i'm tired of always cleaning up other people's mess. i sometimes unconsciously or knowingly or worse, willingly volunteered cleaning up their mess that they've made whether it's big or small.
why i did that i have no idea why? is it pity? or just plain naive? or that i don't have my own standing?
and i always give in to what people wants and requests.
still can't learn how to say no, and will never learn.
funny thing is that i feel happy or glad that i actually did something for people. i'm not actually complaining, i was just wondering why i can't be more tough.
being 23 and still not being matured is not what i was thinking of last time.
feeling bored and went and disturb your classmate when you're suppose to be studying for finals, have childish conversations, having grudges to people who you're uncomfortable with..that is so un-matured.
my idea of being matured is to be more polite and manners, have less grudges, doesn't smile for no reason on the way to the toilet just because there's something nice happening in facebook or any teenager-ry stuffs and more serious in exams.
and no crapping. what am i crapping any way now? bye.
2 comments:
do what's right is right :)
thanks bin, i shall do that. =)
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