now i know why

i was really looking forward to do my FYP after the finals. but it all came crashing down on me when i got to know that it might take up another 3 more months.

i haven't even stepped into the house ever since February and now i might have to stay here until after August?

and my wheatberries aren't really helping out now. i made the first batch to ferment, but it didn't sprout after 3 days and i threw it away and did a new batch. i hope it's growing.

now i know why some people might cry because their project's not working. i'm so desperate for my wheatberries to grow i wish i have some magic beans that grow overnight.

plus my groupmate is just so irritating bugging me in the middle of some experiment, standing so near to me saying "oh, i just want to see how you're doing it then i'll follow your steps."
man, i borrowed those library books out for you just to have you followed the steps from the manual like i'm doing can't you get the hint?
and then after quite some time, she'll say, "i'm waiting for mei yin la. she's doing it so long i can't even have my turn." dang it you. i told you do to it on your own no? now you wanna blame me. darn rite bugger.

now i'm frustrated because after gram staining all i get was cocci in purple stain instead of rod in purple stain. what happened to my Lactobacillus? now i wanna cry.

worse, i wanna go back home at least to just see mom and dad's face. they're worrying already on why haven't i been able to come back home for 5 months now. i'm feeling like some sabahan or sarawakian student at the moment.