sometimes it's really frustrating

sometimes i wish i could just fall sick.
i'm feeling hot and sickly and tired,
but i never fall sick.
it's quite frustrating really, when you have all those signs of falling sick,
and you ended up still being healthy.

i don't want any headache or a hot forehead or a blurry vision (even though i'm wearing specs)
i just wanna get sick for once and get out of it.
*sigh*

btw, another tourney's coming up and leg's being bad again.
it still hurts.