if only i know what's my personality really is

am i being a difficult person?

i can't see that on myself. an i had always thought i'm being the one being bullied and taken advantage of.

when a person who's status is lower than me ordered me to do this that yes that i know i'm getting bullied.

but when i'm the one who request the lower status person to help/does a work for me i'm not sure if i'm being a difficult person.
that, with a situation where this person have 3 hours and 20 minutes of working time left before he call it a day.

i just need about 20minutes of this person's help. and this particular person's schedule is as follows which i assumed on the time taken (following my speed of walking and taking things)

1.40 - 2.00 helping me
2.00 - 3.00 taking material because it needed some authorized person to take.
3.00 - 3.30/4.00 measuring material
4.00 - 4.20 throwing material
4.20 - 5.00 arrange data (which this person would not finish on time cause it takes more then half day to arrange due to slow-ness of its brain technology)

i'm being difficult because it can't finish up 'arranging data'. is that it?

and now it was saying that 'it's not that i don't want to help it's just that i can't and i don't have the time as i have so many things to do'. this person have been telling the same reason for the whole past month and yet get to help me.

i know and realise that there's no rest time in between but who rest after each task? and i could assume it's perfect schedule is to be

1.40 - 2.30 take material
2.30 - 3.30 measure material
3.30 - 4.00 sit/rest
4.00 - 4.30 throwing material
4.30 - 4.55 sit
4.55 get out and wait for 5 to punch out.

wow definitely this schedule is way much more better ain't it? even i would loved it. *sarcasm*

i know it moved and walked slowly due to health reasons *cough*obesity*cough*cough*
but seeing how yesterday it could get from the furthest storage area and back in 10mins and getting down the 2 flight of stairs (it'll usually get down in about 30seconds) is like a Usain Bolt broke his world record.


is this post on me being difficult or complaining on it?

yeah, i'm being difficult. i'll think more and take things more into consideration first before doing anything.