keep calm

okay, i finished up the last of the wheat berries that mom bought.
all i have now is to wait, pray and hope that it will grow in the next 3 days at least.
if things go smoothly, i thank God.
if things are what i'm afraid of, i might have to wait and get new wheat berries and start all over with 1 or 2 week(s) wasted.

all i have to do is to keep my mind clear, and remind myself that this wheat berries need longer time to grow.

i almost gone mental man.

These are the wheat berries and the amount that i used
fyi, this is after i threw the first one that fail..sigh

These are the ones that does grow after I separated it out

Now you know why I'm feeling desperate. I didn't know FYP would be this..well unexpected. all i need now is a miracle for me to be able to start on my work..

For this few months I felt so disturbed and confused with everything that's happening. Bro's like duno how many thousand miles away, my sister's problems, grandma had surgery on her knee, grandad's being weak now he can't stand up for longer periods, a cousin got married that i didn't attend, another cousin getting married that i might not able to attend, and i don't even know how's mom and dad's doing since they never would want to tell me if they're good or bad..no wonder i couldn't focus in the lab and kept on breaking and dropping glasswares.