it depends.

my sister's making me very emotionally unstable.


for once, i would love to depend on someone and have them decide things for me and help me with stuffs that i find difficulties with.
i always have my parents with me, but their attention are divided more to my siblings who needs more care and help.

it's been a tiring 3 years, where i can't even depend on someone without getting ffk-ed on halfway.

Life didn't tell me that being independent could be very tiring and not to mention, frustrating.

i shall go on like how i did.