i feel defected.

1st story
i nearly forgot how i used to go back home after every holidays for the first semester and ended up having trouble with my leg once i stepped into the house.
i have no idea what happen to my leg, well, the pain was at the butt.
you know, where the pelvis area that connect with your tibia? is it tibia? the big thigh bone.
the joint area was in super pain for the whole first semester.
i still remember that the pain during over here in uni wasn't that bad, i couldn't walk fast and always have trouble reaching to the class on time. and getting up from the bed, too, was painful. plus, mine's the upper bunk bed. and if i accidentally sleep facing upwards, i won't be able to move once i got up and i don't know how i finally moved away from my bed. oh well

and when i'm back home once for the holidays, my butt was so painful that i can't even move my leg at all. i was in pain, that lying down or walking or sitting does not help. it was so painful that i thought i needed surgery.
i was desperate to get rid of the pain that i even said once to my parents that i want to go to the hospital to get a check up done (with hints to get a surgery). they were reluctant to bring me go, and i was left what i was till they see that i can't take the pain anymore.
then the only thing they can do is to bring me to the chinese medicine doctor and it's okay, at least my butt's cured and i know now that the culprit was from my fall on the butt during training made my bone shifted ithinkidontknowanyway, i feel defected.

2nd story
now my left abdomen, the rib cage, is in pain. *rolls eyes*
see now why i said i'm defected?
it happened since yesterday. it will suddenly cramped up only on that side a few times and it kinda hurts abit.
btu luckily today it doesn't but it's still painful.
maybe it's because i used to sleep on my left side, and i put all my weight on that side of abdomen. plus, my bed in uni is not even a bed, it's a plank. so i'm sleeping on a plank and i used to get up feeling backache especially on my left side.
i hope this pain won't go anywhere cause i definitely do not want to think of going for a surgery anymore.


so.
am i born defected or did i made myself defected? hmm
i'm prone to all kinds of accidents and pain.
joint pain, muscle pain, butt pain, back pain, leg pain, head pain, neck pain. idontknow.
i was even told that i have weak bone. wha' da? and i thought i have strong bones since i have training and stuffs and i even drink milk! don't tell me that calciums in milk is a fake information for advertising purposes?? lol just kidding.
i guess i'm just old with no calciums in the body.

ow. it's starting to hurt again. TSK.