it just hit me that i just realise that my sister who don't go hang out with her friends and never once left the house for a few hours has not been home for the past 24hours.
she messaged me and said she's lonely and alone. i replied back, but she didn't reply. all i just hope that her orientation could bring her something nice and more friends.
i keep on imagining how she's gonna go have breakfast, lunch and dinner herself. i'm afraid she won't be having any of it because she's alone. why can't she just sends an sms instead of fb messages?
everything sinks in and i'm feeling at worst now. i can't even concentrate and read for tomorrow's quiz and completing my FYP's progress report, lab report and assignments.
sometimes, i wish i'm not the oldest among the siblings. i rather be the spoilt youngest child so i don't have to worry about younger siblings being okay in different environment or not. and mom didn't even update me on my brother at all.
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