crazy

it's 2am and i was suppose to finish up the progress report.

then i decided to ditched learning the PCR for the FYP to go for competition. no, i won't extend. that if i get to finish up the PCR and nothing happens to it *touchwood*

but i'll come back early for the exhibition.

i've learn the train routes, the bus station, the bus schedule. i've never done this before. i've never went out of the comfort zone, never out of the boundaries.

i just hope everything will be alright, and that when i come back for PCR which i'll have to do without anyone assisting me, it will go accordingly like in the protocol. no DNA digested, no ruined agarose gel, (shit. i don't know how to do agarose gel), no messy sequences, no dirty DNA kept that need to be sent for sequencing.

i need to read up more and learn by myself. i really am finding things to ruin myself don't i?