"gone la you"

after months for not wearing earrings, i try again to poke it through the earlobe to check if the hole is closed like i always did since the past 2-3 years ever since i had weekly trainings.

but this time, the left one really closed off. i panicked. everytime i checked i had this scared feeling.
i panicked and try to find the hole only to have an inflamed earlobe, and a closed hole. then i googled "what to do if your earlobe hole closed". really. seriously.

i thought of asking a friend to poke it for me. i thought of just giving up and waited till i get back to have it re-pierced, then get scolding cause i've been warned all the times that if it's closed, i'm dead meat.

my sister knows this so she said, "gone la you".

so i try poking it with the earring, it did. then now i have this small plastic thing sticking out at the hole so that it won't close anymore.

i'm so freaked out, i'm impressed that i finally got the guts to poke through a skin (thin one btw), and thankful that the hole opened again.