Wednesday, April 6, 2011

nightmare.

Bad dreams…
My girlfriend sometimes have a bad dream and wake up grumpy… O_O I think it’s kinda cute actaully~
(another from HJ Story)


i dreamt that i dreamt of a nightmare.
get it?
lol

means i dreamt that myself in the dream dreamt a nightmare.
(i'm not sure it helps. lol)


okay, i was doing a super duper last minute work for my public speaking that was due on this morning.
when the time reaches 3am, i decided to take a break because i finally finishes my full speech script.
and so i watched Secret Garden for a short while before continuing.
then since i'm sleeping at the top of the bunk bed, i climbed up to adjust the fan because i'm feeling hot below.
but then i plopped down and took a nap.
then weird dreams started coming in.
if you've watched Secret Garden, i dreamt of 'Oska' and that i have to do his work that is similar to my public speaking work. plus i have to finish it up before morning which is the same time as my public speaking class.
i dreamt that i got up from the dream. but i wasnt in reality.
but when i really did got up,
i got up feeling confused, still believing that i have to do the additional work, i went back to my table with the extra burden.
at the time, i was feeling so near on going crazy. you know, crazy as in being permanent. going cuckoo.
i was so afraid that i will loose my sanity and at the same time, trying to finish up the work.
and some how, i realise that i only have my slides for the speech to complete and all is left is memorising my script.

wow. if i did loose my sanity, i'd rather die.
there's no way i want to walk around going "buuu buuu buuuuuu" with a flower in my hand.
it'll be such a waste...
too much pressure. too much pressure.
i wonder how other people could handle all these. gosh.
anyway, i screwed the public speaking with flying colours and i'm feeling much much MUCH better as wednesday passes by already.

now, i just have to put in a new effort to make sure i get on track with all my studies. hmmm


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