i think i have attitude problems.
my temper rises faster than usual.
only one good thing.
it only happens to people who steps on my head making me as though a door mat for them to wipe their feet on.
i have 2 classmates who did this to me.
they treated me as though i'm a person with no feelings.
words like, "you do this first la later only we do"
"you free later go lab do the things." haven't reply yet, came another message from the same person saying "you no need to go"
yeah, thanks. i'm a person you people can order around as much as you want yea?
and so thank you, because of them, i tend so shout/ say out loud to them on anything i want to say.
plus, they're guys. that's the problem.
my temper + guys = i dont care what thing i said out, they wont get hurt cause they're guys.
i tend not to put my feet into other people shoes.
i want to, but i always forget to.
that's the problem, that's why i always get angry without knowing why a person does this or does that.
all i want now is patience and understanding.
i'm tired of being angry and frustrated and feeling annoyed.
and i'm uberly tired of people stepping on my head all the time full stop.