no, i don't want it to happen again

somehow, everytime if i went out with just a friend, accidents tend to happen. and it's always involve automobile.

we went to Teluk Cempedak (the one and only nearest and clear beach that have McDonald's 24 hours and it's Kuantan's hotspot for youngters to well..lepak and date.) so i drove (yes i drove) and she sat at the side. she doesn't have the license but i trusted her and give her the wheel  since she said she drove a number of times before..well..a minor accident happened but it's just only accidentally going over a small cement barrier from the parking space. so it kinda scraped the bottom car abit which i don't see any dent (still hoping there's none) as we used our friend's car. i told her directly after that that i can't really let go giving her taking the wheel again and so we changed place..i wonder if she terasa or not..
so it reminds me back about 1 year ago on about the accident..
there's awkwardness between us at first. well, any girl would make mistake of forgetting to reverse and instead going straight and knock something in front. i almost did that twice. but soon after it's fine. but i'm still afraid cause you won't know what'll happen in a few weeks time. maybe she'll distance away from me. i try to 'smallen' the gap of the awkwardness but i'm not sure if i did..

i don't want that 1 year incident to happen again. losing another friend just because of some stupid accident. my fault yeah. stupid awkwardness.

maybe i'll just avoid going out with just 2 people that's all. sigh..