holes are not my fault. hahahaaha i get to point finger nao~!
the fountain pen is not for lefties cause we'll just push it across the paper hence the holes and righties just pull it across the paper where the ink will flow.

and my parents said i dont know how to use it and it's left abandoned in somewhere of our drawers waiting to be refilled back again. hahahah

lefty lefty